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Ren Maaka (Tama) ([info]thisdoesntsuck) wrote in [info]sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-05 19:27:00

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Entry tags:!days 140-149, allen walker, ash & pikachu, edward elric, fay d. flourite, jace beleren, kiryuu zero, ryougi shiki, sumeragi kururu, wanijima akito, {lenalee lee [1]}, {ren maaka}, {{{date masamune}}}, {{{geddoe}}}, {{{seta soujirou}}}, {{{toboe}}}

Who: Delphinus, whoever /o/
Where: Outside Delphinus
When: Day 145, evening
What: ROCKS!

[so in the morning some giant ass flying raptor hit the ceiling, dropping rocks all around Delphinus]

... what are we gonna do with those?



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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 05:54 am UTC (link)
It was part of the rules. We played as sheep and wolves. The wolves had to eliminate as many sheep teams as possible in order to win. It was the same for the sheep, they had to murder wolf teams every day if they wanted to win.

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 05:56 am UTC (link)
I see...


...The guy who ate Geddoe... did the rest of his team know what he was doing?

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 05:59 am UTC (link)
He hid it from everyone, when he ate the guy on Vulpecula. And they knew the second time only because he ate Orion's Jim's arm before going off after Geddoe.

They did know he had to eat humans to survive, though. But they never told anyone.

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:00 am UTC (link)
[stands up, sort of glaring at Ed]

I heard enough.

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:06 am UTC (link)
*startled*

Tama!?

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:06 am UTC (link)
...

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:10 am UTC (link)
[to Ed. Not yelling or anything]

You want to excuse those guys. You want to find a way so none of it is their fault so you can still hang out with them.

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1/?
[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:12 am UTC (link)
I don't want to excuse them... I want to understand. It just doesn't feel right to me, and I want to know what's going on...

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:14 am UTC (link)
But you're right... I do want to keep seeing them. I don't want the bad blood between other members to stop me from making my own decisions about who I'll talk to.

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3/3
[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:17 am UTC (link)
*to Shiki*

I... I want to be clear on this. You guys are my family here, and I won't side with anyone else over you. I just want to understand, that's all. But I came to Delphinus after all this happened, as a "blank slate," with an opportunity to start fresh.

I won't talk to them around here, but I'm hoping you won't hold it against me if I do still talk to them.

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:19 am UTC (link)
[very casual]

I'll hold it against you. You've talked to those guys more than you've talked to me or Shiki or Zero.

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:20 am UTC (link)
... Tama.

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:22 am UTC (link)
What? He can't make an effort to talk to his own team but he goes talk to the team that stresses out everyone here? Even Feathers was stressed.

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:25 am UTC (link)
[... hesitates a little at the mention of Feathers]

... I know. And... I won't tell any of you people what to do or who to talk to. But I just want to make it clear that whoever lays a finger on anyone from Delphinus outside of a game will pay. No matter whose friends they are.

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:35 am UTC (link)
I know. I get it.

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:36 am UTC (link)
[MAN WE WERE DOING SO WELL WITH THAT LACK OF STRESS]

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(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 06:38 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:40 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 06:43 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:46 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 06:49 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:50 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 06:52 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:55 am UTC

[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:25 am UTC (link)
*sighs*

It's because you haven't let me. I'm sure it's because I'm the newest one here, but... I feel like I've walked into a group where everyone else is already friends, and they just aren't sure if they want one more.

Jace, and Poppy, and Mitani, they all opened up to me. You haven't done the same thing, Tama. If you would, I'd talk to you more, but...

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:30 am UTC (link)
If you're expecting people on Delphinus to open up, you probably have the wrong idea about this team. It's not that we don't care, but most of us tend to keep to ourselves most of the time. I'm not saying you should do the same, but be aware that our team doesn't really function like that.

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:34 am UTC (link)
It might be like that, but it's still been hard for me.... I keep getting pushed off to the side and don't know what to do around here, so when other people offer to talk to me or help me with something, it doesn't matter to me what team they're on, I'll talk to them.

I... I don't like to keep to myself. It's too lonely. I'm not asking you to forgive them, or like them, or anything, I just want you to let me make my own decisions.

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[info]ambibalance
2010-07-06 06:39 am UTC (link)
It's hard for everyone at first. I dunno about the rest, but the most I can offer is to listen when you need to talk, help out with questions. You guys arrived at a difficult time and that ain't your fault—you shouldn't have to pay for that. But as long as you understand why things are the way they are with the rest of us...

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:43 am UTC (link)
*eyes lowered* I want to understand. That's why I'm asking questions. And... thanks. I really do want to get to know you better, Shiki.

But... what you said, I don't want to pay for something that happened before I came. I don't want to make you guys unhappy, either, though. It's not like I'll be talking about you or anything like that, I just want to be free to see the people I choose.

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(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:45 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 06:48 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:51 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 06:57 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 06:59 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 07:06 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 07:12 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 07:17 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]ambibalance, 2010-07-06 07:31 am UTC

[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:34 am UTC (link)
More like you opened up to them. I woke up a day before you did and Zero was wary of me, he still is. I don't think we're friends yet, we're team mates. He deals with me because we're wearing the same color and that's the most important thing there is in this place.

You're trying to be fair in a place where fairness doesn't exist. You still wanting to talk to those guys even though your team is telling you they don't get along is something I see as a low blow. Going against your team, what the wall says is your family. We're not gonna get along; you're my team mate and I'll have your back but that's it.

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:40 am UTC (link)
*he looks genuinely hurt by this*

Tama... I've tried to open up to you, but you don't talk to me. Zero shoves me off to the side, and I hardly see Shiki. I don't know what it's like for you, but it hurts me to be alone.

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[info]thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 06:48 am UTC (link)
What are you even doing here? You gave up your memories and came to a dead game and it 'hurts' you to be alone? You signed up to kill and be killed, if you're hurt that easily this isn't the place for you.

You heard Shiki, you know how bad it can get. You're gonna have to man up or this place will break you.

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[info]clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 06:51 am UTC (link)
I might have signed up to kill and be killed, but that doesn't mean I have to like it. And I signed up to come to a place with other people, not to be left alone. I signed up to come to a place with a team that's supposed to be my family, and you're the family I got. It's not my fault if some of those people don't like me for some reason.

Something was important enough for me to come here and suffer through the games, but that doesn't mean I have to suffer outside the games, too.

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(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 06:57 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 07:01 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 07:09 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 07:16 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 07:21 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 07:31 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 07:41 am UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 01:25 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 09:22 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]clap_your_hands, 2010-07-06 10:17 pm UTC
(no subject) - [info]thisdoesntsuck, 2010-07-06 10:18 pm UTC

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