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The Doctor ([info]just_thedoctor) wrote in [info]seasidecafe,
@ 2008-04-01 00:37:00

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Entry tags:stress

The Doctor: Stress (and Hello!)
If the ship had landed a bit closer or the customers inside the café been a little less chatty, they might have heard the distinctive whirling-wheezing-grinding sound, warning them of Margate’s newest arrival. As it is, the thin man in the brown overcoat bursting into the café and stopping abruptly a few paces into the room comes as a surprise. The stranger glances around the space, eyes narrowing, adjusting to the change from the sunny seaside to the interior lighting.

"No..." he scoffs, heavy with skepticism, before turning around and jogging back out the door as quickly as his trainers will carry him.

Only moments pass before he re-enters the café.

"It can't be..." he murmurs and, squinting again, pulls a set of glasses from an inside suit pocket, puts them on, pushing them up the bridge of his nose with his index finger.

He wanders further into the café this time, roaming and examining the entryway, the counter, the tables. "Am I...?" he murmurs. He looks around and grabs a cup of coffee practically from the lips of the poor individual who happened to be closest to him. He sniffs the contents of the mug first, then sticks his fingertip into the beverage and licks the liquid off. He grimaces as he swallows, but the grimace quickly changes into a grin. "Oh, I am. I am in Margate again. Brilliant! Just brilliant! I had forgotten all about this place!"

He frowns suddenly and sinks into a chair, continuing his conversation with himself. "But how could I have forgotten...... it's like... it's like, like there's a perception filter on the whole town!" He snaps his fingers. "Yes, that’s exactly what it’s like! When you're here, you're aware of the place, and when you're not, you don't even think about it."

He runs a hand through his hair, musing, "But why would anyone put a perception filter on a Margate...? That would take so much energy... and what would the point be..." He trails off, hand midway through his hair, eyes widening, suddenly aware of the crowd of people sitting in the café.

A wide smile spreads across his face, which, in combination with his now bigger-than-ever hair results in a slightly-crazed look. "Oh, hello!!! Now, who do we have here? Who is present tonight?" He gets to his feet and begins circulating through the tables.

"Ahh, Caprica Six!" he calls out, walking over to the blonde. He winks and smiles, though the smile doesn’t quite extend to his eyes. "You're looking lovely as always!" He turns and his gaze comes to rest on a dark-haired man. "Alex Krycek!" he exclaims. "Ha! No one’s killed you yet! Amazing!"

He crosses the room, meandering among the tables. "And Professor McGonagall! Hello, there!" He smiles, fondly. "Oh, the mug you gave me -- now that I think about it, still have it! And I'll have you know -- it survived a trip to the end of the Earth."

"Survived a few different endings, actually, come to think of it," he murmurs, already walking away from her.

"And Ianto Jones!" He stares at Ianto for a moment, before saying quite seriously, "I have so much to catch up on with you."

"Say, is Holmes around…" he abruptly asks no one in particular. "Had another edition for him to sign…" he murmurs, looking around the crowd. "Ah-ha! There is he is! Hello!" He waves, then stands at the front of the room, surveying the group. "Look at all of you! A few new faces, but looks like the whole gang's here! It's like... a reunion! Well, a reunion for me... Unless, you've all left, too, and somehow we've all just happened to return, right now, this very day. Say, what day is it?" He grins, positively gleeful. "Do we still have topics to discuss? I loved those chats! Is there a discussion topic right now, hmm?"

"Ah, what’s that? Stress?" he asks as someone calls out from the back. "Ah, stress!" He grins with realization, commenting, "That's what we were talking about when I left! See! I told you I'd be back in ten minutes! Same as ever!"

"So, stress..." He thinks a moment, brow furrowed. "Well, a friend of mine claims I insult other species when I'm stressed. Oh, and I'm rude. Sometimes I get more rude when I'm stressed. Things like 'My, doesn't that dress just make her look like a Krillitane.' and 'Well, how stupid could they possibly be?' just sort of fall out of my mouth. I honestly don't mean to say them and I know, I know, it's probably not the best coping mechanism, it just sorta… happens…" he trails off, smile fading, finally noticing some blank stares and a few of the customers regarding him apprehensively.

