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Happy Daft Day, Duochan-the-mpregfan!
Recipient: Duochan-the-mpregfan
Title: Power in Submission
Author: shadowess
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 6773
Warning(s): *Dom!Snape/Sub!Harry, Mpreg, Toys, BDSM, Object penetration, First-time, Crossdressing (mention), OOC for James&Lily*
Prompt/Summary: James and Lily are alive and Harry is the youngest, (no voldie in this), Harry feels left out and neglected, he runs away and finds someone that can love him and care for him, Severus never worked at Hogwarts, up to you what he does. Has to have a nice happy ending, but it doesn’t mean that Harry can forgive James and Lily or his siblings. Please, a little Mpreg.
A/N: My first ever gift fic, and first pitch hit. A MILLION thank you’s to the mods who were very patient with me when I failed at deadlines. Also so much love to red_day_dawning who did an amazing last minute beta.

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Harry offered the owl a piece of bacon as he collected the scroll from its leg. As the owl flew out the window Harry unrolled the scroll and smiled. His NEWT marks had finally come in and he had done really well. Harry had put a lot of effort into his schooling and it had paid off. He had taken 11 NEWT level classes and had achieved an O in all the subjects save Divination in which he received an E. Harry sat back at the kitchen table and grinned down at the scroll.

“What you grinning at, loser?” Harry jerked up as his older brother, John came into the kitchen.

“I just got my NEWT scores.”

John rolled his eyes, “Harry you’re such a nerd, well, give it here.”

John grabbed the scroll out of Harry’s hands; Harry jumped up and tried to take it back.

“Bugger off, John, give it back.” John danced out of the way and in a mocking voice called out Harry’s grades.

“Oh look, Mr. Ravenclaw didn’t get perfect. You got an E in Divination, what an embarrassment.” Harry made another grab for his paper.

“Shut up, you berk, at least I graduated from Hogwarts with Outstandings in my NEWTS. How many O’s did you get?”

John held up the paper and then shoved Harry into the counter, “I don’t need any Outstandings being a Quidditch Chaser, you tosser.”

Harry grabbed John’s wrist trying to retrieve his paper, John laughed and shoved Harry back again. This time Harry fell back into the table and the sugar bowl dropped and shattered on the floor.

“What’s going on in here?” Lily came into the kitchen and glared at her sons with her hands on her hips.

John gave Harry’s shoulder a punch, “Nothing Mum, Harry was just trying to pick a fight with me.”

Lily turned to Harry, “Harry!”

Harry gasped, “But Mum, it wasn’t me, John stole my NEWT scroll and I was trying to get it back.”

Lily sighed, “Harry that’s no reason to resort to violence like some brute. Now I want you to clean up this mess and then you’re grounded.”

“But Mum!” Lily narrowed her eyes at her son and Harry’s shoulders slumped. John gave Harry’s shoulder a push and then tossed the scroll on the table. Harry quickly picked it up as his spilt orange juice seeped along the edge.

John walked away from Harry but was stopped by Lily, “Good Morning sweetheart.” She gave John a hug and smiled at him.

“Morning Mum.”

John left the kitchen and Lily turned her gaze to Harry, “Well, I want this whole kitchen tidy. I’m very disappointed with you Harry.”

Harry walked up to his mother, “I got my NEWT scores, I did really well, Mum.”

Lily sighed and put out her hand and Harry placed the scroll in her hand. She glanced at it briefly, “Now I want this kitchen spotless before your father comes down for breakfast.”

Harry deflated and nodded. Lily took the scroll and tossed it on the buffet to join the random bits of paper, from shopping lists, to John’s Quidditch schedule, to coupons cut out from this week’s newspaper.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry waited until his father had finished breakfast and was settled with his weekend newspaper before he approached with his NEWT scroll. Harry smiled as he handed the scroll over to his father.

James took the scroll with a long suffered look, “Eleven NEWTS, I suppose you think you’re smarter than me now, do you?”

Harry stepped back, “No, of course not. I just wanted to make you proud.”

James looked up at Harry, “What are you planning to do now that you are done at Hogwarts?”

Harry fidgeted under his father’s gaze, “Well, I was thinking of maybe taking up an apprenticeship or something.”

