Rachel Sully (rachelsully) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2014-09-26 20:35:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !plot, ~rachel sully |
Who: Rachel
Where: Her apartment
What: Realization
When: Friday evening
Rating: Low
Status: Narrative unless someone feels the need to visit her.
Rachel sat down on her couch with a cup of tea and her laptop. She sipped her tea as she stared at her open email. After a couple of minutes, she started typing. Bucky, I'm sorry. For everything. I'm sorry for what I put you through. I'm sorry for the things I said. For how I handled the break up. I'm sorry that I wouldn't leave you alone. I was being stupid and selfish. You had every right to react the way you did and I really don't blame you. I should have known that Steve would always come first. I should have understood. Even though you're no longer in my life, a part of me will always love you. I'm glad that you're happy. You definitely deserve it. She sat there staring at the email. Finally, after about five minutes of just staring, she moved the cursor and clicked "Discard" before closing her laptop and setting it aside. "No point in sending it. He'll never read it." She muttered to herself. She sighed, picking up her tea and sipping it. |