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Tweak says, "JADE! I'M SOOOOOOOOORRRRRRYYY!"

Howard Link (Note) (vaticanpieninja) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-09-17 23:38:00

Entry tags:

!days 270-279, albert de morcerf, excel, franz d'epinay, gokudera hayato, howard link, kuroba kaito, ryougi shiki, takizawa yuta, wanijima akito, yuffie kisaragi, {charles j. krishund}, ~flowers

Who: Hydracula and Dels and whoever feels like hearing it I guess
Where: Skullhat dorm
When: Day 273, post game
What: Slightly sobering up but still pretty drunk dolphins

[HELLO SKULLDORM, THERE IS SOMEONE SINGING A PRETTY REQUIEM WHILE HEADING TO YOUR DORM he is holding some covered plates and a tattoo machine??]

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	assumedposition 2011-09-20 05:15 am UTC (link)
	Huh? Ah-- no, of course you don't. Sorry, I was being churlish... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-20 05:23 am UTC (link)
	Don't apologize. I wasn't serious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-20 05:36 am UTC (link)
	... Oh. Well-- good! [AWKWARD RECOVERY GO!!] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-20 01:59 pm UTC (link)
	[BRIEF SILENCE!!] Hey, Albert. Can I ask you something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-20 10:50 pm UTC (link)
	[Blink blink] Huh? O-Of course! Anything at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 02:49 am UTC (link)
	Have you ever died here? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 02:50 am UTC (link)
	[Oh.] ... [Looks away] What brought this up all of a sudden? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:08 am UTC (link)
	[also looks away] It's been bothering me since I heard about the games. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:18 am UTC (link)
	Ah... I guess... it's happened once, yes. And as long as we're being honest, I've had a couple of other close calls, too. But-- it's fine. I'm fine now. See? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:24 am UTC (link)
	It doesn't change that it happened, though. How was it like, that time it happened? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:26 am UTC (link)
	How do you think it's like? It's crappy, of course. It sucks. But... what good does it do to dwell on it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:29 am UTC (link)
	[ugh] You've got a point there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:37 am UTC (link)
	And anyway, usually it's because-- because you get put in the sort of situation where either you die or somebody else dies. I don't... I don't want to be responsible for causing someone else's death. So I'd rather bear with it if I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:41 am UTC (link)
	[nods quietly, and it takes him a moment to speak] There's something I should to tell you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:43 am UTC (link)
	... Franz? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:51 am UTC (link)
	As much as I'd like to avoid saying it, I wouldn't want you to hear this from someone else. There was a game earlier today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:52 am UTC (link)
	[Ohhhh noooo I think I know where this is going] ... Already? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:54 am UTC (link)
	Apparently Lacerta has a bad record with first games. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:55 am UTC (link)
	[Aaaaaaa noooooo this is all my fault] I'm sorry... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 03:57 am UTC (link)
	What are you apologizing for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 03:59 am UTC (link)
	I should've been there to look out for you... ... I don't even-- would you even be here if it wasn't for me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 01:13 pm UTC (link)
	Don't go blaming yourself for something that isn't your responsibility at all. We all chose this willingly, didn't we? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	assumedposition 2011-09-21 01:33 pm UTC (link)
	... Yes. What I can't figure out is why. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	cetaitpourtoi 2011-09-21 01:45 pm UTC (link)
	You must have had a reason. I don't like knowing that, but we can't hide from it either. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

assumedposition
2011-09-21 01:54 pm UTC (link)

No, but... it's frightening. By now I've remembered a lot of things, Franz. Not all of it-- I know that there are still a few significant chunks missing. But I've also recalled my fair share of unpleasantness. And yet, not even fixing the absolute worst thing I've recalled to date seems bad enough to merit coming to a place like this. ... It's terrifying, if you think of it that way. I'm ... frightened by my own past. By the thought of what could lie in wait in the next memory I regain. Some memory contains the clue to why I'm here, and it's bad enough that I'm in a place like this.

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