"What?"

His expression melts into one of confusion and he repeats the question, more defensively this time. "What?"

His eyes widen and he shakes his head rapidly. "Oh! Oh, no, no, no! No, don't worry! Sorry for the confusion. Just got a new face," he says with a grin. "Bit of trouble with absorbing the time vortex. Well, my friend, Rose, had some trouble with the time vortex, then I..." he breaks off, face falling. "But she's gone..." He sighs, wearily. "It's a long story."

"But I promise, it's really me. I just regenerated recently."

"Still not ginger..." he muses. "Though I did just save a red-haired bride... Well, saved her and Christmas… and the Earth..." he adds off-handedly. "But look, even though I have changed, I'm still me."

He grins again, his tone gentler now, "I'm still just 'The Doctor.'"




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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-27 03:45 pm UTC (link)
*puts up his hand, blocking the bowl just on the edge of the table*
*tone deadly serious*
My point exactly.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-27 03:58 pm UTC (link)
"What was her name, then?" Challenging, reckless almost.

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-27 05:01 pm UTC (link)
*eyes narrow, jaw tenses*
*coolly*
So how are you and Ianto doing?

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-27 05:06 pm UTC (link)
"Why, just fine." His tone betrays it all and he shoves back a little with his chair, under his breath, "Fuck."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-28 05:15 am UTC (link)
*raises an eyebrow, noticing Alex's tone*
*still cool*
Yeah... That's what I thought.
*pauses a moment*
*sighs, continues, tone more gentle but still cool*
Do you want to talk about it?

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-28 06:59 am UTC (link)
He stares at him, eyebrows raised. Exasperated shake of the head, then he mirrors the gentle but hard tone. "No. Do you- about her?"

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-28 02:52 pm UTC (link)
Nope.
*snorts, shaking his head*
Funny, isn't it? Us sort of being in the same boat?

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-28 02:57 pm UTC (link)
"What- she told you, too, 'long lost lover from my past and yeah he is my boyfriend, too, but hey, I love you both so there is no problem. Btw, he is the guy I've been pining for and longing to get back to all the time I have been with you. What's wrong? Why so upset?'" He catches himself then and grabs for the bourbon. "God, nevermind I just vomited all that up. Just ignore it."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-28 03:13 pm UTC (link)
*eyes widen, takes a deep breath*
*looks downward, shaking his head*
No, no, my situation isn't anything complicated like that...
*looks up, quiet, but sincere*
I'm sorry, Krycek.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-28 03:21 pm UTC (link)
He cradles the glass to himself, watches the amber liquid swirl around. "Shit." He looks up, eyes raw and wide and just shakes his head, shrugs. "As I said, nevermind," bitter laugh.

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-29 04:06 am UTC (link)
*shrugs, hangs his head for a moment, before looking back up at Alex*
*sighs*
You would think, being as old as I am, that I would have some brilliant advice for what to do in such a situation. But, I'm sorry... I really don't.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-29 05:24 am UTC (link)
He shrugs. "What's to do- you cut your losses and move on, I guess." He drinks down the Bourbon in one gulp. It burns.

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-04-30 03:55 am UTC (link)
*nods, looking a bit distant*
Moving on... Always a good plan in my book.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-04-30 06:20 am UTC (link)
He shrugs. "Any experiences there?" At his age, he must have left people behind every now and then.

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-01 02:27 am UTC (link)
*nods, expression somewhat grim*
Plenty. *quieter* Not sure I learned that much from them though.
*pauses a moment, then continues, contemplative*
Tell me Krycek, which do you think is better -- being the...leave-er or the leave-ee?

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-05-01 05:52 am UTC (link)
He shrugs. "Very human, that," he teases with a smile, "the ability to keep on repeating mistakes."

"Couldn't say, I was both now, usually I am the leave-er though." He stares at the table. "It's easier being the leaver, you control the moment, the manner, the time. Not sure if it's any better though."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-02 02:58 pm UTC (link)
*snorts*
Trust me -- that ability isn't exclusive to humans.

