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Tweak says, "the rhythm is gonna getcha!"

doctorlizardo (doctorlizardo) wrote in tensor,
@ 2011-05-06 19:49:00

Entry tags:

noah_varr, vic_borkowski

Noah
Vic had seriously considered begging off his weekly Friday afternoon training session with Noah. It was an at least mildly frustrating experience at the best of times, and today he was sleep deprived and incredibly frustrated to start after most of a week of Sophie waking him up at all hours...and watching mostly-naked Noah dealing with her ninety percent of the time when she did. He was realizing now that he really should have.

Sophie was 'sleeping' quietly against the wall in her little portable bassinet thing, and Noah had Vic bent over and was hovering over him, almost back to chest, as he shifted him where he wanted him. If this was just the beginning Vic was fairly sure he was going to implode well before their usual hour was up, and he made a small, pained sound that had absolutely nothing to do with the stretch Noah was urging him into..

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	modernmarvel 2011-05-09 11:55 pm UTC (link)
	As Victor rolled unto his back, Noah's body hovered just above his abdomen, which made for an interesting transition when certain parts brushed. "I do not understand," he told him, brow furrowing. And that was in and of itself the most frustrating part. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

doctorlizardo
2011-05-10 12:00 am UTC (link)

Vic hissed and dropped his head back to the mat, eyes closing for a second. He'd expected Noah to get the hell off him.

"Noah. I am gay. I like guys. You are a stupidly fucking hot guy. You have been wandering around my room mostly naked every morning for a week and now you have been getting your hands, and just about every fucking things else, all the hell over me here. There is no way in hell I can focus to do anything productive under the circumstances."

It was mortifying to just lay out there like that...but at least it was Noah. Which was the only reason Vic did it. He wouldn't be offended and he likely still wouldn't really get it.

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	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 12:02 am UTC (link)
	"I am the distraction?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 12:46 am UTC (link)
	"And we have a bingo!" Vic didn't lift his head or open his eyes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 12:50 am UTC (link)
	It was a moment or two, while Noah made the proper associations to determine his response. "My apologies," he said, standing. He sidestepped, giving Vic his space and offering him a hand up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 12:54 am UTC (link)
	Vic opened his eyes again when he finally felt Noah move. "It's not something you need to apologize for," Vic answered, sighing and reaching up to take the offered hand up. "Hell, I should apologize to you for being a giant perv or something." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:02 am UTC (link)
	Noah caught Victor's arm and helped him up. "You are not perverted, Victor. You are gay." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 01:09 am UTC (link)
	"Doesn't mean I have to be a giant hormone all over you," Vic pointed out quietly. "Perving on the straight guys is kinda frowned on." Or asexuals. Or whatever Noah was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:13 am UTC (link)
	"I am not straight." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 01:15 am UTC (link)
	Vic opened his mouth. Closed it. Stared at Noah for a moment. "Okay, perving on the monumentally disinterested is generally frowned on," he amended. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:20 am UTC (link)
	"You need not phrase it so. It is not as if I find you unattractive." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

doctorlizardo
2011-05-10 01:27 am UTC (link)

Vic stared at him for a moment longer, jaw going slightly slack, then pressed the heels of his hands to his eyes. "Could you just...not jerk me around over this right now?" he asked in a slightly strangled voice. "And yes, I realize you're not trying to jerk me around," he added. Because god knew he couldn't imagine Noah actually intentionally fucking with anyone. "It's awesome that you don't find me hideous. Really. But it's pretty damned obvious you're not interested either, and I just...cannot handle the epic amounts of awkward right now."

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	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:29 am UTC (link)
	"You're embarrassed," Noah pointed out, unhelpfully. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 01:34 am UTC (link)
	"I'm fucking mortified," Vic agreed without hesitation. "And frustrated. And exhausted." And holy shit, he actually felt kind of like he might cry, which was so not a fucking option, and he ground the heels of his hands harder into his eyelids. "And I need to get the hell out of here," he added unsteadily. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:36 am UTC (link)
	"Why? There is nothing to be embarrassed about, Victor." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 01:43 am UTC (link)
	"Seriously Noah, I just...really can't do this right now. I will be happy to talk to you about why the hell it's embarrassing as fuck that I can't seem to control how damn much I want you sometime when I'm not about to fall apart, but right now? I...just need to not be here. Do you need me to take Soph or are you okay with her?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 01:46 am UTC (link)
	"She is fine where she is." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 01:59 am UTC (link)
	"Okay. Thanks." He rubbed at his eyes for a second longer then dropped his hands and gave Noah a decidedly weak and wobbly smile. He felt like shit, and pretty much looked it too. "I really am sorry," he mumbled before turning and heading for the door. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 02:11 am UTC (link)
	"There is no need to apologize," he assured him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 02:18 am UTC (link)
	"Yeah, there really is," Vic answered quietly. "Because it is seriously pathetic that I still can hardly think past how damn much I want to touch you so, um...if you're not comfortable in my room anymore? I totally understand. I can handle Soph alone tonight." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 02:29 am UTC (link)
	"That will not be necessary, unless you shall be uncomfortable." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 02:42 am UTC (link)
	"No, it's, um...it's fine." He waved a hand vaguely before stuffing them both in his pockets and heading out the door, shoulders hunched, head down, and pretty much an perfect illustration for misery. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 02:44 am UTC (link)
	"If you cannot think beyond the action, why do you not just perform it?" Noah asked, from in front of him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	doctorlizardo 2011-05-10 03:07 am UTC (link)
	Vic wasn't expecting Noah to magically appear in front of him, damned superspeed, so he didn't stop in time and, as he'd been accelerating out the door he didn't just bounce off Noah's chest. He bounced off Noah's chest pretty damned hard and went staggering back, his expression nothing but absolute shock as he tried to catch his balance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	modernmarvel 2011-05-10 03:12 am UTC (link)
	Speed had Victor caught before he could fall. Strength corrected his balance. By doing no more than holding him and not moving himself, Noah countered Victor's momentum. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)