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Tweak says, "I believe in Sherlock Holmes"

Red (Rabi) (sillyrabitricks) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-07-26 18:41:00

Entry tags:

!days 250-259, claude c. kenni, gokudera hayato, hattori heiji, nakayama yayoi, rabi, syaoran, wanijima akito, zexion

Who: Cepheus
Where: Cepheus
When: Day 256, night
What: Team Meeting and general teamy time

[making sure BOSS IS GONE

okay cool OWL-LESS HOME]

Hey guys we need to talk about stuff cuz I'm gonna do a thing.

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	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 12:48 am UTC (link)
	Do you truly not want me to go, Syaoran? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

time_andagain
2011-07-27 12:53 am UTC (link)

Does that matter? You intended to inform me that you were leaving and that I was not invited.

And even if we could successfully destroy King... what of your life? You need your wish, don't you? None of us will have wishes if we succeed. We need to find another way to secure your life.

You're telling me to accept losing everything –– you, Claude, Yayoi... Sakura... so at least tell me how long I have to try to save some of it.

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sillyrabitricks
2011-07-27 12:58 am UTC (link)

I...don't know if I am dead or not. If that's what you're worried about with my wish.

They are going to go ahead with this plan regardless of my participation though. And they haven't told me what the next step will be. I've been invited to be a part of it, I'm not a founder of it.

If I continue with them I'll find out what they plan though. And I can tell you how much time we are left with.

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	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:04 am UTC (link)
	...And all the dangers you'll expose yourself to in doing that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:08 am UTC (link)
	I know. It's a huge risk. I wouldn't be going if they didn't need my specific skills. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:09 am UTC (link)
	... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:11 am UTC (link)
	[grabs by the wrist and tugs him over] Come here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:12 am UTC (link)
	[resists a moment, then allows it] ...If I say yes, there is something I want in return... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:12 am UTC (link)
	[hugging] Ask for it now and I'll give it regardless of your answer. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:15 am UTC (link)
	[...] Don't make any demands of me. Don't make any decisions for me. I will use what remains of my life as needed in order to save what I can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:17 am UTC (link)
	...I'm sorry if I've been pushing too hard. It's because I'm always trying to help. But maybe my help hasn't been very good for you. I'm sorry, Syaoran. I messed up with you, haven't I. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:17 am UTC (link)
	All I wanted was to help you and make you happier. And I haven't done that at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:19 am UTC (link)
	... What do you...? (Reply to this) (Parent)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:21 am UTC (link)
	...What are you blaming yourself for? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:23 am UTC (link)
	Cuz I feel at fault and I want to make amends. [draws back from] I won't push anything on you any longer. Tell me what you want from me and you'll get it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:26 am UTC (link)
	You're not at fault for anything. I made my own misfortunes... and despite it all, I was able to meet you. Having you as my brother is one of the best things that has ever happened for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:29 am UTC (link)
	You made some of them. I won't lie about that. But not everything is your fault either. And I think that's where you have trouble. Seeing what is and isn't your fault. I'm really happy though. That you can still call me brother. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:34 am UTC (link)
	...Please don't misunderstand. I didn't make that request because you have asked too much of me. You hardly ask anything of me at all, and you forgive it when I fail to even accomplish that much. But you know what it means if I no longer have a wish to use, don't you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:37 am UTC (link)
	I'm not supporting them losing our wishes. If I'm with them I can see if they have plans for that or not. I know you need your wish. A lot of people do. But you more than anyone else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:42 am UTC (link)
	Mm... I don't mind giving up my wish if it means saving those trapped in the Pillar, or those who would be. I won't be so selfish. But I don't want to live that future. So if I could use my life to protect you and Sakura and the others, it would have much more value to me. Though that's selfish too... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:45 am UTC (link)
	I don't want that from you. But I'll accept it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:48 am UTC (link)
	It won't hurt you at all. I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:52 am UTC (link)
	How? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	time_andagain 2011-07-27 01:54 am UTC (link)
	A-aah... I... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sillyrabitricks 2011-07-27 01:54 am UTC (link)
	I just want to understand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)