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Tweak says, "Loves it"

Howard Link (Note) (vaticanpieninja) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-04-17 20:04:00

Entry tags:

!days 230-239, allen walker, excel, gokudera hayato, howard link, kiryuu zero, takizawa yuta, {{{zelgadis greywords}}}

Who: Delpavodracula :E
Where: Skullhat
When: Day 232, noonish
What: dubiously wise decisions

[For the Hydraculan lookout that's usually hanging out on the skullhat, the sight of delphinians passing by toward the south isn't all that unusual. Them stopping to talk may not be entirely unusual either.

Today though, Link just stops a ways away to sort of stare toward the skulldorm, though it's partially as if he's looking through it, apparently very seriously considering something that's been on his mind...]

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	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 07:03 pm UTC (link)
	No. I need you. I need you. Why do you think I've tried so hard, when I think you're about to hate me... if you disappeared tomorrow I don't know what the hell I would do. It's not different for me. Loving and needing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 07:13 pm UTC (link)
	It still feels hard to believe . . . I think I'm just bad at it. Sparta's hit me for not getting it with Hydra before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	... Look at me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 07:38 pm UTC (link)
	[. . . huffs lightly and looks back at him] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 07:45 pm UTC (link)
	Do you remember when we met? When I woke up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	Aa . . . back when you were still Star. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pierrotdetous
2011-04-22 08:17 pm UTC (link)

[deep breath. ugggh. okay. I can do this]

I didn't trust anybody, and we fought a lot. I was just... a brat. I still am. I'm selfish and scared of losing people and getting hurt.

[squeezes his fingers in Scowl's clothes]

I'm really scared, you know. Of saying goodbye someday. I didn't open up my heart to you for the longest time because of it. You probably didn't notice, because I was being so stubborn at the same time, but. When you said you'd try to see me again, that you could, even though I didn't believe you at all, I ... you shouldn't tell an idiot like me things like that.

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	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 08:39 pm UTC (link)
	What—why shouldn't I tell you that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	Because I'll want to believe it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 08:46 pm UTC (link)
	You should believe it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	Are you just saying that? Do you believe it yourself? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	Of course I believe it! We have a fucking time machine. All I'll have to do is reverse engineer it to adjust the settings! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	Japan exists in your world. You don't know that we're even in the same reality. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 09:50 pm UTC (link)
	I will find a way. They have to make it possible to give me my wish. Or—or I'll find a better way to word it! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	. . . What's your wish? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 09:57 pm UTC (link)
	For all members of the tenth generation of the Vongola family and their allies to lead long, happy lives. It's supposed to keep any of us from dying, but for being happy too . . . that should cover a lot of other things. So should the ally part. . . . We won't be happy never seeing each other again, right? And you're one of my most important allies by now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	. . . [w-weak laugh] That's so nonspecific.... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 10:52 pm UTC (link)
	Making it specific is gonna leave too much out. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 11:28 pm UTC (link)
	It leaves a lot of room to be screwed over though, you know. You'd be such a bad gambler. [he. seems to have an odd face on though, not an argumentative one. MAYBE YOU TOPPED A LITTLE] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 11:36 pm UTC (link)
	[DOESN'T KNOW WHAT THAT FACE MEANS \o/ cups his cheek uncertainly] Then—how do I make it better? I want it to work! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-22 11:48 pm UTC (link)
	[bumps their foreheads, his throat tightening up] Happy relative to their own opinion of happy, but able to have other feelings too -- what if you were stuck being happy about everything? Able to seize what you want when you choose to... and not immortal... things like that... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-22 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	Ah . . . I didn't think of any of that stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-23 12:02 am UTC (link)
	We get one wish, but it can cover a lot. You may as well talk a while. You'll really find a way? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	righthandsmoke 2011-04-23 12:11 am UTC (link)
	Of course I'll find a way. It's important. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2011-04-23 12:13 am UTC (link)
	[ffhhhugggs.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)