InsaneJournal

Tiberius [Captain James T. Kirk] (formerly Sky) (in_the_chair) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2009-12-30 00:43:00

Entry tags:

Who: Orion + Monoceros + interlopers
Where: In the swingin' Orion dorms
When: Day 94, all day.
What: Raptors and various stuff.

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:05 am UTC (link)
	[staying very still and very tense for a long moment before moving from the crouch to sitting on the ground, not moving his head or hand so much, though, obviously trying to keep it toooogeeether] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:06 am UTC (link)
	[sits with him, being careful not to jostle his arm] What happened when you told 'em? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:11 am UTC (link)
	... n-nothing. Probably because I just... said that next time, Lucky could be the one who risks insanity to keep the team from falling and the look on Rex's face... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:13 am UTC (link)
	[winces] Ow. Bet she didn't like that one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:18 am UTC (link)
	She just... went on about insubordination. Reasserting her authority, as it were. "Let's assume that as well." She just hates Canis because she hated Wolf--Jace said as much. And he's not even on their team anymore. It's more irrational than anything I can understand... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:20 am UTC (link)
	Remind me why she's your leader again? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:22 am UTC (link)
	She's been here longer, since day one, and she does have sense to her sometimes, but... we have to keep her on track logically at times... Zel's had at least one fight with her that I know of. She's not... bad. Just... not very flexible. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:25 am UTC (link)
	[shakes his head a little] The Canis thing was stupid even when Wolf WAS on the team. They'd have knife fights over a couple fish. Are you going back tonight? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:27 am UTC (link)
	... she told me to "Get out," but I'm not very good at following what she says anyway. [shrugs] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:29 am UTC (link)
	That's what I figured. Who are you staying with? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:35 am UTC (link)
	... probably'll just sleep on Hydra's roof. If I manage to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:36 am UTC (link)
	I hear actually having a bed helps with nightmares. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:42 am UTC (link)
	Didn't help with the last one. ... this game just needs to end already. It's not like anyone cares about winning at this point. Hell, I've forgotten what winning feels like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:47 am UTC (link)
	One guy on my team does. He's in the minority, though. Right now all I really want is to finish it and stay out of debt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:52 am UTC (link)
	I think that's everyone's goal. [leaning head back against the wall, tilting it a bit as his hand ruffles at his hair some] I'm just really tired. Hanging on by my nails... if it had been even worse for my team than it has been... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 07:53 am UTC (link)
	... then you'd fall right off. [exhales] Yeah. I know the feeling. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 07:56 am UTC (link)
	... I almost think it would be a blessing if I didn't realize I was going insane. [another one of those weak, frayed laughs] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 08:01 am UTC (link)
	[snorts a little] But it's hard to ignore those sharp bits that stick out sometimes, huh. Especially when people call you on it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 08:02 am UTC (link)
	... that's the problem, Jim. There aren't any sharp bits anymore. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 08:04 am UTC (link)
	... what do you mean? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 08:07 am UTC (link)
	Mirror smoothed them over. Remember? Everything's fixed, no sharp edges, nothing to run against, but everything out of order... makes slipping easier... holding on harder... especially when trying to reconnect things. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 08:10 am UTC (link)
	And this game isn't helping. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	amazinghattrick 2010-01-01 08:12 am UTC (link)
	... not when I've help make hard decisions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	in_the_chair 2010-01-01 08:16 am UTC (link)
	[siiigh] This game really isn't about winning. It's about not going crazy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)