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_touchless_ (_touchless_) wrote in tensor,
@ 2011-02-12 03:10:00

Entry tags:

josh_foley, kevin_ford, nsfw

Josh - Friday afternoon before the dance (NSFW eventually)

His flight had been early. Almost painfully early. It made him wonder just how long ago the decision had been made to transfer him back, or if they'd just been that eager to get rid of him once the decision was made. Not that he was going to complain, the sooner the better as far as he was concerned. It was getting painfully close to two years since he'd last seen Josh as anything other than an image over a video screen, and he was just about vibrating with excitement at the prospect.

Well, excitement and nerves. He'd been on campus almost three hours, had gone through the mandatory meeting with the headmistress followed by a tour of the campus that he almost felt like he could still have given, even after five years away, and then he'd finally been escorted to his room and, after another half hour of explanations of dorm rules and schedules that he'd barely bothered listening to, he'd finally been cut loose. Classes had been out for almost an hour by then, and he'd been out the door of his new room almost on the heels of his R.A., a slightly bulky bag tucked under one arm.

Now, however, he was standing in the hall outside Josh's door fidgeting restlessly with his gloves and trying to convince himself to knock. He should have told him he'd been transferred. What if he didn't actually want to see him, what if he was just fine with the whole long distance, skype thing? Jesus, his hands were damp with sweat in his gloves and he was starting to feel ridiculous, standing out in the hallway. Actually, forget feeling ridiculous, he was ridiculous. Of course Josh was going to be glad he'd been transferred back.

He tugged his gloves straight one last time and resisted the urge to run a hand through his hair, knowing that would just make it worse rather than better, then reached out with the hand not occupied with a bag and rapped - firmly - on Josh's door and waited. No matter how firmly he told himself it was ridiculous to be nervous, though, his hands still felt like they were just about swimming inside his gloves.

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 06:12 am UTC (link)
	"Oh..." he panted, hips rocking up and hand sliding down as carefully as he could manage. "Kevin...it's been too long..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_touchless_ 2011-02-16 06:21 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah-" He nuzzled at Josh's jaw through the sheet, panting too hard now to even make an effort to properly kiss him. "Wanted this...you...for so long." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 06:53 am UTC (link)
	"Two years," he sighed as they picked up the tempo a little. "Two years just to touch you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_touchless_
2011-02-16 07:02 am UTC (link)

"Never again." It was almost a growl as Kevin slid his free hand up Josh's back, gloved fingers slipping into his hair as he caught his breath enough to kiss him again, hot and wet through the sheet. It was probably kind of gross in totally objective terms, but all he could think was that it was Josh. In his lap, under his hands, hard body and hot breath and sweet moans and sighs as they moved together. "Never...never being away from you...like that...again."

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 07:52 am UTC (link)
	"Promise," he gasped. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_touchless_ 2011-02-16 08:04 am UTC (link)
	"Promise," he agreed, voice low and almost strangled as he rocked up into Josh's grip. "What...whatever it takes." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fatedtouch
2011-02-16 09:05 am UTC (link)

Josh bit his lip, arching back and losing himself to the rhythm of being with Kevin. All the while the excitement of being so close, of touching him, and feeling his warm breath...the vibrations of his words in his chest, and the lean length of him against Josh's body sent his heart racing, his adrenaline surging, and he didn't much care how much it chaffed. Sliding forward, he settled one hand to Kevin's knee, lined their members up and began to thrust his hips with abandon.

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_touchless_
2011-02-16 09:18 am UTC (link)

Kevin responded with a low, keening moan that broke raggedly on panted breaths. He slipped his hand out of the way, more hindrance than help now, no matter how much he wanted to touch Josh in every way possible, and met his thrusts almost frantically. He wanted to flip them over, to feel the whole hard length of Josh's body pinned beneath him as he thrust against him, but the heat was building so hard and fast in his belly, coiling tight and hot in his balls, that it wasn't any kind of option. All he could do was get both hands planted firmly on his boyfriend's - god, his lover's - ass to give them both leverage as they moved against each other, fast and desperate.

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fatedtouch
2011-02-16 09:25 am UTC (link)

And it was desperate. Josh ended up releasing his grip, so he could hold to Kevin all the tighter. Gasping and panting and moving together. The sheet shifted as they tangled tightly, and it was almost like it wasn't there. He could feel the heat of Kevin's hard cock. The damp, wet of the sheet between them as they pushed closer and closer. Frantic pumping of hips, and kissing anything covered they could reach, ans just holding each other.

