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Red (Rabi) (sillyrabitricks) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-07-26 18:41:00

Entry tags:

!days 250-259, claude c. kenni, gokudera hayato, hattori heiji, nakayama yayoi, rabi, syaoran, wanijima akito, zexion

Who: Cepheus
Where: Cepheus
When: Day 256, night
What: Team Meeting and general teamy time

[making sure BOSS IS GONE

okay cool OWL-LESS HOME]

Hey guys we need to talk about stuff cuz I'm gonna do a thing.

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	time_andagain 2011-07-27 12:22 am UTC (link)
	...If King catches you, you will be killed and you will not be resurrected. Claude and Yayoi, too, they will go after what you care about most –– you were with me when I learned that. And then what? What will you do with this knowledge? The moment you try to act on it, you will face King himself. So what is the plan? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:25 am UTC (link)
	Claude and Yayoi will not be accompanying me. We won't know what to do with it until we get it. But it's a dead Judge's realm and we will be aided. I think... I think we have a chance or I wouldn't be trying. I do wanna live. I wanna have my own life. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 12:28 am UTC (link)
	That doesn't matter. If they catch you, what will they do, to make you suffer? Do you really believe that they will stop at taking your life and leave those important to you unharmed? You know better than that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:30 am UTC (link)
	... [face in table ugh....and one hand out to Syaoran too] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 12:32 am UTC (link)
	And there isn't even a plan... ...How long do I have? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:33 am UTC (link)
	How long for what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 12:35 am UTC (link)
	Until you plan to use the information. Assuming you find any and survive the attempt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:37 am UTC (link)
	I won't be the one using it probably. I'm just the documentation. I never agreed to risk myself further than making this trip. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

time_andagain
2011-07-27 12:44 am UTC (link)

...

With or without you, what they are planning is far beyond just those few directly involved. Understand that.

If they are gathering information on the Pillar, they intend to act on it. If they act on it, they will have to face King. He will absolutely destroy any involved at any stage, including you. And most likely the rest of us as well.

Graces, Foreman and Queen are all loyal to King –– what do you think will happen to those trapped with them if we force a confrontation with King?

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	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:47 am UTC (link)
	...oh. So that's... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Do you truly not want me to go, Syaoran? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

time_andagain
2011-07-27 12:53 am UTC (link)

Does that matter? You intended to inform me that you were leaving and that I was not invited.

And even if we could successfully destroy King... what of your life? You need your wish, don't you? None of us will have wishes if we succeed. We need to find another way to secure your life.

You're telling me to accept losing everything –– you, Claude, Yayoi... Sakura... so at least tell me how long I have to try to save some of it.

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sillyrabitricks
2011-07-27 12:58 am UTC (link)

I...don't know if I am dead or not. If that's what you're worried about with my wish.

They are going to go ahead with this plan regardless of my participation though. And they haven't told me what the next step will be. I've been invited to be a part of it, I'm not a founder of it.

If I continue with them I'll find out what they plan though. And I can tell you how much time we are left with.

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	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:04 am UTC (link)
	...And all the dangers you'll expose yourself to in doing that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:08 am UTC (link)
	I know. It's a huge risk. I wouldn't be going if they didn't need my specific skills. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:09 am UTC (link)
	... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:11 am UTC (link)
	[grabs by the wrist and tugs him over] Come here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:12 am UTC (link)
	[resists a moment, then allows it] ...If I say yes, there is something I want in return... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:12 am UTC (link)
	[hugging] Ask for it now and I'll give it regardless of your answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:15 am UTC (link)
	[...] Don't make any demands of me. Don't make any decisions for me. I will use what remains of my life as needed in order to save what I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:17 am UTC (link)
	...I'm sorry if I've been pushing too hard. It's because I'm always trying to help. But maybe my help hasn't been very good for you. I'm sorry, Syaoran. I messed up with you, haven't I. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:17 am UTC (link)
	All I wanted was to help you and make you happier. And I haven't done that at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:19 am UTC (link)
	... What do you...? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:21 am UTC (link)
	...What are you blaming yourself for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:23 am UTC (link)
	Cuz I feel at fault and I want to make amends. [draws back from] I won't push anything on you any longer. Tell me what you want from me and you'll get it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)