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Tweak says, "Once. You."

The Messenger (messagingly) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2011-04-03 18:12:00

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!days 220-229, !games, akin iyapo shing kaalnikanjlo, allen walker, amy pond, apollo justice, edward elric, excel, flonne, gokudera hayato, howard link, impmon, jace beleren, kiryuu zero, lady, nakayama yayoi, rabi, selendis, shinonome kon, syaoran, takizawa yuta, uchiha itachi, wanijima akito, yoi-te, {chaz villette}, {doumeki shizuka}, {gaara}, {kohaku}, {kuchiha}, {ryner lute}, {{{taiki}}}, {{{zelgadis greywords}}}, ~flowers, ~messenger

Game 140
Who: Anyone
Where: The Arena
When: Day 229, noonish
What: [On the throne today is a smiling youth, face ringed by black curls. He has a harp-like instrument in his lap and a pen behind his ear. It's been a while since any have seen him, but, perhaps, to the oldest and most keen observers here, he seems perhaps a touch thinner than last time. The Arena is not terribly decorated for his appearance, indeed, if not for the statue sitting there, one would not be sure this was really a call at all.]

Good afternoon, duckies, good afternoon! Who's ready for some wholesome (and platonic!) self-exploration and completely non-fatal fun, hmm? I know I certainly am. Yes, I'm sure you've all been having just unbearable amounts of fun, but you know, let's just- . . .

[clears his throat]

Ahem. Sorry, I was saying, let's just slow it down. Maybe, oh, I don't know, talk about our feelings a while.

((Technically, yes, this is a loser game, but anyone can play.))

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	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 02:47 pm UTC (link)
	. . . [mumbles something incoherent here] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 04:13 pm UTC (link)
	. . . Do you need me to lean closer so you can repeat that quietly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 04:23 pm UTC (link)
	. . . I think I don't have a significant positive contributions to the team, and instead burden you with my issues. And I don't know what to do when you need emotional support because I can't give it to you in a way that is helpful like Allen does. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 05:06 pm UTC (link)
	. . . It seems to be a reoccurring problem. Not knowing how to support me, I mean. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	[shakes his head] It's just that... I can't help you the way you help me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	Mm... I'm not someone who often needs it... You just being around is quite a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 05:30 pm UTC (link)
	[doesn't look completely satisfied with that answer, but nods weakly] Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 05:32 pm UTC (link)
	. . . You could also try to come to terms with some of your own issues. It would put you in a better position to worry about me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 05:37 pm UTC (link)
	I don't think you'd like the conclusions I've come up with. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 05:46 pm UTC (link)
	More positive conclusions are preferred... I'm sorry I told you that time that I didn't care about people. It's still... difficult, but just shutting people out isn't any good either... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	I know what happens if you do though. So what if you make a few good memories? You throw your heart out and it only comes back to you battered and bruised when they leave, and you have nothing left but that bitter aftertaste and the knowledge of being alone anyway. I envy the people who has something to go back to. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-04 06:30 pm UTC (link)
	Zero... [huffs out a breath and reaching up, hands on both sides of his head] I wonder how you can say that when you still have people who care about you here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-04 06:49 pm UTC (link)
	Honestly... I don't know. I do know this is a temporary situation... for all of us. [Deep sigh, then carefully tries to extract himself from the position] I'm just. I'm terrified of what I'll do when you're all gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-05 04:06 am UTC (link)
	Have you considered my offer farther? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-05 04:12 am UTC (link)
	I don't want to be the third wheel... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-06 09:19 pm UTC (link)
	And I don't want you not to have your own life that you're happy with, but you could consider leaving a way open to visit... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-06 09:26 pm UTC (link)
	... to visit? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-07 12:49 am UTC (link)
	If you're still not certain about just coming with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-07 03:53 am UTC (link)
	I'll... consider it. I don't want to be seen as a charity case. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-07 08:13 pm UTC (link)
	I don't want to prove you right that you have no choices other than to be alone... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-07 08:21 pm UTC (link)
	. . . you have to admit, it is a pretty terrible situation that I had to end up here and losing my memories for any sort of alternative. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] vaticanpieninja 2011-04-07 08:26 pm UTC (link)
	But you do have alternatives now... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: [DELPHINUS!!!!] type_0 2011-04-07 08:41 pm UTC (link)
	I guess. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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