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Elena Gilbert (niceness) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-05-08 17:43:00

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active: damon salvatore, active: elena gilbert, active: joan watson

[Filter: Joan Watson]

I don't know where the time went...but I was wondering if I could ask you for a favor?

ETA: [Filter: Damon Salvatore]

We're going to have to get over this quick or at least pretend to...

...Especially if you want to see our baby tomorrow.

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	deduce 2020-05-09 12:02 am UTC (link)
	It does fly around here. What can I do for you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	niceness 2020-05-09 12:09 am UTC (link)
	I know it isn’t your specialty but could I maybe have you do an ultrasound for me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deduce 2020-05-09 12:12 am UTC (link)
	~~This is where I really miss Christine~~ Of course I can. Is this a Goodland development? Or something that would probably count as 'pre-existing condition'? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	niceness 2020-05-09 12:18 am UTC (link)
	Thank you so much. It’s definitely a Goodland development. I think I’m about 16 weeks if I’ve done the math right? I haven’t seen anyone yet, but I have been taking care of myself. Prenatal’s and all that. It’s just awkward to do an ultrasound on yourself and I would rather have someone I’m familiar with do it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deduce 2020-05-09 12:23 am UTC (link)
	Good, okay. We can do a blood test to be sure, the scan just now will obviously just be to confirm and hear the heartbeat, we can talk about your appointments and all as we go. Self-ultrasounds are a bit of a stretch for sure. When would you like to do it? Will dad be joining us? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	niceness 2020-05-09 12:35 am UTC (link)
	I can't thank you enough, Joan. This is a huge relief for me. It definitely wouldn't be the easiest thing in the world to do. Probably wouldn't have stopped me from trying though. Would tomorrow work? Damon will be coming with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deduce 2020-05-09 12:42 am UTC (link)
	No thanks needed, I'm happy to do it. You'd get jelly everywhere and probably stress yourself figuring out if that's your stomach or uterus. Tomorrow works great. Seeing it all for the first time is really amazing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	niceness 2020-05-09 12:50 am UTC (link)
	And we should probably avoid as much stress as possible. ~~Tell that to my boyfriend too.~~ I'm excited. And nervous. And excited. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deduce 2020-05-09 12:54 am UTC (link)
	Yes, that would be good. It's less prevalent right now, but your hormones will start to play havoc on you and stress is definitely not healthy. Completely natural. You'll probably swing between those a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	niceness 2020-05-09 01:11 am UTC (link)
	This place doesn't exactly help with the stress sometimes, but compared to home it's a cakewalk. It's mostly excitement right now. The nerves come in from med school and working in medical here. Everything that could go wrong is right in the back of my head. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	deduce 2020-05-11 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	Well, a cakewalk is nice. It's a little similar to where I'm from. Look at it this way, you know all the most common complications and medical school training will no doubt have you ready to deal with them. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 03:27 am UTC (link)
	I'm over it. Just don't be pissed when he decides to start marketing you as a diet drink for vampires next. I'll be there. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 03:53 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, you sound real over it. Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Delena

niceish
2020-05-09 04:00 am UTC (link)

I hear you, Elena. I hear Elijah. He's all goodie-goodie 'cause he punched out a kid with that shady bitch, Hayley. He's different for one person, blah, blah, blah. I'm not giving him a chance because I'm not risking you. Especially not if Rebekah shows up or he miraculously decides he wants a cure, because he's like me. Just like me. He'll throw everything out the window for that. One. Person.

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Delena

niceness
2020-05-09 04:29 am UTC (link)

No one is asking you to give him a chance. I never said I was giving him a chance. I trust Elijah. Plain and simple. I always have and will continue to despite the fact that it isn't something you and I have ever exactly agreed on. He says we don't have to worry about him, so I'm going to cling to that hope because the alternative? Living the life we're building here in fear? I refuse.

I understand...why you feel the way you do and I'm not blaming you for it or angry with you because of it. If anything, I love you more for it. What I don't love? Is that you seem to think that I am just going to throw everything that happened with Klaus out the window. That everything he did to me, to you, to us, to everyone I love would suddenly be canceled out just because it turns out he's a really good father? I'm not stupid, Damon.

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Delena

niceish
2020-05-09 04:42 am UTC (link)

It's not stupid to do that, Elena. It's who you are, and I love every single part of you with every single part of who I am.

But, you did it for me. You did it for Stefan. Hell, you've done it for most people in your life and none of us really deserve it.

So yeah, I am worried you'll do that for Klaus 'cause it just so happens that he could turn over a new leaf. And that's not because I think you're an idiot, I think we've established I'm the idiot in this relationship. I don't believe for one second that he's gonna wear his Good Boy pants for long.

Besides. How good could he be? Have you met Hope?

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Delena

niceness
2020-05-09 05:17 am UTC (link)

Whether any of you deserved it or not is not for you to decide. That's my choice, and if I could go back? I wouldn't change any of it. I'd do it all for you all over again.

You are the idiot, but you're my idiot and you're allowed to be worried. I can't promise that I won't ever do that for Klaus, but I can promise that I don't intend on just forgetting everything- and that it's not going to happen anytime soon. What you're not allowed to do is flip tables over me asking a question and just assume without rationally talking to me about it? I was not ready for World War whatever number we're up to now today. You infuriate me to no end...but I love you, Damon.

Hope lost both of her parents really young, she gets a pass.

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	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 05:22 am UTC (link)
	I'm not making stupid choices to undermine you there again. He puts me on edge, Elena. And you're... I can't protect you from him. I didn't think. I freaked, alright? So did you. You turned out pretty great. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 05:34 am UTC (link)
	Luckily for you, I have this thing where I'm always going to forgive you. No matter how epic your freakouts. I didn't exactly help matters...so I'm sorry. This is why she gets a pass. It took awhile to get there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 05:41 am UTC (link)
	Nope. You don't get to apologize. I don't need it and you didn't do anything wrong but stick to your convictions. Sorry mine are just full of crap. Nope. You were perfect from the first day I laid eyes on you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 05:49 am UTC (link)
	They aren't full of crap- just amplified by that ridiculous temper of yours. I was naive...a million years ago, when I met you first. ...we get to see the baby tomorrow, Damon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 05:52 am UTC (link)
	Mix of both, maybe. Still had a good heart. Lighter on the shit-talking, too. We do. How you feeling about that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 05:56 am UTC (link)
	Yeah well, she hadn't put up with you for years yet. Excited? Nervous? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 06:00 am UTC (link)
	Pfft. Only Lexi got the rights to do that. Yeah? It's something else. Gonna feel surreal for a while. In a good way. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 06:05 am UTC (link)
	I'm ready for all of it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 06:12 am UTC (link)
	Know you are. C'mon. Lemme take you out, beautiful. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Are you? Thought you'd never ask. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 06:28 am UTC (link)
	Definitely. Hey. I'm sorry for being a dick. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 06:32 am UTC (link)
	I know. It's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 06:38 am UTC (link)
	You and your amazing forgiveness. I still don't deserve you, but I love you, Elena. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceness 2020-05-09 06:59 am UTC (link)
	You deserve a hell of a lot more than you think, but I love you too, Damon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Delena niceish 2020-05-09 07:01 am UTC (link)
	Got all I need right here, baby. (Reply to this) (Parent)