glee_rachel (glee_rachel) wrote in spinningcompass, @ 2013-10-12 14:46:00 |
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Entry tags: | !open, ~rachel berry |
Who: Rachel and Open
Where: The Beach
When: Saturday Morning
What: Going to the beach to grieve Finn's death after finding out from Quinn that he had died.
Status/Rating: Incomplete...OPEN/PG-13ish
Warnings: Emotions will be high!
After crying herself to sleep after finding out about Finn's death. Rachel woke up and wiped her eyes and decided that it wasn't worth sitting around crying. She needed to go somewhere and do something. But what? She didn't have anything to remember Finn by here, and she had a daughter with Quinn. She didn't want either of them to see her the way that she was looking at that very moment. Of course Quinn would understand why she was such a wreck, Finn was the love of her life, until she had grown close to Quinn. Sophia on the other hand, wouldn't understand and then she would just cry thinking about having to tell the story about her and Finn being together.
Getting out of bed, she put on a nice black dress and put her hair up in a ponytail. Looking at herself in the mirror she took a deep breath. How could this have even happened? How did he die? Rachel wanted to know all the facts, but nobody was telling her, or maybe Quinn didn't actually know. Taking her little purse, she put some tissues in there just in case and then she left the bathroom and the apartment.
Walking and putting her head down, she began to just think about how her life could have been different if Finn was alive and if she wasn't here. They would be living happily ever after, but then she started thinking about Quinn and they would be living happily ever after. Rachel was just confused now. When she reached the beach, she wrapped her shawl around her shoulders and she walked up to the water and looked at the sunset. Then she let the tears fall down her face.