Dr. Bruce Banner (50shadesofgreen) wrote in shipslog, @ 2017-05-07 10:56:00 |
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DM to All Current Enterprise Staff
I promised a friend I would do this. Please understand, this isn't ever easier to say, no matter how many times the subject comes up. As much as I feel a safe and secure place to watch over incoming "threats" would be beneficial, I wasn't asking simply for others, but for myself.
For those of you who don't already know me, my name is Bruce Banner. I'm a scientist back home and I've worked in several different fields. My specialty is gamma radiation, which may not seem like much in this much more advanced time but believe me, in the 1990s, it was a pretty big deal. Relatively uncharted territory. We were experimenting with it, trying to use it to create cures for diseases, trying to extend lives. As they say, the road to hell was paved with good intentions, and I indeed stumbled across hell.
By using myself as my test subject, I in turn created...well, a monster, most would call Him. To the media, He's the Hulk. He's huge, at least double the size of the largest man, made entirely of muscle. And He gets angry. He's a product of my rage, a protector in a sense but also violently dangerous. Nearly invincible. To date, very little is able to stop Him.
I'm saying this for two reasons. Mostly to keep others on the ship safe. I'm almost entirely in control now, but accidents do happen and if He were put in danger, He'd react. I'm asking that we put the safety of our residents first and mine last. There are ways to contain Him, but it is difficult.
I am also asking if there is an...abandoned part of the ship. Somewhere lesser used. Somewhere that I could be contained in case of a threat. If He has the ability to work off that anger and energy, He isn't a danger to anyone. But He doesn't think in terms of reason and logic, only emotion. He can feel good things as well as His anger, but it doesn't usually come first.
I'm sorry. I feel I should have said all this from the very beginning but it did take a bit to establish us all. Now that we have... I don't know. I guess I'm just hoping for a bit of help here. Which is never an easy thing to admit.