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Tweak says, "why would you do that"

Thor Odinson (stillworthy) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2020-01-29 21:55:00

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[Torunn]

I am stepping out. Please do not venture out of the building, and if you are going somewhere, please let me know.

[Avengers + Valkyrie + Darcy]

I'm going to see my mother.

I'm going to tell her everything.

And then I am finding a place that will serve me until I can not stand.

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	Second Filter sevenphds 2020-01-30 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Um. Isn't this a good thing? Why are you drinking yourself stupid? (Reply to this) (Thread)

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stillworthy
2020-01-30 03:06 am UTC (link)

It's a wonderful thing. To have my mother here is a dream beyond a dream.

But it is my duty to tell her that my actions cause her to be stabbed protecting Jane. Then my obsession with a dream I had about the stones takes me away from Asgard for two years, allowing Loki to banish our father and take over Asgard. By the time I find out, our father is dead and Hela is unleashed. She then gets to Asgard and murders countless people. I then DESTROY OUR ENTIRE PLANET, get half our people ---- including my brother, her son--- killed in space.

Forgive me if I would like to never relive those moments of my life again.

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	Second Filter sevenphds 2020-01-30 03:19 am UTC (link)
	Okay. Okay, no, I get that and that makes sense. But hear me out. She's your mother. She still forgave Loki for nearly committing genocide, right? She forgave you for whatever the hell it was that got you sent to Earth in the first place. Do you really think she'll love you any less for any of that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-30 03:23 am UTC (link)
	My actions lead to the distruction of our planet and the near annihilation of our people, Bruce. The people she led. The people I was trusted to protect. It's different. You can still love a disappointment, Banner. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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sevenphds
2020-01-30 03:31 am UTC (link)

First of all, those were mistakes anyone might have made. You hadn't exactly had an easy few years as it was. In the end, it was you and your decisions that saved the people of your planet. Loki's actions were his own. Our planet has a saying. You are not your brother's keeper. Losing your father is on him, not on you.

And you are not a disappointment. Not to anyone.

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	Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-30 08:24 pm UTC (link)
	might have made. If it were earth... Tony or Steve would have found a way to save it. They have. Multiple times. I should have done the same for my home. My people. I am a disappointment to myself, Bruce. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter notyourplayboy 2020-01-30 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	Except the time we didn't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-30 08:29 pm UTC (link)
	But then you fixed it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter notyourplayboy 2020-01-30 08:31 pm UTC (link)
	~~Subjective.~~ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Second Filter sevenphds 2020-01-30 08:53 pm UTC (link)
	You know perfectly well, not a single one of us has always won. You fought for them, you defended them. The survivors will never forget what you did for them that day. You nearly gave your life to defend the entire universe. You may be disappointed in yourself, but I never will be. And I doubt your mother will be, either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-30 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	And then I put them on a ship, where they were sitting ducks while Thanos nearly killed you--Killed Heimdall and my brother before destroying the half of them that didn't get into an escape pod. That remains to be seen, I suppose. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter sevenphds 2020-01-30 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Literally anyone could have done that. It isn't as if you knew he was coming. None of us did. ~~Loki might have~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-31 01:21 am UTC (link)
	I had been having visions for years about the stones. I should have known. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Second Filter notyourplayboy 2020-01-30 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	There were impossible circumstances, Thor. She'll understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter stillworthy 2020-01-30 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	I failed to protect my family and my people. And now I have to tell their queen. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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