Then it didn't matter, and with a few quick, tight thrusts, Josh was muffling his cry into Kevin's shoulder and soaking the sheet between them.

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_touchless_
2011-02-16 09:43 am UTC (link)

Kevin's grip on Josh tightened convulsively as he felt the wet heat of Josh's release between them, face pressed to the side of Josh's neck through the sheet and his own cry almost a sob as he tensed and stilled and came. He stayed frozen that way for a long moment, heart still hammering and aftershocks of pleasure coursing along his nerves, and then he was moving again; slow and gentle this time. Light brushes of his lips through fabric, along the angle of Josh's jaw and the hollow of his throat, hands releasing their death grip on his ass to smooth up his back and splay over his shoulder blades, gentle but possessive.

"I missed you so much," he whispered against Josh's throat, voice quiet and slightly choked. He was completely oblivious to the tears damping his cheeks.

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 09:49 am UTC (link)
	Josh pressed kisses along his shoulder, hands smoothing over his back. "Missed you too...I still can't believe you're here," he replied, hugging him tightly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_touchless_
2011-02-16 09:55 am UTC (link)

"Me either," he admitted, shifting his grip to squeeze Josh suddenly close. "I'm afraid I'm going to wake up and it'll just...just have been another dream." He'd had all too many of those the last couple of years. Possibly sadly, this was about how most of them had gone. Even in dreams his imagination rarely extended to being able to truly touch...though part of that was the simple fact that it had been so long he'd almost completely forgotten what it felt like to touch another living being.

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 09:58 am UTC (link)
	"Me too," he whispered, pressing close. It wouldn't be the first time, nor would it surely be the last. Josh was starting to grow weary of the mental torment. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_touchless_ 2011-02-16 10:02 am UTC (link)
	Kevin drew in a shuddering breath and pressed another lingering kiss to the hollow of Josh's throat, feeling the warmth of his skin and the steady beat of his pulse even through the sheeting. "I meant it," he whispered fiercely. "I'm not losing you again. No matter what." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 10:12 am UTC (link)
	"Then we just have to never wake up," he reasoned, hands pausing against him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_touchless_
2011-02-16 10:15 am UTC (link)

Kevin paused as well, lips and hands stilling, then sighed quietly and held Josh tighter again. "Deal," he murmured, shifting a bit awkwardly to lay them both down on their sides, sheet still carefully between them. He tangled their legs and pressed their foreheads together once they were situated, ignoring the mess between them, though much of it was ash on his side of the sheet. "I don't ever want to wake up if it would mean losing this."

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 10:17 am UTC (link)
	Josh stroked his arm and smiled, though it was behind the sheet so he probably didn't see it. "Then don't fall asleep." Leaning in, he kissed him sweetly through it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_touchless_ 2011-02-16 10:23 am UTC (link)
	Kevin sighed contentedly into the kiss and smoothed a hand down to curl over Josh's hip. "Mmmm, definitely not. Don't want to miss a second of this." Of just lying there, holding him. Warm and solid and his. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fatedtouch 2011-02-16 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	"We're going to have to clean up eventually, before Mark gets back." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_touchless_
2011-02-16 07:45 pm UTC (link)

"...yeah. Soon." It was reluctant agreement, and Kevin tucked Josh closer against him as he spoke. Wrapped tighter around him and pressed his cheek to the top of Josh's head, or to the sheet between them anyway. Tried to focus on how good it felt to hold Josh like this for the first time in so very long, and not think about how much more, and better, he deserved than someone who'd never be able to touch him properly.

"I love you."

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-17 07:50 am UTC (link)
	Josh himself, was completely content. "Mmm," he agreed, snuggling close. "Love you too." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_touchless_
2011-02-17 08:00 am UTC (link)

Kevin sighed contentedly and let his eyes slip shut as the hand on Josh's hip brushed lightly back and forth. "Hard to believe we can do this just about any time we want now," he murmured. "Can see you in the morning before class, sit with you in the dining hall, do our homework actually together instead of just talking on skype from across the country."

He shifted just enough to kiss Josh's forehead through the sheet, warm and lingering. "Everything's changed."

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	fatedtouch 2011-02-17 08:14 am UTC (link)
	"For the better." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	_touchless_ 2011-02-17 08:23 am UTC (link)
	"For the best," he corrected, quietly cheerful. "Once I get one set up I'm gonna drag you to my studio. You're gonna get sick of all the togetherness," he teased. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)