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Tweak says, "Dammit, Janet!"

brooke (ambitchious) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2019-08-09 11:37:00

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I'd already filled out all these forms, I even did the gut wrenching essay that went with them to describe personal growth and conflict and whatever. And now I need to do it all again?

But I don't wanna. :(

CHRISTINE

Did you finally get some sleep? I'm gonna go out and get some over priced coffee, do you want something brought up/in?

LAURA KINNEY

I'm off work on Saturday, I'm thinking of going out to get some stuff to make the apartment more homey. Do you want to come?

AUDREY

You got me thinking about that tattoo nonsense. And I'm tempted. It feels like college is gonna start sooner than expected so do you wanna go do a 'last hurrah!' type thing?

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	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-09 11:08 am UTC (link)
	Fuckin YES. I was just thinking about another one and I already have an idea. Let's do it!! And I'll help you with your essay and stuff if you want too. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-09 11:25 am UTC (link)
	You're gonna be like one of those super tatt'd up chicks real soon. Please, because I don't want to write about Lakewood again. I'm trying to let it the fuck go. Think I can turn the leprechaun into a full essay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-09 11:28 am UTC (link)
	That's the plan! Did you already submit it? Because they still had my stuff on file. They might have yours too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-09 11:37 am UTC (link)
	I think you're edgy enough to carry it. Me, not so much. ;P Oh, then they might, I'll need to call them up. Because I put my heart into that. Right after another murder spree and everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-09 11:41 am UTC (link)
	Something small and cute then. Either right out in the open or artfully hidden where only special people get to see it. Right? Just slam those essays out while the feelings are still good and raw. This is not the time to dredge up those shitty feelings again. Especially since things are pretty cool here. Usually. Last weekend was balls. But otherwise not bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Audrey

ambitchious
2019-08-09 11:54 am UTC (link)

I'm thinking a lotus flower? Because I'm a cliche like that. Wrist or ankle, because I think it's dumb to get it on the back of my neck, it'll never get seen.

I stayed the fuck in last weekend. Painted my nails, read a few books, I ended up running some errands for Christine down in the clinic, because I was so not going out in that. Work coped just fine without me. Were you okay?

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Brooke

fknaudrey
2019-08-09 12:03 pm UTC (link)

I think that'd be really pretty, though! And either place would look great, it all depends on how sensitive you are to pain. I hear wrists are a lot more sensitive.

That would have been a great idea. I, otoh, decided it would be a super great idea to go to work. Like a dumbass. I survived my encounter with the bizarrely Kieran-faced dementor, though. Diego came and picked me up after and Five stayed with me all night. Quality heroics all around.

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	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-09 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	Do you think it's worse than getting stabbed? I like the idea of it on my wrist. What's your new idea? You're just super dedicated to work Aubs. But Kieran-face makes a bunch of sense. Glad the sexy fam were there to get you through that bullshit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-09 12:16 pm UTC (link)
	Nah, nowhere near getting stabbed. More bee-sting territory. And it goes numb eventually. I'm thinking "be still" on my inner arm. Yeah, me too. Which, speaking of, I need to buy you lunch. Or flowers. Or a fruit basket or something. Because you were right. It pains me to say it, you should know, but you totally were. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-12 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	Aw, then I think it'll be fine. We'll go with the wrist and then I can just wear cute shit to show it off. Did you get you some? Dayum girl, you can buy some coffee post tattoo and payment/thanks for my rightness can be all the juicy deets. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-12 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	Good! It's a date, then. :D And no, I haven't gotten some. I'm just seeing someone. Real casual but really, really good. He just gets how my brain works. But I'll tell you all about it and you can make fun of me for how stupid in like I am with this person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-12 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	Awesome. Well that means you're likely to at some point. But yay, I'm glad you've gotten somewhere with it, and someone who gets you too. We're not exactly on the scale of 'not fucked up'. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-13 03:24 am UTC (link)
	~~Okay but I've never~~ He's on the spectrum of kind of fucked-up too, so there's a certain kinship there. We can talk to each other about things. It's nice. I've talked to him about Lakewood, he's talked to me about his stuff. We quote books and movies at each other. I think we already have nicknames for each other? It's really embarrassing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-13 08:22 pm UTC (link)
	I feel like everyone here has something that's a little off, y'know? Something that happened. Maybe that's how it works. You're so adorable. But it's good, connections are important, and knowing you can still make them, it's important. I'm glad you found someone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-13 08:55 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe Stavo will show up? He has that way of just appearing. Usually somewhere in your periphery. Right over your shoulder. In the creepiest way possible. Ha! Yeah, I try. I'm glad I found him too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-13 09:01 pm UTC (link)
	He's just that level of creepy right. Crazy how much I miss him. At least I have his tablet. D'aw, little heart eyes. xD (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-14 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	I'm glad you got his tablet! I got my SD cards. I have a bunch of video of Rachel ~~and Gina~~ and Noah and Emma. It's nice. A ridiculous amount of heart eyes. I'm gonna have to introduce you guys. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-16 08:18 am UTC (link)
	Keeping the ~~pain~~ love alive! Is it weird I wish Emma were here??? You will, and I won't even be a weirdo about it. Promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Brooke fknaudrey 2019-08-18 12:26 am UTC (link)
	Nah, I wish she were here too. I miss her. She should be going to college with us. You two should be joining some stupid sorority. We should be having coffee and nail dates. We should be finding her a boyfriend who isn't a psychopath. Thank god for that! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Audrey ambitchious 2019-08-18 08:59 am UTC (link)
	That last one might be hard, I think she has a type. I mean, I do too, but whatever. You think there are sororities here? Can't live there, there's only one apartment building (that's actually the weirdest thing about this place). (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Brooke

fknaudrey
2019-08-18 05:26 pm UTC (link)

We'll just have to start doing background checks on anyone who shows even a passing interest in her or vice versa. Noah's better about that kind of thing, but I can do it in a pinch.

Maybe? That is weird, though. I just realized that if we ever get to go to LA we might not be able to go explore The Cecil Hotel. Cause it just might not exist. And what does that say for all the history that happened there? Did Elisa Lam not happen? Did Kurt and Courtney not get high there? Did Elizabeth Short never live there? Does the Black Dhalia even exist in this world? It brings up a lot of weird questions I'm not prepared to think about without my nerd and his murder boards.

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	Brooke/Laura weapon_hex 2019-08-09 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	That could be good. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Brooke/Laura ambitchious 2019-08-12 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	For sure! I think we definitely need to buy a really good coffee machine, but aside from that, I'm open to just having some fun and finding some cute things. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Christine/Brooke chapelrn 2019-08-09 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Yes, I finally did get some sleep. I feel much more human now. I'm off for the day, I could come with you? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Christine/Brooke ambitchious 2019-08-12 08:47 pm UTC (link)
	Human is excellent! No more crazy efficient zombie nurse! You definitely should then, because getting air is supposedly good too. (Reply to this) (Parent)