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Tweak says, "Are you coming or going? Or co"

Ren Maaka (Tama) (thisdoesntsuck) wrote in sabra_la_tau,
@ 2010-07-05 19:27:00

Entry tags:

!days 140-149, allen walker, ash & pikachu, edward elric, fay d. flourite, jace beleren, kiryuu zero, ryougi shiki, sumeragi kururu, wanijima akito, {lenalee lee [1]}, {ren maaka}, {{{date masamune}}}, {{{geddoe}}}, {{{seta soujirou}}}, {{{toboe}}}

Who: Delphinus, whoever /o/
Where: Outside Delphinus
When: Day 145, evening
What: ROCKS!

[so in the morning some giant ass flying raptor hit the ceiling, dropping rocks all around Delphinus]

... what are we gonna do with those?

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thisdoesntsuck
2010-07-06 07:21 am UTC (link)

You didn't feel the spike on stress when they showed up. I didn't even need to hear the whole story not to like them. But you did and even asked questions.

I didn't like you showing up right after I did. It's hard enough to have one newbie, it's gotta be twice as hard to have two... and you're so-- loud about everything. Lively. You act like you know who you are, it's weird.

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clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 07:31 am UTC (link)

I asked questions because I wanted to understand, not jump to conclusions. I'm just a normal person, I can only understand what I see and hear myself.

I don't know who I am, but I know what I was like in my message, and in my memory. I was confident. I lost two of my limbs and I was lost somewhere with no idea how to get out, but I wasn't upset about any of that. I was just confident that I could fix things, and save myself and the person I was protecting.

I know it's really not a lot, but those things told me that I'm not the kind of person to sit back and just let bad things happen to me. It's not a lot, but it's something I can trust in, something real about me, other than just being a blank slate.

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	thisdoesntsuck 2010-07-06 07:41 am UTC (link)
	If your team comes first you shouldn't need to ask questions and you shouldn't need to understand everything. And you were locked in somewhere dark and weren't upset but you're upset now? If you're aiming to be the guy from your memory I'm not sure you're on the right track. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

clap_your_hands
2010-07-06 01:25 pm UTC (link)

I can't learn anything if I don't ask questions, and not asking questions or understanding things is what caused this problem anyway. And I wasn't upset there because someone was with me. I was there because I protected someone I cared about as a friend. And I'll do the same for all of you, even though I don't know what I'm capable of yet.

All I want is to be able to do what Link and Shiki said I should do, and come to my own conclusions based on everything I know.

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	thisdoesntsuck 2010-07-06 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	Do what you like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clap_your_hands 2010-07-06 10:17 pm UTC (link)
	getting up from the table I will. leaving the room for his own (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	thisdoesntsuck 2010-07-06 10:18 pm UTC (link)
	[goes back outside to gather rocks] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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