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Tweak says, "WOOHOO! WOOHOOHOOHOO!!!"

Watanuki Kimihiro [四月一日君尋] (AKA Buttercup) (ghostduster) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-12 20:49:00

Entry tags:

!days 140-149, albert de morcerf, allen walker, apollo justice, ashikawa mitsuru, edward elric, howard link, kudo shinichi, sumeragi kururu, watanuki kimihiro, {howell jenkins}, {kurogane}, {{{james t. kirk}}}, {{{miranda lotto}}}

Who: Watanuki + anyone
Where: Baths!
When: Day 148, early morning
What: Morning bath! And moontime mingly post.

[after the mess that was yesterday, there's a noodle trying vainly to bathe himself. getting soap and ... actually getting into the bath without running into things is proving to be stupid hard without his glasses.]

-- ow! S-since when has that been there?

(( Sleep! I'll be back to pick stuff up later. ))

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	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	[hunches over] I-I'm sorry. I know it's not fair to the rest of the team. But I can't ... I-I can't do this anymore. Not when the games are terrible a-and half my memories put me into comas, and... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 10:11 pm UTC (link)
	S-shh... I'm sorry. I. . . I see things from battle to battle. It's how I've always lived. One day is "over," so the next can come. I don't mean to be cold or lie to you or drag you along at my pace. . . (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:13 pm UTC (link)
	[shakes his head a little] It's not Allen's fault. I'm just ... I'm too weak for this place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 10:21 pm UTC (link)
	No you aren't. Don't say that! You've been incredibly strong. This is dangerous, okay? You can't disappear in this place. I'll protect you-- we'll all protect you, for as long as you need. Just please don't give up on living. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:23 pm UTC (link)
	... [deeep breaths] I do want to live. I-if only because dying is painful, and Syaoran would be in a lot of pain if I were gone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

pierrotdetous
2010-07-13 10:34 pm UTC (link)

No, no. That's not right. He's not the only one. I would never, never forgive myself if you disappeared--

There's - there's a lot to live for, isn't there? Things you want to do. People you want to be with. We all love you, and having you around, and even if someone made food the same way you did, it wouldn't be the same-- and even now, the way you're hurting--!

You can want to keep those things selfishly! You have a right to exist and feel the way you want to feel.

I'll play the games for you as long as you want. I'll protect you. As long as you swear to me you won't give up.

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	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:37 pm UTC (link)
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	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	......... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:38 pm UTC (link)
	[chokes back a sob and hugs Allen] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	[lfkjg;. hugs back tightly, around his back and the back of his head] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:44 pm UTC (link)
	[clinging pretty tightly here] I promise. I-I'll try my hardest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 10:47 pm UTC (link)
	That's all you need to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:48 pm UTC (link)
	[nods] S-sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 10:49 pm UTC (link)
	It's okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 10:51 pm UTC (link)
	I ... I think I can believe that now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-13 11:30 pm UTC (link)
	Good. You need to, okay? Take all the time you need. Go at your own pace. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-13 11:33 pm UTC (link)
	[pulls back slightly] All right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-14 12:16 am UTC (link)
	[brushes his hair back, giving him a brief squeeze before letting him] I can do this much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-14 12:24 am UTC (link)
	[rubs at his eyes] I-it's a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-14 12:30 am UTC (link)
	I can handle it. As long as you keep your end. You'll be my reason. Just never give up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-14 12:35 am UTC (link)
	[straightens up a little. and nods.] I won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-14 12:41 am UTC (link)
	. . . [smiles at him] All right. We can do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-14 12:44 am UTC (link)
	[sniffles. then manages a very weak smile.] I-I should go make breakfast. Syaoran might wrinkle up if I stay in the water too long. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	pierrotdetous 2010-07-14 12:45 am UTC (link)
	Hahaha... I'd love breakfast. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ghostduster 2010-07-14 01:54 am UTC (link)
	Is there anything you want in particular? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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