*nods*
Yeah... I've been on both sides of the fence... *shrugs* *quiet, thoughtful* Anyway you look at it, you still end up alone.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-05-02 03:40 pm UTC (link)
He rolls his eyes. "You would know, I suppose." He's not sure aliens are capable of any kind of manner of speech and thought, and therefore, knowledge and learning.

"Makes a difference though if you choose it or if it knocks you out cold. Trust me, it makes a difference."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-04 01:53 pm UTC (link)
*rolls his eyes, bristles slightly*
Yes, I would.... Being that I'm an alien and just admitted I make mistakes and don't always learn from them...

*quietly*
Yeah...
*grim*
Of course, sometimes fate intervenes. Usually when you're left alone because of fate... no one's happy.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-05-04 12:53 pm UTC (link)
"You always NEED to be right, don't you?" He rolls his eyes. "Tell me of a mistake or two? Just for entertainment's sake?"

Eyebrows rise. "Fate?" It sounds mocking. "There is no fate. Only actions and reactions."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-04 04:09 pm UTC (link)
*eyes narrow slightly*
*coolly*
Fine. Here's one: I abandon people. Have quite a history of it -- my granddaughter and some of my friends. *looks downward* Ran into one the friends I'd left behind recently and sorta...got her ideas on what it was like to be dropped off and left behind... But it was too late to learn at that point -- I'd already done it again, to another friend. *shrugs, trying to appear indifferent* Don't know if I'll learn from it in the future or not.

*shrugs, tips his head side-to-side thinking*
Alright, maybe fate wasn't the best word. More like...circumstances beyond one's control. *quieter* Like... death...*clears his throat*...for example.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-05-04 06:11 pm UTC (link)
"I'm no shrink, you know, can't give you absolution or some shit. Do you do it because there is nothing else to do or just because it strikes your fancy or don't you even think about it?" Another shrug, off-hand. "Sounds lonely."

"Death? Losing people to ... death? Seems a little natural- well, not to you, but to the rest of the world. One of those things you know you'll have to deal with, as a human."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-04 07:51 pm UTC (link)
*a bit cool*
Look, you asked for mistake I made -- there's one. I'm not looking for absolution or to be analyzed. *shrugs, uncomfortable* I left them, because like you said, it is easier to be the one doing the leaving than it was to be left. *quieter* And a few other reasons, too...

*sighs, somewhat pleading*
Krycek... for the last time... I am not a human. Honestly, I just spent Christmas Eve with a woman who kept calling me a Martian and I'm not a Martian either. I'm a Time Lord. Understand? Time Lord. Native of Gallifrey. Not Earth! Not Mars! Not anywhere in this solar system!! *huffs slightly* Anyway, my point was, sometimes there are situation in which neither party chooses to leave, the...leaving, the separation, is just forced upon them.

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[info]ex_alexkryce879
2008-05-11 03:32 am UTC (link)
"So you rate that as a higher mistake to share than the whole 'destroyed my entire race, and another one, because I thought it good? Impressive set of morals there, David." That is only a sidenote. He cocks his head, "just how much of a masochist are you, that you get off on them leaving and stay behind with your heart broken? Has there never been anyone you just wanted desperately to remain there?"

He rolls his eyes, "I got it. But the way you hang out here one could think that you would have acquired some standards of common human interactions." He snorts, "like me, the posterboy for appropriate interactions." Happy smile but he shrugs. "I don't buy into it. Separation doesn't just happen. Never."

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[info]just_thedoctor
2008-05-11 09:38 am UTC (link)
*eyes flash, angry*
That wasn't a mistake. I did what I had to do.
*jaw tenses*
And I don't get off on leaving people behind. Of course, there have been people I wanted to stay. *takes a deep breath* But the fact remains -- I don't die, Krycek. I regenerate. Humans die. I'm going to be alone one way or another, sooner or later.

*rolls his eyes*
Common human interactions... *serious* Krycek, the world is a bigger place than just Earth. There are some things that are common across many planets, solar systems, the entire universe.
*shakes his head, looking sad*
It does just happen. At least for me it has.

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