Harmony Sosa (tellmewhotobe) wrote in stepfurtproject, @ 2020-09-30 16:33:00 |
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Entry tags: | harmony sosa (tellmewhotobe), tony stark (canttracetime) |
Narrative
[She's eating dinner at the table with them and feels a wave of disgust. Ned, Tony, Pepper, Peter and her are all human. She wants to vomit. She blames Captain America and that new bitch Helena. They took her whole life away from her. She wants to die and she's not just being dramatic because she's a teenager. She's become the very thing she hates most. Rich, entitled, and worst of all, human.
At home, these were the people that wanted to exterminate her kind. They wanted to cure her. She managed to escape the genocide at home but here she is now, defeated. Her eyes water and her teeth clench. She's tired of acting like she's fucking okay, nothing's okay.
Her parents would love to see her now. They'd have gotten their little girl back. She feels like she's there now. Fancy rich table with flavorless salads and organic gogi berries from their greenhouse. She hates herself for not seeing it before today. There are people starving right now and she's here.
No, she needs to leave. Chaos was right, she lost herself here. It was comfortable. Tony's wealth was built on genocide. Peter, Cap, all of them acquired their powers. They wanted all the perks and none of the struggle. They're not real mutants, they'd never get it. Even Evan's a tool right now. He's Cap's little lap dog and he's not allowed to use his powers without permission. How could she have been so blind?
No, she'll leave again tonight just like she did when she got her powers back home and her parents shunned her, only this time she won't forget where she came from. She's become a part of the thing she vowed to destroy. She's a phony, and a poser.
She goes through the motions until lights out. Then she leaves everything she owns and escapes. They'll never find her. She's under the bridge]