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Tweak says, "I'm 30"

pete wisdom (hotknives) wrote in somerealityweb,
@ 2021-02-07 15:59:00

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active: emma frost, active: john allerdyce

EMMA FROST & ALLERDYCE

Katherine's recovering. Slowly. Took ages to get this sodding monster gob off her arm. She'll not lose the arm though. Won't be of any use to her for a long while though.

Come see her when you like. She's out of the woods, but in and out of consciousness.

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	topclass 2021-02-08 03:16 am UTC (link)
	You seem to think yourself worthy of Kate. So... that's saying something. Darling, I've survived numerous loves at this point. You win this particular crown. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-08 04:57 am UTC (link)
	Have I given that impression inexplicably? No one is worthy of her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topclass 2021-02-08 05:03 am UTC (link)
	And yet, there you are. Taking up space in her heart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-08 05:24 am UTC (link)
	And I was there long before you were, Frost. For whatever reason, I'll never understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topclass 2021-02-08 05:26 am UTC (link)
	Probably because rather than serve my own purposes, I focused on building up Kate. And you'll never understand because I was prepared for her to hate me if it made her better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-08 05:28 am UTC (link)
	Curious that you think I'd any sway over her. She's always been fiercely independent. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topclass 2021-02-08 05:34 am UTC (link)
	It's comical you that actually believe that. Kate has always appeared fiercely independent. There's a distinct difference between that and what she lets people see. There's a reason she broke your heart. And it wasn't because she was independent. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-08 05:38 am UTC (link)
	I fear you don't know her as well as you seem to think. Needing others and independence aren't mutually exclusive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topclass 2021-02-08 05:43 am UTC (link)
	And I know you're missing the point. Again. It's neither about needing anyone, nor being independent. It's about losing people, and being left alone. I know her better than you could dare dream. And I don't need to fuck her to do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-08 05:56 am UTC (link)
	You never really know anyone, Frost. Not even with your psychic shite. Clearly, as you seem to think that was an intrinsic part of my being with her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

topclass
2021-02-08 06:02 am UTC (link)

Oh, how wrong you are. I know so many people. Inside, outside. Upside down and back to front. I know some people more than they know themselves, know dark little secrets they've hidden away, even repressed memories they never pull to the surface.

I've known the world. And that's the curse of psychic shite. Hot hands.

There were many reasons she was with you then, especially at that age. Just like there are a few reasons she's with you now. Aren't you lucky, getting a do-over after she's done the growing up she needed to do?

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	hotknives 2021-02-08 06:22 am UTC (link)
	Psychics and your bloody egos. My curse is knowing every single thing you could conceivably dig up. Seen it already. Ran through it more than once. You can do your worst to me, Frost. Wouldn't make a lick of a difference. Next time I think to extend a courtesy on her behalf to you, I'll be mindful not to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	topclass 2021-02-08 04:38 pm UTC (link)
	I will always be in the loop when it comes to Kate. Unless you wish to live out your days believing yourself to be a 12-year-old girl. I'm sure Kate would forgive me eventually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	hotknives 2021-02-09 08:34 am UTC (link)
	Makes one of us. Be better than the shite I already remember. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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