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Tweak says, "Exosolar is a sexy machine!"

allison hargreeves (hauntedbywhatif) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-08-01 22:14:00

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active: allison hargreeves, active: claudia kishi, active: daisy johnson, active: five hargreeves, active: lizzie mcguire, active: luther hargreeves

I saw brownie M&Ms at the store today, which I didn't even know existed. So, if anyone needs me... I'll still be taking my painkillers with a liquid diet.

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	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-02 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	Look, I’m sorry, okay? I screwed up with the apocalypse, and I’m sorry. ~~I’m going to be apologizing one way or another for this for the rest of my life, aren’t I?~~ ~~I tried to make it right, but I doubt I did.~~ ~~I just wanted~~ I just wanted to keep you all safe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-02 04:14 pm UTC (link)
	~~Got it, too soon~~ You tried. You came back for us. If we had more time, maybe things would have been different, but I don't blame you for any of that. We all made mistakes over the course of that week. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-02 06:35 pm UTC (link)
	Of course I came back. You're my family. Do you know the extent of what I'd do to get back to you guys? To make sure you're all safe? I tried to rip a hole in this place when I thought something had happened to Ben. When I didn't understand that that's how this place works. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-02 06:47 pm UTC (link)
	You don't have the patent on caring for this family, just world-ripping abilities. And you don't even have the patent for those, just your particular flavor. But that's also why you don't have to say you're sorry. I wish I'd been here before he went back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Allison | Five

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2020-08-02 06:56 pm UTC (link)

~~Please, just let me~~

~~I'm just trying to explain that I care~~

~~There's so much~~

You were, but I know you don't remember. It was strange, just because he arrived and wasn't dead, and then he became young, kind of like Vanya and I did, but he stayed young. And it wasn't as part of some mass weirdness. It was an individual weirdness. But I think he was happy here. You and Luther and Ben even lived together for awhile.

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	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-02 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad he was happy. It sounds like that would have been nice, but I like our current situation, too. I just think we all—okay, deserve might be too strong but we could all use some more happiness if this place lets us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-02 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	This place has had its moments. But it's also very ephemeral. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-02 07:33 pm UTC (link)
	Yea, I'm already starting to get that sense. ~~I'm not s~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-02 11:50 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not trying to sound cold when I say try not to get attached to everything, but it's solid advice in this place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-02 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	I'll take 'everything' over 'anything' from you. ... And pay attention to the advice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-03 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Some things seem to be a little more permanent than others. Maybe even people. But "everything" seemed a bit ~~more hopeful~~ less cold than "anything" or "anyone". (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-03 12:21 am UTC (link)
	Sounds like the trick is figuring out what's solid ground and what's quicksand, with your head instead of your heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-03 01:56 am UTC (link)
	And keeping in mind that there's a possibility that what's under that solid ground is a matchstick bridge. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-03 03:21 am UTC (link)
	Seems to match most of my life so far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-03 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	Mine, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five hauntedbywhatif 2020-08-04 01:11 am UTC (link)
	Yay siblings. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Allison \| Five jumps 2020-08-04 01:29 am UTC (link)
	Yay us. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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