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Tony Stark (notyourplayboy) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-09-08 11:38:00

Current mood:	worried
Entry tags:	active: darcy lewis, active: tony stark

Filter: Tony Stark

I'm not certain if I even need to--
I don't know if I have--

I don't want to step on toes here, but we need to discuss James. He is not exactly a child, but he is still under 18 and needs permission for certain things. The school needs to contact adults sometimes. He comes from a reality where he was forced to grow up too quickly so I imagine it is difficult living here with so many age constraints. Then again, he is still a kid and deserves to experience that too. It is a fine line.

Anyway. I'm rambling. He wants a tattoo. He already has one and it seems he has a good reason for the one he currently wants. I'll sign the paperwork, but I wasn't sure if you wanted a say.

He is my kid as far as I'm concerned so if you don't feel you need to be contacted about things requiring permission in the future, please let me know.

I'm concerned about Thor.

Am I too much? You can tell me the truth. ~~I'm sorry if--~~

How are you doing, sweetheart?

It is later.

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	Darcy/Tony halflistening 2019-09-08 04:07 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, I am too. He's not dealing with everything that went down, I think. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Darcy/Tony notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:11 pm UTC (link)
	I've tried talking to him a bit, but I don't want to push, you know? I guess it is cowardly, but I'm not in the habit of keeping friends and I don't want to --- fuck it up. He lost a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Darcy/Tony halflistening 2019-09-08 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	I get it. I don't want to push either. Bust at the same time, he DID lose a lot and maybe he needs a push. What we need is a group therapy deal. Do we know anyone who does that? Because maybe, if it's not just him, he might be willing to go. I just dont want to see him hit bottom. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Darcy/Tony notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not really the therapy type. Apparently it gets that way in his time. I'd like to avoid it here. Rock bottom, that is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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notyourplayboy, 2019-09-08 04:35 pm UTC

	Tony dreamsofasgard 2019-09-08 04:08 pm UTC (link)
	Me? I'm fine, just...y'know. This place is weird. ~~James seems way happier here than m~~ (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Tony \| Torunn notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:13 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, takes some adjusting. I imagine more so coming from a world like yours. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Steve/Tony _shieldless_ 2019-09-08 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	Honestly, he doesn't seem to want anything to do with me. You're more his dad than I am ~~regardless of how hard I try~~. He respects you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Steve/Tony notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	~~I'm sorry.~~ I wish we could be everything for everyone who knows us in the different realities. I think he is just conflicted, Steve. Who doesn't love Captain America? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve/Tony _shieldless_ 2019-09-08 04:44 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty much everybody from Sam's reality? Haha. I don't need to be liked or loved by everyone. That's not the point of Captain America and definitely not something Steve Rogers looks for. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Steve/Tony notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:48 pm UTC (link)
	Hey, this Sam likes me more than ours ever did. Yeah, but we are not talking about just anyone, Cap. I can't abandon the kid, but I don't want to fuck up things between you and me either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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Tony | Peter

fromyoutube
2019-09-08 04:43 pm UTC (link)

I guess it depends on your definition of "too much"? I think you're that person who likes to go big because you've got a big heart. I know I talk a lot, but words are hard. But gestures can show what you mean without having to say them. People always say they want actions, not words, that your actions speak louder than words, but then some people get upset if those actions are bigger than expected. It's like they can't handle it. They get overwhelmed. It's hard to act and react when you're overwhelmed.

I don't think you're too much. I think you feel things very strongly, and then it comes out. Kind of like me with talking. It builds up, and it comes out, and not everyone knows how to handle it. But the ones who do are the ones who matter.

Why? What's going on?

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	Re: Tony \| Peter notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	I like your rambles. They've gotten us out of shit. Someone said I'll push you away. I don't want to do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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fromyoutube
2019-09-08 05:18 pm UTC (link)

They're like thinking out loud, you know? Help sort through things.

~~Who?~~ ~~Why would someone~~ I don't have experience with pushing people away deliberately, and I don't think I've ever done it unintentionally? But I think it's one of those "communication is key" things? ~~I'm just picturing May~~ Especially because, I don't know about you, but some of this is new. I know we've been living together for a few months now, but a few months isn't the same as years and years and then you know people that way. Does that make sense? It makes sense in my head, but ~~I couldn't even remember At-At~~ sometimes it gets lost in translation.

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	Re: Tony \| Peter notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 05:29 pm UTC (link)
	I noticed. I see how your mind works when you are getting to a point. You know, eventually. (^‿^) Kid, I just want to take care of you. If I'm too protective or strict --- just tell me? ~~I don't want to los--~~ Or if I overstep. I know I'm not your dad. I just want you to feel like you have a family here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Tony/James thenextavenger 2019-09-08 05:16 pm UTC (link)
	You're right, it is. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Tony/James notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 05:19 pm UTC (link)
	So what did you mean? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tony/James thenextavenger 2019-09-08 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	I was talking about Steve Rogers. No big deal though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tony/James notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	it is a big deal. Why would I be worried about something like that? And what makes you think you alienated Steve? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Tony \| Nat \| Steve \| Jim spaceidiot 2019-09-08 05:20 pm UTC (link)
	The Entity named me and Nat his official guardians for whatever reason and I don't want to shirk that responsibility, but I don't have any objections to the tattoo, personally. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Tony \| Jim notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	Thanks, Jim. This place is a mindfuck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tony \| Jim spaceidiot 2019-09-08 05:25 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, it is. I'd suggest you just ask the entity about being his guardian instead, but I'm not sure your apartment is big enough for that. Besides, he's a good kid. I like having him around. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Tony \| Jim notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 05:33 pm UTC (link)
	Pepper already wants to knock down walls. I just don't know what I'm supposed to be and which kid needs what at this point. Except Morgan. That sounds horrible, but there is no question there. Yeah, he is. I just wish I could give him what he really wants. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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spaceidiot, 2019-09-09 01:17 am UTC

	Tony/Nat comespywithme 2019-09-08 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	He considers you his family, it's all he's ever known. I'm just a name and stories to him but I would like to be his friend, I just don't know what to say to him. The fact that I was even able to have a child in another reality is kind of mind blowing to be honest. But if he wants a tattoo, it's okay with me. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: Tony/Nat notyourplayboy 2019-09-08 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	Well, some version of me. Just tell him that maybe? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Tony/Nat comespywithme 2019-09-08 11:29 pm UTC (link)
	Having other versions of ourselves gets really confusing, doesn't it. About being his friend? I have but he seemed like he wanted more of a father figure so I wasn't sure what to do. But he's a good kid from what I see so you or your alter ego in his world, did a good job. And you do a good job here. Half the time I have no idea what I'm doing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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