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Tweak says, "Sphincter says what?"

Daphne Medea Desma Greengrass (_daphne) wrote in sappho_rpg,
@ 2008-10-13 18:07:00

Current mood:

distressed

Daphne and Pansy
Who: Daphne Greengrass and Pansy Parkinson
When: Just after the announcement
Where: Slytherin Commons
Rating: tba
Warning(s): tba
Status: incomplete

Daphne didn’t like this, she didn’t like this one bit. Or perhaps it would have been better to say that she liked it to much and it was that fact that was driving her crazy. She was sitting in an over stuffed green chair absent mindedly listing to a few younger girls chatter on about the new journals. Daphne sighed. This was going to be a long year. A long year of having what she truly wanted paraded around in front of her and yet knowing she couldn’t have it and nothing to distract her but her studies. And while she kept herself sane by thinking of that but she knew in the back of her mind it wasn’t true.

She needed Blaise, she needed him to keep her grounded. Without him she wasn’t so sure she could keep herself grounded. She sighed.

A long year indeed.

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_daphne
2008-10-13 10:41 pm UTC (link)

Daphne needed a cigarette, and as they neared a door Daphne tilted her head towards it slightly asking if the other girl wanted to go outside. It was fall but it wasn’t devastatingly cold yet. At mention of the Jones girl Daphne rolled her eyes, it was girls like that who made her skin crawl, girls who pretended to be one way so they could get guys. “Yeah, she really makes me sick.” Daphne said honestly. The fact that she had had several fantasize about her making her even more sick. “It’s as if people don’t know what is proper anymore… or perhaps not even that, its more like people don’t care.”

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-13 10:52 pm UTC (link)

Pansy nodded, not needing prodding. Perhaps the fresh air outside would be good for her, let her clear her head and get thinking clearly again. She went to the door and held it open for her friend to pass. "It's precisely that. People have no regard for what is acceptable, and go around parading themselves like some kind of--" she stopped herself, gesturing with her hand, as any of the choice of words she wanted to use were not polite for conversation. "You know what I mean. Certain things should just be kept behind closed doors, really." And what did she mean by that, precisely?

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_daphne
2008-10-13 11:07 pm UTC (link)

Daphne walked past Pansy, to say her words didn’t hurt would have been a grievous lie. But it was the sort of thing she was used to and only reminded the short Slytherin why she had to hide who and what she truly was. “I know what you mean.” She said taking a breath of the cool crisp air, the feeling refreshed her. And it wasn’t long before she pulled out her gold box of Benson and Hedges lights, pulling out a long slinger cigarette and lighting it up. Again something she knew was frowned upon, but again it was about the small evils and not the big one. She inhaled deeply.

“Perhaps I just became to accustomed to the boys being around, but it was nice to have them around. Distracting in the best possible ways.” She said with a little smirk, again double speaking. But Daphne had made an art out of the concept.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-13 11:24 pm UTC (link)

Pansy glanced about as the door closed, and pulled out her own Embassy Regals, and lit up with her Zippo lighter, as well, once she saw there was no one else around. She took a drag. Well, it was not Glenlivet, but a nice smoke would do, for now. Did she know what she meant? Pansy thought not -- surely not. There was no way Pansy could imagine, in her mind's eye, that Daphne could fathom the sneaking about, the facades and covers that went to a completely different level than anything she had ever revealed. But then, that was her perception, an at times admittedly flawed and skewed one. She almost envied Daphne for what she had, for so many little things, but it was not that, not that, at all. It was a different feeling, something like admiration, appreciation, but not quite, something she dared not even think.

"It was..." she said, taking a drag. "Very distracting in all the best possible ways." The smirk on her lips and glint in her eyes indicated that there was clearly more to her words than might be evident, but she kept her poise. "It's just... I'm so..." she paused, "frustrated now." The word was stressed, ever-so-slightly, the sort of thing that would be imperceptible to anyone who might not know Pansy, or might not have spent time with her, but there was a very real undertone to it, one that -- and she would probably shudder at the thought -- she hoped Daphne might catch onto.

