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00.06 Ben Hargreeves (undeadhorror) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-08-11 17:03:00

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active: five hargreeves, active: nico di angelo, active: thor odinson

[A few hours after Ben's arrival]

I don’t know if any of you can see thi
Someone said you were
This is surreal
Klaus?

I’m alive
I’m so sorry for what I did
I had to

Remember the Moon.

00.06

476 Fifth Avenue

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	martyrisms 2019-08-12 08:57 pm UTC (link)
	What oh my God, Ben? ~~00.07~~ ~~Vanya~~ 00.07. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-08-13 12:00 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. It's me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	martyrisms 2019-08-13 12:08 am UTC (link)
	[...] ~~How~~ Where are you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	undeadhorror 2019-08-13 12:19 am UTC (link)
	The library. Vanya, I'm so sorry. For everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	martyrisms 2019-08-13 12:25 am UTC (link)
	I'm on my way. [Ben] [...] What all do you know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Vanya undeadhorror 2019-08-13 12:27 am UTC (link)
	I came from the moon almost crashing down on us. ... That's the thing. I remember being a ghost. How is this happening? ~~I feel like I might throw up~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Vanya + Ben martyrisms 2019-08-13 12:36 am UTC (link)
	I have no idea how any of this is happening. You were [...] How old are you? I mean - physically and mentally since those aren't the same thing for everyone. Um I'm sorry too. For everything, for - for everything as kids and for what I did [...] to the moon and everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Vanya + Ben

undeadhorror
2019-08-13 12:46 am UTC (link)

Me either.

Last time I was alive I was 17? But I've been with Klaus for the last 13 years just... Sorry of hovering.

Vanya.you have nothing to apologize for... Okay, maybe the moon thing, but the kid stuff?

I could have been a better brother. I could have.... Figured out a better way to deal with all of my emotions. ~~I used to think you were lucky because your medicine made your emotions better or you know, I thought when I was a kid anyway~~

I'm sorry I broke everything. And that I want there for any of you when you needed me. Watching you guys go through hell and not being able to help....

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Vanya + Ben

martyrisms
2019-08-13 12:58 am UTC (link)

Okay... yeah, he mentioned that. I mean, once we got here so I don't know if you actually knew that he told me, but he told me he'd been seeing you all that time.

Sorry, I'm just [...] used to apologizing. I could have helped, I should have helped you more. I mean, I was the only one who didn't have to learn how to control abilities or go off fighting and yeah maybe I couldn't have related to what you were going through but I - I should have - could have been there more for you.

Oh, Ben, you didn't break everything. It always would have broken, you know that. Things were hard, Five had disappeared, I would have left the second I could anyway. You didn't break us ~~we were always broken~~.

I love you, Ben. I don't know how any of this is possible and I'm so, so sorry you have to go through what you're going through but selfishly I am so, so happy you're here.

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