“Or something? Harry, I was hopeful that one day you would amount to something useful. You spend far too much time with your nose in a book.” Harry clenched his hands behind his back. “Harry you spent all this time and all of our money on textbooks and you come out of Hogwarts with a piece of paper with some grades. When your brother left Hogwarts he had a contract with a national Quidditch team. When I left Hogwarts I had a position at the MLE and completed my Auror training in half the time it usually takes. I just don’t know what to do with you.”

Harry hung his head, “Sorry dad.”

James sighed and picked up his newspaper. Harry took the dismissal for what it was and slowly made his way up to his small room.

~*~*~*~*~*~

The next day found Harry walking into Asphodel & Ink, his favourite bookstore in Godric’s Hallow. The proprietor looked up from his book and removed his reading glasses.

Harry smiled widely, “Hello Mr. Snape! How are you today?”

Mr. Snape nodded to Harry, “I’m faring well enough, and yourself?”

Harry grinned, “I got my NEWT scores yesterday.”

“Judging by the expression on your face as well as the time you spent haunting my shop, I assume your grades were exemplary?”

Harry dug into the pocket of his trousers and produced the crumpled, orange juice stained parchment. Mr. Snape accepted the scroll and perused the document. Harry was fairly bouncing on his feet; he knew that Mr. Snape would appreciate his marks. The shop owner was always telling Harry how knowledge is power, encouraging Harry’s voracious appetite for books.

Mr. Snape looked up from the scroll, “Well Harry, I must say, and these marks are excellent. I expected no less from you, of course. I know you worked very hard for your marks, congratulations.” Harry beamed under the praise which was rare, Mr. Snape was one of the few people that Harry felt actually saw him. “So what are you planning to do with yourself now that you’ve graduated from Hogwarts with such honours?”

“Well I was thinking of maybe getting an apprenticeship or something.”

“Well, you certainly have the marks for it. Any thoughts to what subject you wish to pursue?” Harry walked over to one of the cases of books and ran his finger down the spine of an old tome.

“To be honest, I’m not really sure.”

“Have you spoken to your parents about your options?”

Harry’s face became pinched, “I don’t think they really care.”

“Surely they are proud of your accomplishments?”

Harry turned back to look at Snape and muttered, “No sir, my father was disappointed that I’m not some Quidditch star like my brother.”

Snape came around the counter and placed his hand on Harry’s shoulder. “You have more intelligence in your pinkie finger than your brother has in his whole Quidditch-addled head. Harry, you are a talented young man and anyone would be lucky to have you as their apprentice.”

Harry smiled, “Thank you Mr. Snape, you don’t know how much it means to me for you to say that.”

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry made a point to stop by Mr. Snape’s shop a few times during the week. John made fun of Harry when he found out where Harry was going. John told their parents and Harry had to deal with his mum’s look of disinterest and his father’s look of disappointment. Harry still hadn’t decided on what apprenticeship he wanted to take, but he had applied to a number of them and was accepted.

When he stepped into Mr. Snape’s shop he felt at home, all those books, the smell of leather and parchment. Not to mention how he felt comfortable with Mr. Snape. Mr. Snape wasn’t the best conversationalist, nor was he what people would classify as a cheerful person, but Harry liked him anyway. He saw in Mr. Snape a kindred soul, someone with razor sharp wits and a tongue to match. Mr. Snape would offer reading suggestions to Harry as well as inquire on the status of Harry’s apprentice applications.



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One day when Harry stopped into the shop he was about to greet Mr. Snape when he saw the man was engaged with another customer. Harry took off his messager bag and placed it in the corner that Mr. Snape had allowed Harry to keep his things while he roamed the shop.

“But Severus, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for things to happen as they did.” The customer said and stepped into Mr. Snape’s personal space. Harry peered around a bookshelf at the two men, Mr. Snape stood with his arms crossed and stared down at the other man.

“Regardless of what you intended, Cormac, you violated the rules we set out at the beginning. I told you that I would not tolerate someone who was unfaithful.”

The customer, Cormac, reached forward and placed his hand on Mr. Snape’s chest. “Please Severus, I promise it won’t happen again.”

Mr. Snape stepped back, “I’m afraid that your promises mean nothing to me. Now if you could please leave my shop?”

Cormac bowed his head, “Please Sir; let me make it up to you. I love you.”

Harry gasped behind the bookshelf, he never thought of Mr. Snape as a sexual being. Harry felt a flush creep up his neck, he never really thought of himself as a sexual being, until now. He noticed how Mr. Snape stood looking down at the man before him. The man, who really didn’t look much older than Harry, stood with his head bowed, almost submissive to Mr. Snape. Harry felt a fluttering in his belly at that thought.