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_daphne
2008-10-13 11:42 pm UTC (link)

Daphne smirked. She knew exactly what the other girl meant. Daphne might be the only other girl who knew of Theodore’s and Pansy’s little trysts. After all Daphne was trying to pretend she was normal, and Pansy was the perfect example of what was expected of her and the only way the small witch knew how to pretend to be something she wasn’t was to watch, learn and imitate those who she knew where ‘normal’ and ‘proper’. She smiled into her fag, many of nights Daphne had thought about making Pansy make the same sounds that Theodore had made her make.

“Frustrating is just the beginning of it.” Daphne allowed watching the other girl and her cigarette, the image completely lovely. She forced the thought away, her empty going to her neck and feeling the rubbing the stones of the necklace as if they where a wishing stone and she could wish away her feelings. “I miss them dearly.” But in truth she only missed one.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-14 11:28 am UTC (link)

Pansy observed the smirk, forcing her thoughts not on the very aesthetically pleasing nature of the gesture, how lovely it seemed, or how perfectly it fit on Daphne's exquisite set of features, but rather on the significance behind it. These thoughts, however, were no more comforting to the sense of high-societal protocol that had been bred and instilled into her . The conflicting thoughts were kept well hidden on her face, though her blue eyes showed the hidden turmoil in her, a thing that might only be evident to the couple of people who knew her best.

"I do, as well," she said, taking another drag of her cigarette, her eyes catching how the moonlight reflected off the other girl's features, in what might best be described as almost admiration, again. "Can't say that all of them were a loss, however," she added, an afterthought. After all, not having to deal with Crabbe and Goyle -- guesome, weren't they? -- hopelessly fumbling about the school like freshmen pulling at a panty girdle was an admitted added plus. She exhaled, an almost impreceptible sigh at the start of her next words, "at least, however, I'm in good company." She offered Daphne a smile.

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_daphne
2008-10-14 06:44 pm UTC (link)

'Admire, but don't say. Look, but don't touch. Conspire, but don't act.' It was a simple set of guidelines that her and Blaise had agreed upon to keep them selves hidden. The first two where the hardest for Daphne; she wanted so badly to tell Pansy how lovely she looked every time she say her, to complement how her glossy locks fell just so or how she loved the way her new robes hugged her in all the right places. To feel if her skin was as soft and supple and she though it would be, to run her fingers though the other girls hair. But she knew why the guidelines had been set in place because if she knew if she did theses things it wouldn't be long before other noticed and after that it wouldn't be long before they put the pieces together and knew her for what she really was. The last one was the easiest, for it was the fantasy's they kept her warm in her own bed late at night.

A cool blush ran over her pale features at Pansy's last statement "Thank you." she said almost coyly "And I would have to agree, the company is quite fantastic." she allowed quite sure if they other person brought it up first she could return the complement and still adhere to the rules. "And I would have to agree that not all the boys are missed," she added with a sly smirk her blush fading "I don't think the wobble twins will be missed in the slightest...by anyone. Its nice to have an open variety for meals if you show up late and not have to deal with what ever is left over after they have gorged themselves." she added with a slight laugh under her words.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-14 08:18 pm UTC (link)

Pansy smirked, just slightly, feeling something race in her at the coyness in the other girl's voice. "You're very welcome," she replied, just as coyly. What was she doing? She tried to focus. The sound of the slight laughter beneath Daphne's words, however, was making that quite difficult.

"Yes. That is one fringe benefit to come from all of this," she said. "One of a couple." She ached for some of her Glenlivet, something to take her mind off of things, itched for it, for some sort of release.

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_daphne
2008-10-15 05:05 pm UTC (link)

Daphne nodded as she finished off her cigarette flicking the end into the darkness and slowly exhaling ribbon of silver from her lips. she tore her eyes away from the other girl to watch the smoke disappear into the night.

