Bri (bri) wrote in tell_all, @ 2005-09-10 23:06:00 |
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Current mood: | crushed |
Well...
Okay, first I should explain some things:
After me and my fiance broke up, he ended up dating his ex-gf who lives very far away (he never met her). She just found out that he did some things that she didn't tolerate and she broke up with him last Sunday.
My ex-fiance knows that I still love him and want to be with him, but now his ex is having some serious difficulties with the whole break-up thing b/c it was Adam's fault. She was very sad and now she went back to being anorexic and will be hospitalized tomorrow morning. She is mad b/c he didn't call her, but apparently he didn't have to. Her brother got online and talked to him for a little while telling him all this stuff and to send her an email soon b/c she probably won't want to talk to him as time goes on. So, as we speak, he is sending her an email, but I'm starting to have doubts about things.
So, here is my problem:
I am in love with my ex-fiance still (and he still loves me), but this girl who has never even met him is going ape-shit and being hospitalized b/c she was so upset that he cheated on her (with me, which doesn't make this any easier) and my ex isn't with anyone right now, but is taking time until the end of the month, beginning of October to figure out if he wants to be with either one of us, or just start over and look for someone new. I have a high probability of being with him, but I don't know if I should b/c this other girl is so nutzo about him apparently. Also, if we were to get back together, would she be talking to him in private? Would he cheat on me with her (like saying "I love you" and all this krap even though he can't see her)? I'm so confused and I'm starting to doubt my future including if I should go back to him if he decides he wants me.
*sigh* It just won't end.