“No, I’m sorry, Cormac. I gave you a chance and you entered into this knowing full well what the terms were. You agreed before anything started. Regardless of your feelings for me, once the trust is broken it’s no longer healthy or safe for us to continue.” Harry watched as Cormac visibly deflated, then he nodded.

“Alright, I’m sorry sir; I hope you can forgive me someday.” Mr. Snape stayed silent.

“I’ll be going now.”

Harry lurched back from the bookshelf, he didn’t want to be caught eavesdropping. He cast about and decided to quietly slip out the door and hope Mr. Snape didn’t notice. Harry stood on the stoop of the shop and a minute later the younger man exited the shop. He looked up at Harry and caught his eye and nodded. Harry looked down at the jingling sound and noticed a black dog collar around the man’s neck with a silver loop on the front. Harry frowned, confused, and the man turned away with a small sad smile.

Harry stood on the stoop then shook himself and entered the shop. Mr. Snape was now standing at the register.

“Hey, Mr. Snape!”

Mr. Snape looked up at Harry and gave a small smile, “Hello Harry, I’m happy to see you. It seems that you left your bag here.” Harry gulped as he looked over to the corner. “It’s passing odd as I know it wasn’t there when I opened this morning.”

Harry felt pinned in place under Mr. Snape’s knowing stare. Harry floundered for a moment, and felt his blush returning.

“I must have-”

“Don’t lie to me.” Mr. Snape cut over Harry.

Harry bowed his head, “I’m sorry sir, I came in and you were busy talking with that other customer.” Mr. Snape glared at Harry, “Er I mean, well I guess he wasn’t a customer. I’m sorry, I found myself listening in to your private conversation.”

Harry shuffled his feet then looked up as Mr. Snape sighed. “Well I suppose it’s not truly your fault. I should have not had that conversation in the middle of my shop. I’m sorry if you heard anything that offended you.”

“Oh no sir, nothing offended me. I just never thought of you that way, I mean it’s not that you’re unattractive or anything. But I mean, I guess I thought you’d have a girlfriend or something. Not that there’s anything wrong with having a boyfriend. He seemed young, like almost my age. Oh, not that you're old or anything.” Harry’s fledgling blush was now a burning inferno all over his body.

Mr. Snape was just staring at Harry and Harry swallowed then blurted out, “You know it was weird how that guy was acting, and he was wearing a dog collar, why would someone wear one of those?”

Mr. Snape’s eyebrow rose and then he smirked. “Harry, you don’t know why he was wearing a collar?”

Harry cocked his head to the side, “Umm no, did it maybe belong to his dog or something, that passed away?”

Mr. Snape blinked at Harry for a moment and then reared back and laughed.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry had finally decided on the apprenticeship he was going to take, now it was just a matter of sharing that with his parents. After he tidied up after the family had dinner he joined them in the family room holding his acceptance letter in his hand. John was flipping through a Quidditch magazine, his mother was reading a letter she received and his father was finishing off a report for his work. Harry hesitated in the doorway, he felt out of place as if he was an invader to this family in front of him. Mentally firming himself he stepped into the room and cleared his throat. His family looked up at him with various forms of frustration at his interruption.

“So I’ve decided what apprenticeship I want to do. I’ve already been accepted and I’ll be starting next week.”

James sat back and waved his hand, “Alright, Harry what are you going to do?”

“Transfigurations, with Professor McGonagall.”

John laughed, “You just left Hogwarts, Harry, and now you’re going back? Man, you really are a bookworm.” Harry clenched his jaw to avoid saying something to his brother. Lily just shook her head in disappointment and turned back to her letter.

James stood up and approached Harry, “Transfigurations? Why ever would you take an apprenticeship in that? What a worthless field.”

“Professor McGonagall said that I would be able to become a teacher. She’ll be retiring soon, or she will be taking over for Headmaster Dumbledore.”

“You’re going to become a teacher? Harry I don’t think I’ll ever understand why you constantly feel the need to disappoint me.”

“No dad, I want you to be proud of me. A teacher is a great profession, I mean Headmaster Dumbledore is one of the best wizards alive and he was a Transfiguration teacher.”

“Dumbledore is a great wizard because he defeated a Dark Lord, not due to his ability to turn a matchstick into a needle.”