Looking back down she could tell that the other girl wasn't saying all that was on her mind, "What are you thinking about?" she inquired softly.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-15 05:48 pm UTC (link)

Pansy considered the question, and how best to answer it, taking one last drag of her own cigarette before tossing it, too, off into the dark. The sight of the other girl performing the same action was breathtaking, and the sound of her voice was sweet on her ears.

"Things I probably shouldn't be," she answered, softly, a small smirk making its way to her lips once more.

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	_daphne 2008-10-15 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	"Isn't that always the case?" Daphne said with a sigh "Always thinking what we shouldn't think." Daphne said takeing a few steps towards the other girl "I am entirely sick of it." Daphne confided with a little smirk. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shrewd_pansy 2008-10-15 08:08 pm UTC (link)
	Pansy nodded, tucking her dark hair behind her ears, looking at the other girl's brown eyes. "It is, most unfortunately," she said, in a matter that suggested it was precisely the opposite. "And I am, as well. What ever is a girl to do?" she asked, taking a strand of her own hair between her fingers and giving it a twirl as she herself took a few steps closer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

_daphne
2008-10-15 08:15 pm UTC (link)

Daphne's blood pounded in her ears, being so close to the object of her deep and dark desires only a breath away. her tongue ran over her own her red lips as she watched the other girl play with her hair, longing to run her fingers through those brown locks. how her words came out in little tuffs of white due to the temperature before dissipating entirely. "I think you know." she whispered.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-16 11:05 am UTC (link)

Pansy could feel her breath catch, was certain the rapid beating of her heart might be audible, like a quick, loud drum in the quiet night. "Oh?" she inquired, her voice soft, with a bit more of a quaver than she ever allowed in public. "Do tell? Or show," she said, though whence the words came, she had not the slightest idea. She took a step closer, wondering where this courage, these urges were coming from.

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_daphne
2008-10-16 02:51 pm UTC (link)

Daphne leaned forward, but instead of going foe the other girls lips like she desperately wanted she dipped to her ear. The smell of her dark chestnut hair filling her lungs. "I know where Blaise his his liquor in the boys dorm, and since they aren't here I don't think it will be missed." She whispered with a little bit of a giggle before pulling away from the other girl, not sure what might happen if she stayed so close.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-16 05:45 pm UTC (link)

Pansy could not breathe, for a moment. She could smell her, could smell the scent of the other girl's shampoo and her perfume. Her breath at her ear tickled her, but at the same time, teased, made her feel something between her legs she'd not felt since August, and never, ever, under these circumstances.

She nodded, a smile and giggle coming to her lips at the mention of alcohol, though what she truly wanted was something else. She pushed that last thought aside. "That would be delightful," she said, able to breathe again now that the distance between them was not so diminished.

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_daphne
2008-10-16 10:44 pm UTC (link)

Daphne knew she had to distance herself, she knew what Blaise would say. Yet the short witch could not, would not, do what she knew was right. She knew she would hate herself later, when she was alone in her bed with a silencing charm so the other didn't here her crying.

But right now, in this moment, the small witch knew what she wanted. and while she wouldn't act on it directly, she could push things in her direction "Come on then," she said heading inside "lets go have a private party in the empty boys dorms."

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-16 10:55 pm UTC (link)

"Sounds great." Pansy went with her, walking alongside as they headed toward the dungeons again. Her thoughts were clouded, and she tried not to look at Daphne too much as they walked, down through the stony hallways until the reached the wall, the entrance to their commons.

The way to the boys' dormitory was one she knew, having stealthily snuck there with Theodore on various occasions, and she herself took the initiative to open the door to it, signaling for Daphne to enter first.

