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Tweak says, "no one can push you around"

The Judges Of Sabra La Tau (sabra_la_iudex) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-09-02 17:36:00

Entry tags:

!days 260-269, !games, akin iyapo shing kaalnikanjlo, amami riku, ashikawa mitsuru, chrome dokuro, chrono, danielle 'dani' phantom, edward elric, ermillina 'snow white' curtana, excel, folken fanel, gokudera hayato, howard link, lenalee lee, nabuca, nakayama yayoi, shinonome hangetsu, sion astal, sokka, takizawa yuta, tazendra, temma, tifa lockhart, yuffie kisaragi, {chaz villette}, {ganymede}, {kuchiha}, {lumiere}, {vorona}, {wheatley}, {{{akatsuki chika}}}, ~haunted

Game 160
Who: Everyone
Where: Arena
When: Day 268, early morning
What: Haunted Game

[Childish giggling--is it male? Female? It’s impossible to tell--surrounds every blank as they heed today’s call. It’s barely audible, able to easily be ignored. But it is ever present. In the arena on the throne sits Haunted’s statue, headless as ever. Even without facial features she gives off the sense of being very pleased with herself.

Heavy mist covers the floor, giving off a strong sickly sweet scent. The smaller among the blanks may already feel themselves starting to grow woozy from its influences.]

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Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS

copyofaphantom
2011-09-07 07:05 am UTC (link)

Being a normal human girl, you can't do much. Watching the people you love hurt or taken from you and you're powerless to do a thing...it's enough to drive anyone mad.

And even if someone is powerful, if they can't maintain the energy to use that power, then they don't end up much better. Because even if they WANT to help, even if they're willing to risk it ALL, if they know they can't manage before they run out, there's nothing they can do.

If something could change that, even if it's a bad decision...I could see why either party might do it if things were bad enough.

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	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-07 07:09 am UTC (link)
	That doesn't make it okay. Even if she didn't know any better, I did. There must have been other options. Instead I chose to hurt someone I care about. For all I know she's already dead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS

copyofaphantom
2011-09-07 07:16 am UTC (link)

[Reaches over for his hand.] Maybe there was. But usually bad decisions are made because we can't find that good option, no matter how hard we try.

But I don't think you should underestimate her. Little girls aren't perfect and in bad situations we do make bad decisions, but I think if she loved someone that dearly, she'd have made the choice no matter how old she was.

[Squeezes his hand and looks up at him.] And even if she is, then obviously she was important enough for you to come here for.

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	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-07 12:17 pm UTC (link)
	[Not really responding other than just...letting her keep that hand for now.] ...like I said. It's not something I particularly want to discuss... But hopefully now you can stop tying yourself up in knots over something beyond your control. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 03:05 am UTC (link)
	At least I know. Just...one more question. Have you remembered her beyond that point. Does she act like you're a monster? Does she hate you or anything? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 03:13 am UTC (link)
	I don't remember enough to answer that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 03:15 am UTC (link)
	So you haven't remembered her at all after that point? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 03:23 am UTC (link)
	Not really... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS

copyofaphantom
2011-09-08 03:29 am UTC (link)

...hmmm...

Well, then I'll take a bet!

[Looks up with a determined air, and still holding onto his hand.] Speaking as another little girl who made a horribly bad decision...and ended up happier here than I ever was at home, I'm going to bet she doesn't.

Because Tide is a kind person. And because despite the bad parts, you've given her power to get something done that she couldn't before.

I don't think she'll think you're a monster. And if she doesn't, it's not right for anyone else too, especially me, as another little girl who made bad decisions.

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	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 03:50 am UTC (link)
	[Squeezing her hand lightly, almost imperceptibly.] ...it's kind of you to think so, Razzy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 04:09 am UTC (link)
	I'm almost certain it'll be like that! [Because she has undying faith in the people she likes.] So you're stuck with me caring about you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 04:19 am UTC (link)
	You say that as if I was trying to get rid of you... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 04:21 am UTC (link)
	...it kind of seemed like you were. Or being overly protective, but you don't give that vibe as much as Lacerta does. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 04:29 am UTC (link)
	That's not...[hff] Needing space...doesn't necessarily mean someone is pushing you away. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 04:31 am UTC (link)
	Usually the space is closer to the time things were horrible... [And if you took something that horrible today WHY WERE YOU AT THE GAME, YOU FOOL?] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 04:41 am UTC (link)
	[It was two days ago tyvm!! It's just enduring in its awfulness] Everyone responds to things differently... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 04:42 am UTC (link)
	[S-still seems like a bad idea.] ...true, but being depressed here too long... [Wears you down. FAST.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 04:46 am UTC (link)
	Razzy...I told you what I did because I don't want you worrying over me needlessly. At the very least...trust me to handle it, alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 04:58 am UTC (link)
	...I will worry less. Now I'm not imagining all the horrible possibilities. [....jiiii. =\|a] Okay. But know you can always come to be, all right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 05:03 am UTC (link)
	I know. People keep saying that...I won't forget. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 05:20 am UTC (link)
	It's because they worry. Good. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS overclocking 2011-09-08 10:32 pm UTC (link)
	That's exactly what I don't want them to do... But I just can't win against any of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ENDGAME AND REVIVALS copyofaphantom 2011-09-08 10:57 pm UTC (link)
	It's part of caring and loving other people. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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