John laughed with his father then stood up and pointed his wand at Harry and transfigured his ears to those of a lop eared rabbit. Everyone was silent then John and James burst out laughing, and Lily giggled behind her letter.

“Gee Harry, you best get used to that if you want to teach a bunch of snot nosed kids. Hey, maybe you should just keep them like that, might make them pay more attention to you.”

John gave one of Harry’s ears a tug and James laughed harder. Harry swallowed the lump in his throat and pushed at John who then shoved Harry back into the door jamb. Harry righted himself and glared at his brother then looked over his laughing parents. He lowered his head and looked down at the acceptance letter in his clenched hand. He took a deep breath and felt the soft rabbit ear brush against his cheek. Harry turned and left the room, the sound of his brother and father’s snorting laughter following him.

Harry ran up to his room and started to wave his wand and his possessions shrunk themselves. He tossed them into his Hogwarts trunk then took one more look around his room. Anything of importance was packed and Harry cast a featherweight charm on his trunk and stopped downstairs.

He stepped up to the family room once more and cleared his throat. His family chuckled at him, “What is it now Harry?” His father asked.

“Goodbye.” Harry seethed then turned and left the room.

He slammed the door as he left the house and felt free and scared at the same time.

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Severus had just sat down to a tumbler of whiskey and a good book when he heard knocking downstairs at the shop. With an exaggerated sigh Severus placed both the book and whiskey aside to see who would be disturbing him after the shop was closed. As he came down the steps he heard a familiar voice calling for Mr. Snape, followed by a knock on the door. Severus entered his shop and moved over to the door and peered through the shutter and saw Harry Potter on his doorstep. Frowning, Severus unlocked the door and looked over the young man.

“I’m terribly sorry, Mr. Snape, I couldn’t think of anywhere else to go.”

Severus noticed the trunk behind the boy. He stepped back and motioned the young man into the shop.

“Harry, what’s going on?”

“I’m sorry; I just couldn’t stay there anymore. I told them about my apprenticeship and they laughed at me. I don’t want to go back there, I’m sick of never being good enough or always being the butt of John’s jokes.” Harry was breathing hard after his outburst.

Severus placed a hand on his shoulder, “Alright Harry, you’re old enough to make your own decisions, but why come here? Surely you have some friends that you can stay with?”

Harry sagged, “No sir, you were the first person I thought of. I’m sorry, I’m sure I can find an inn or something.”

Severus slipped his hand to Harry’s arm, “No no, you’re welcome to stay here. I’m afraid the only accommodations I can provide at the moment are my couch.”

Harry beamed up at him,“That would be perfect, I’m so sorry to impose on you.”

Severus waved away the apology, “It’s no imposition, and I do rather enjoy your company. Come I’ll show you around upstairs.”

Harry reached forward and took Severus’ hand and squeezed it.

“Thank you, Mr. Snape.”

“Harry, I suppose if you’ll be staying here you should call me Severus.” Severus was gifted with another bright smile. “So what apprenticeship did you decide on?”

“Transfigurations, with Professor McGonagall.”

“That’s a very prestigious position.”

Harry muttered, “My family didn’t think so.”

“Though Harry, mayhap you shouldn’t practice on yourself.” Severus raised his hand and stroked down one of the lop rabbit ears.

Harry blushed, “Oh that was John, and he was being a berk.”

Severus kept his hand on Harry’s cheek and brushed the tip of the ear with his thumb. Harry caught Severus’ gaze and saw it darken as Harry nervously licked his lips. Harry felt something flutter in his belly as they stood there.

Finally Severus dropped his hand and broke eye contact, he cleared his throat, “If you would follow me, I’ll show you upstairs.”

“Thank you, Severus.”

Harry noted how a shiver worked through Severus at his name and Harry felt an answering shiver of his own as he followed the other man upstairs.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry almost floated through the door of the shop, Severus looked up and smirked. Harry had a smile stretched across his face and his green eyes were sparkling.

“Good day at Hogwarts, Harry?” Severus asked as he nodded goodbye to a customer. As the last customer left the shop Harry almost vibrated with excitement.

“I did it, Severus! I did my first Animagus transformation! It was amazing!” Harry grinned at Severus who came around the counter and squeezed Harry’s shoulder.