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_daphne
2008-10-16 11:12 pm UTC (link)

Daphne Smiled and stifled a giggle as she sneaked on tiptoes through the door. Looking around, it was weird being here in this room. Without the dunderheads stuff strew about, no posters on the walls. It felt weird, like they shouldn't be there. but she small girl pushed passed the feeling and made her way into the room. Past Draco and Theodore's bed and towards the bed Blaise normally kept. she could see him there, his things in meticulous order. "It's weird, being here without them..." She confessed to the other girl as she crouched down and began feeling the floor boards for the loose one the boys used stash 'private' things. finding it she was able to pry it up after a moment to reveal a small cavern with a few dirty mags, a paper bag the witch was sure held Theodore's 'sepcial' fags, and a bottle of Firewhiskey, and an few other random other things. Daphne pulled out the bottle "Here we go" she said with a smile handing the bottle to the other girl.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-16 11:24 pm UTC (link)

"It is," she said, looking around, her eyes instantly going to Theodore's bed, and the place where his things would be. A smirk played on her features as Daphne pried up the loose floorboard, and she could smell those 'special fags' he stashed there. "Well, that explains the tragedy of what he said he left behind at the end of last term," she said, her smirk broadening. The Firewhiskey, however, was a very, very welcome thing.

"Most excellent," she said as she took the bottle, and two pins from her hair, grabbing her wand and transfiguring them into old-fashioned, or 'rocks' glasses, before pocketing her wand once more. Pansy poured the liquid into each glass, handing Daphne one of them, and placing the bottle down on the nighttable between Theodore and Blaise's beds.

"Cheers," she said, raising her glass.

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_daphne
2008-10-16 11:33 pm UTC (link)

"Well i expect they thought they would be coming back to claim their things." Daphne suggested taking the glass with a smile "I am quite sure there is a small fortune in smut in there they are mourning the loss of right about now locked up with all boys." she said with a giggle sitting down on the edge of Blaises bed and raising her glass to mirror the other girls action but pushing her glass forward to the edges clanked slightly. "Cheers." she agreed smiling before taking a sip. The liquid burning hot down her throat made her cough. Daphne had never been a hard liquor type of girl.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-16 11:38 pm UTC (link)

Pansy took a sip of the Firewhiskey, enjoying it as it burned down her throat, though in truth some ice would have been nice. Ah, well. It was strong, it was good, and she was not going to be too terribly picky.

"True, but come on. I think the herbal remedies have to have a shelf life or some such thing." She chuckled, making her best Theodore impersonation. "If you leave it too long, it gets dry!" She giggled, furiously. That's what he said. Once the giggles subsided, she took another sip. "This is good stuff, though."

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_daphne
2008-10-16 11:46 pm UTC (link)

Daphne shook her head taking another sip and coughing a little less with this sip. but pansy seemed to be enjoying it, and that was what mattered.

She smiled giggling a little as Pansy imitated Theodore "You sound just like him!" she giggled taking another sip. "I really wouldn't know," Daphne said honestly "I don't have any experience with that sort of thing." She said a bit coyly not wanting to admit that she wasn't as savvy as the other girl.

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shrewd_pansy
2008-10-17 05:28 pm UTC (link)

Pansy continued to sip, chuckling a little bit. "Neither do I. I've just been around him while he's been doing it." Quite a few times, in fact... or perhaps more than that. "If I'm going to smoke something, it better come pre-rolled, that's all I have to say." After all, the thought of getting small fragments of greenery under her fingernails was enough to make Pansy scream. She'd had to wait long enough to be able to get out of Herbology, thank you very much.

She chuckled, having a thought. "You know, I've always wondered what it is that those two would consider smut," she said, nodding with her head toward Vincent and Gregory's beds. "Probably some kind of food or cooking magazines." Yes, the thought of them beating off to pictures of chocolate cake was something that, somehow, very twistedly, worked in Pansy's head.

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_daphne
2008-10-18 04:01 pm UTC (link)

Daphne's head began to buzz ever so slightingly and pleasantly. the effect was nice, it was just unfortunately she had to drink acid to archive it. She finished off the glass pulling just a slight face in doing so.

She snorted, a mot un-lady like thing to do, in laughter at Pansy's statement and it took her a minuet to regain her composer. "You are bad," she said under a giggle "I always figured they didn't even need smut, but the thought of the unattainable was enough." true her theory was not as funny as the other girls but in her head Daphne figured the stupid ones just thought about the girls over in the other dorm was enough for them.

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