Loki (hamrammr) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2015-02-23 23:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !plot, ~john mitchell (oe) |
Who: Obi wan and Mitchell
Where: Somewhere in the city
What: A meeting of opposites
When: The morning
Status: Unfinished / closed
The vampire had just changed back. A minute ago he had been racing through the streets, the claws of the raptor clicking away on the asphalt. The vicious animal reflected his inner state. He was ready to take on the world, tear it apart and drown it in blood and sorrow. It was not fair. His life had never been fair. But he couldn't. He had family and they relied on him. He felt far from reliable. Control was what he needed. He wasn't in the right mind to return just yet. The house held too many memories. He dreaded the pity and maybe Nina's lecture on how he shouldn't have taken off, how he needed to look after Sophia and Ash. She would be right. He knew that. But he did not feel like he had anything to offer, anything to give besides pain and hurt. Their heart beats would drive him mad.
Now he sat slumped against a wall, eyes close and head leaning back to absorb the cool. He was past screaming but he hadn't shed a single tear. Exhaustion did not let him. Anger and fear were stronger than the sadness. He did not know how to pull through this another time.