“That’s wonderful news Harry, I’m pleased for you.” Harry looked up at Severus then stepped forward and hugged the older man. Severus stiffened for a moment, and then melted into the embrace. “We should celebrate your achievement, Harry. What would you like to do?” Severus pulled back from the hug and looked down at Harry. A healthy blush was creeping up Harry’s neck and the younger man caught his bottom lip with his teeth.

“Actually, Severus, there is one thing that I’d like to do, to celebrate, I mean.”

“Whatever you like, Harry.”

Harry chewed his lip and couldn’t meet Severus’ eyes.

Severus moved his hand back to Harry’s shoulder, “What is it, Harry? If I can I will give it to you.”

Harry nodded to himself and seemed to gather his courage around him like a cloak. Harry looked up and met Severus’ gaze then brought his hands up to cup Severus’ neck. Harry pulled Severus down and their lips met in a sweet and tentative kiss.

Severus was shocked, but pleased. His feelings for Harry were passionate, but he didn’t want to scare the younger man away. Harry pressed his lips more firmly against Severus’ and Severus slipped his tongue out to taste Harry. Harry sighed and Severus’ tongue delved into Harry’s mouth and their tongues swirled around each other. Severus stepped closer to Harry and melded his body against him. Harry groaned into the kiss and his hand tightened into the hair at Severus’ nape. Severus broke away from the kiss and stroked his hand down Harry’s arms.

“Well congratulations Harry, now I’m even more excited for your next achievements.”

Harry flushed and smiled up at Severus, “So am I.”

~*~*~*~*~*~

Severus woke up early as was his usual, then turned and looked down at his partner.

About a month ago Harry had kissed him, and their relationship had changed.

A week after that kiss Harry stopped sleeping on Severus’ couch.

Severus stroked his hand down Harry’s flank and smiled when Harry squirmed more into the covers. They still only slept beside each other, sometimes in each other’s arms; Severus didn’t want to push Harry. Severus felt a swirl of desire pool low in his belly as he recalled when Harry confessed that he was a virgin.

Severus had promised that they would take things at whatever pace Harry wished. A few times Severus had to pull back knowing that Harry was getting caught up in the moment’s pleasure and Severus didn’t want him to regret anything they did. Harry was a blank canvas and was so very eager to learn, Severus was unsure if he wanted to introduce his more unusual lifestyle to Harry.

The cover’s slipped down Harry’s shoulder as he shifted in his sleep and Severus smoothed his hand over Harry’s sleep warm back. He leaned forward and kissed the back of Harry’s neck, and then he moaned as he thought of Harry wearing a collar, his collar.

Severus felt his cock stirring at the thought and he lay back and slowly stroked his awakening hardness. He closed his eyes and pictured Harry, with a collar on, with his hands tied to the headboard with silk scarves. He composed the image of Harry kneeling before him with his head bowed, the leather of the gag pressing into his soft cheeks.

Severus stroked himself faster as more and more images ran through his head. Harry would look lovely in silk stockings and a garter belt, Severus would smooth his hands up Harry’s smooth thighs and part them slowly. Harry would blush his endearing blush, and beg Severus, beg his Master to please touch him.

Severus was nearing his peak and his hand pumped his cock faster. Severus imagined that he would fuck Harry in the morning, and then he would put a butt plug keeping his seed inside the younger man. Harry would put up a token protest, but he would reach back and touch the plug and smile when he thought Severus wasn’t looking.

Severus erupted and ropes of creamy essence pulsed out onto his stomach. He looked over at Harry and smiled; once Harry woke up they would talk.

~*~*~*~*~*~

After their talk a few weeks ago Harry had been reading over the books Severus provided him. Severus had explained that a dominate/submissive relationship was not something to jump into. He gave Harry some books to peruse and made sure Harry knew that he was available to answer any questions, no matter how silly Harry thought they were.

When Severus had suggested a change in their relationships dynamic Harry was interested. He remembered a while ago when that boy with the collar was in the shop. He remembered that weird feeling in his belly which he now knew was arousal. Severus told him that it was purely Harry’s decision and that he was perfectly happy with how things were at the moment.

Harry had made his decision; he wanted everything that Severus could offer. He never truly felt like he was taken care of when he was growing up, he longed for someone to look after him. Harry came into the shop after his lessons and with a quick wave at Severus he made his way upstairs to their apartment. Severus would be finished in an hour which was enough time for Harry to get things ready for tonight.

Severus made his way upstairs after he had closed the shop and called out to Harry.

“In the bedroom, Severus.” Severus made his way into their bedroom and stopped at the door. Harry was kneeling at the side of the bed, his head was bowed and he was holding up a dog collar. Severus felt arousal sweep through his whole body and he stepped up to Harry and touched the collar.

“Are you sure, Harry?”

“Yes Sir, I want to do this. I’m entering this with a clear mind and knowing what it entails.”

“Have you thought of a safeword?”

“Yes Sir, my safeword is Zeus.”

Severus took the collar from Harry and placed his hand on Harry’s head.

“Thank you, Harry, for your trust in me.”

“I know you will not betray me, Sir. Please forgive me for presuming to buy a collar.”

Severus brought his hand under Harry’s chin and raised it to meet Harry’s eyes.

“I understand that you purchased it as a way to display you wishes. You are forgiven.”

Harry smiled up at Severus and stood up when Severus directed him. Severus leaned in for a passionate kiss which Harry returned with fervour. Severus stepped forward and Harry stumbled back onto the bed taking Severus with him. Harry’s fingers scrabbled at Severus’ buttons desperate for some skin.

Severus bit down on Harry’s neck and Harry moaned, “God Severus, I want you so much. Please.”

Severus pushed up and looked at Harry, “Are you sure Harry?”

Harry smiled and nodded then pulled Severus down into another heated kiss.

He broke away and kissed along Severus’ jaw and then whispered in his ear, “I want you inside me, Severus.” Severus shivered with desire. “I love you, Severus.”

Severus rested his forehead on Harry’s chest and let out a shuttered breath.

He squeezed Harry then looked up and met his eyes, “I love you too, Harry. I want your first time to be special, no games, no role playing. Just the two of us.”

Harry touched the side of Severus’ face, “With you it will be special and perfect, I trust you, and I love you.”

Severus caught Harry’s lips in another passionate kiss, their tongues duelling. Harry and Severus made quick work of their clothing, buttons were popped off, seams were torn, but soon they were skin to skin. Severus lined up their cocks and rutted against Harry who gasped below him.

Reaching over to the nightstand Severus located the lube and placed in on the bed next to them. He sat at Harry’s feet and slowly smoothed his hands up Harry’s legs and parted his thighs. He moved forward into the space and took up the lube and circled his finger around Harry’s entrance. He slowly eased in a finger and Harry’s breath caught on a moan. Severus worked the finger in deeper then pumped it back and forth until he felt Harry relaxing around it. He pulled back and pushed in another finger, he scissored them then crooked then and Harry almost levitated off the bed.

“Oh god, Severus, please more!”

Severus stroked the inside of Harry’s thigh, then pressed another finger into him. Harry pulled his thighs up and spread them wider, Severus leaned forward and kissed Harry’s knee. Severus worked his fingers inside Harry until finally he felt him relax.

Severus removed his fingers then slicked up his leaking cock. He lined himself up with Harry’s puckered entrance and pressed forward. Harry’s fingers were clenching the sheets below him; his breath was coming in pants. Severus felt the guardian muscle give under his pressure and the head of his cock entered Harry. Harry hissed at the intrusion and Severus paused and stroked Harry’s belly.

“Take some deep breaths, Harry.”

Severus breathed with Harry and soon the vice-like grip around his cock loosened slightly. Severus inched himself forward until he was finally fully seated inside Harry. He leaned forward and kissed Harry while he allowed him to adjust. Harry eventually nodded at Severus who gave an experimental thrust. Slowly he started to increase his pace; the creases of pain started to fade from Harry’s face.

Soon Harry was moaning into every thrust, his fingers were now digging into Severus’ biceps. Harry’s head was bent back, his back was arched and Severus snaked his hand under Harry and held him up. Severus felt his orgasm approaching and he moved his hand to Harry’s erection and stroked it in time with his thrusts. With a keening yell Harry orgasmed and his inner muscles clamped down on Severus. Severus drove in deeply then felt his release overtake him. They lay connected and intertwined on the bed until Severus’ member slipped from Harry.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Severus had sat down with Harry and they had discussed the terms of their relationship. Severus gave Harry a checklist of sorts: it listed various kinks, and play ideas and Harry filled it out, blushing the whole time. He didn’t even know people did some of that stuff, some things he was surprised that he was eager to try, and other things he wasn’t sure about.

Severus presented Harry with his collar, which Harry was very proud to wear, though a notice-me-not spell was placed over it. Severus didn’t want Harry to have to explain to others what it meant, and their relationship was private. They discussed their pleasures as well as the rules and the punishments that went along with them. Harry was over the moon with happiness. He enjoyed the feeling of being cared for, and Severus cared for him well.

Harry tugged at the silk scarf holding his arms over his head; he rubbed his cock into the mattress.

Harry jerked when Severus smacked his ass, “Now Harry I told you, no rutting like an animal.”

Severus stoked his finger down Harry’s crease and rubbed around his puckered entrance. Harry’s legs strained against the scarves tying his ankles to the bed posts. Severus enjoyed having Harry laying spread eagle and open for his pleasure. He prepared Harry slowly, giving firm swats to the younger man’s ass when he rubbed himself on the mattress.

“Please Sir! I want you in me, please!”

Severus leaned forward and nipped at Harry’s ear, “Now you’ve been a bad boy, I shan't be rewarding you.”

“Please I’m sorry, please, Master.”

Severus moaned when Harry called him Master, it wasn’t often, but it never failed to whip Severus into frenzy. Severus moved off the bed and went to the chest that held their toys, a small collection, but it was slowly growing. He pulled out a few objects and returned to Harry.

He stroked down Harry’s back then took up the chain of small balls and started to work them into Harry. Harry jerked and moaned as each ball entered him. Once the string of balls was inside Harry, Severus touched his wand to the string dangling out of Harry. Harry gasped as the balls started to vibrate and slither around inside of him. Severus sat back to watch Harry squirm and moan, straining against the restraints. Harry’s hips rocked on the bed and Severus tutted and stood.

“Harry, I’m afraid that you are not obeying the rules. I told you to not to pleasure yourself on the mattress.”

Harry’s hips stilled but his fingers clenched around the scarves.

“You’ll have to be punished.”

Severus relished the shiver and groan that Harry gave. Severus stroked down Harry’s back and patted his bottom then he picked up the book off his bedside table. Harry eyed him warily for a moment then gasped as Severus went and sat on the chair in the corner of the room. Severus flipped open his book and started to read.

Out of the corner of his eyes he saw that Harry was still but soon his hips started to rock. Harry’s moans filled the room and soon he climaxed into the bed below him. He relaxed in his restraints for a moment, and then whimpered as the balls inside him continued to vibrate and move within him. Severus kept up the spell on the string of balls and soon Harry was rutting once more. He kept calling out to Severus, asking him to release him, to fuck him, but Severus stayed silent. Harry reached completion once more then began mewling as the vibrations and slithering continued to assault his over sensitive body.

“I’m sorry, Master, please, please, I can’t take anymore! Ah, it’s too much. I’m sorry!”

Severus placed down his book and came over to Harry, “Have you learned your lesson, pet?”

Harry strained to close his legs, shaking at the overwhelming sensations.

“Yes Master, I’m sorry.”

Severus took hold of the string and slowly pulled the balls out of Harry who gasped as each one was removed.

Harry sighed happily once the last one was removed, “Thank you Master.”

Severus leaned over Harry and lined up his cock, “Who ever said we were finished?”

Harry’s breath caught on a moan as Severus pushed in.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry looked up from the book he was reading as Severus entered the apartment. Severus shrugged out of his robes and Harry took them and hung them up. Severus smiled at Harry and caught the man around the waist and pulled him in for a kiss.

Harry melted against him and he walked them back towards their bedroom. Harry fell back onto the bed and Severus followed him attacking Harry’s sensitive collar bone.

“Wait, Severus.” Severus untucked Harry’s shirt and went to remove it, “Zeus.”

Severus froze, this was the first time Harry had used his safeword. Severus was confused as what they were engaging in wasn’t anything extreme. He sat back from Harry and took a breath to calm his burning arousal.

“What’s wrong, Harry?”

Harry smiled up at Severus, “Nothing is wrong, Severus. I just want to talk to you, before we get distracted. It’s something that” Harry flushed, “something that I’ve been thinking about for a while now, but I would like your thoughts on it.”

Something unpleasant squirmed inside of Severus, his mind scrambling at what Harry would want to talk to him about.

Harry noticed his expression, “Please don’t worry Severus, it’s nothing bad.” Severus let out a sigh and nodded for Harry to continue. “Well, we’ve been together for over a year now, and well I was thinking that maybe we could, umm, add something to our relationship.”

“What do you have in mind Harry?”

Harry blushed more and bit his lip, “Well I was reading this BDSM book, and well there was a list of kinks and stuff. There was one that got me thinking, so I did some more research and I think it’s possible. It might be a bit difficult, but I’m up for it and I think it would make us complete.”

“Harry, what kink?”

Harry sat up and Severus moved to sit beside him. Harry bowed his head and then rubbed his stomach.

“It’s not so much the kink itself, more that it gave me an idea.”

Severus ran his hand down Harry’s back.

“What do you have in mind?”

Harry looked up at Severus, “Severus, I want to have a baby.”

Severus felt frozen for a moment, “A baby?”

“Yes, with you. I saw pictures of pregnant women and their Masters, and I read about it that some people

find a pregnant body sexy. I don’t know how you feel about that, but I want to have a family with you.”

“A baby?”

“There are potions I can take that will allow me to become pregnant, it’s a little more dangerous than for a

woman, but not too much. What do you think?”

Severus looked down at Harry’s hopeful green eyes, and he felt something flair inside him. He never thought he could ever have children, he preferred men and so few men would be willing to carry a child. He pictured Harry, heavy with his child, and he felt his arousal surge forth.

“I would be honoured, Harry, to have a family with you.”

Harry gave a watery smile then hugged Severus.

“Then I guess we better practice making babies, Severus.”

~*~*~*~*~*~

The healer entered the room and Severus sat up straighter and took Harry’s hand.

“I won’t keep you in suspense, congratulations gentlemen, you’re pregnant. About four weeks along now. I’d like to schedule your next appointment in two weeks. As male pregnancy is a little more dangerous, I want to keep a close watch on your progression, especially during the first trimester.”

Severus nodded at the healer who then left the room with a smile.

Harry turned to Severus with tears in his eyes then whooped and jumped into Severus’ arms.

Severus hugged Harry and subtlety wiped his own tears from his eyes.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry rubbed his belly as the baby shifted and he nudged a sleeping Severus. Severus groaned and turned over towards Harry.

“Severus, the baby is moving.”

Severus smiled and ran his hand over Harry’s belly and felt a kick under his hand.

Severus shifted so his body spooned Harry and pressed his hard cock against Harry’s ass. Harry moaned as Severus ran his hand over his belly and down to grasp his stirring manhood. Severus rocked against his back and stroked Harry’s cock. Harry fumbled for the lube then pressed it into Severus’ hand.

“Harry, are you sure?”

Harry pressed back against Severus, “Very sure.”

Severus made quick work of preparing Harry and he slowly sunk deep into his lover. Severus kept one hand on Harry’s cock, the other he soothed over the distended belly.

Harry moaned at the triple sensation, “God, I love it when you touch my belly.”

Severus lazily rocked inside Harry, the two of them taking their time and enjoying their coupling. Severus started to speed up as his arousal heightened. Harry reached back and clenched Severus’ hip as his climax came over him. Severus grunted and pulsed inside Harry.

Harry placed his hand over Severus’ on his belly and whispered, “I love you, both of you,” then he drifted back to sleep.

~*~*~*~*~*~

Harry stood at the foot of the stairs behind the curtain that closed it off from the shop.

Severus had agreed to greet Harry’s parents and brother while Harry prepared himself for the meeting.

He hadn’t spoken his family since the day he stormed out of the house. He saw them around the town, but it was rare. Now that little Rachel was born, he felt that his parents should meet their grandchild. Harry assumed that they knew of Harry’s pregnancy, it was hard to not notice a pregnant male.

Severus was the one to suggest inviting Harry’s family to the shop to meet the baby. He had caught Harry looking over the one picture of his family that he took with him when he left. Harry wasn’t ready to forgive them for the way they treated him, but he believed that Rachel deserved to know her grandparents and uncle.

Harry took a deep breath and adjusted Rachel’s dress then stepped into the shop.

Severus had set up a table and had served out tea while Harry was preparing himself. James stood up as Harry entered, and Lily gasped and put down her tea.

Harry came to stand next to Severus who placed a supporting hand on Harry’s lower back.

“Mum, Dad, John, this is our daughter, Rachel.”

Harry showed his daughter with pride, and this time nothing they could say would dull his self esteem.

He smiled up at Severus, silently thanking the man for loving Harry for who he was and for showing him the power in submission.

The End