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Russ C ([info]greasemonkey) wrote in [info]rooms,
@ 2015-03-30 20:23:00

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Entry tags:!marvel comics, *log, russ campbell, sam alexander

Marvel: Russ & Sam
Who: Russ C & Sam A
What: Art.
When: Recently.
Warnings: Both swear a lot.

The air was early-spring cool but the sun in Marvel New York was brighter than Gotham's silty haze, smog-filtered sunshine wasn't the same as the light winking off Stark's behemoth of steel and blue glass. New York was buzzing this close to the break, little kids herded in sugar-sweet pastel coats and joggers clotting the streets like blood pumping through arteries, relentless and purposeful pace. Newspapers flapped, caught like wingless birds in stuttered gutters clumped with trash and drowning in rain. The city was caught between seasons, and the wind ruffled the overlong blond that met the turned-up collar of Russ's jacket, bit as far as it could past flannel. Russ wasn't running. He didn't have a sticky hand in his, an upturned face asking 'why?' The kid was safe, or at least, he'd been reassured by the bounding energy and the electric-watt smile when Nathan came to the door when he'd dropped off a missing but much-loved video-game, that Nathan was as close to safe as he could risk. There were no protracted arguments, no doors slammed. Russ had melted away from Marina's apartment like the vestiges of snow in city New York; like he'd never been there at all. Weekends, they were now planned. Calendar reminders, shifts booked off work. Nathan was now a holiday, instead of the main event.

Ford was gone too, or so quiet, he was barely there at all. That shit was getting to be habit, people churning through the doors, the hotel locking some of them one by one. But this - New York, another door on a different hallway to the one Gotham lived in that was grime caked into the doorframe's wood so deep it couldn't be removed - this wasn't an empty apartment with a blue painted room and it wasn't nowhere near the bar the guys went off-shift that was so familiar it could have been home. Wasn't anyplace he recognized, and Russ dragged in a lungful of city air along with his smoke, the cigarette ashing down to glowing stub between his fingertips.

MOMA was an imposing hulk at his back, glass and black and he didn't know shit about art but what he'd clicked around to read, trying to find something that wasn't paintings of dead people from centuries ago that no one gave a shit about. MOMA had looked weird, and like the shit in the galleries maybe meant something to people still living, and Russ figured that was better.

He wasn't nothing but himself. Jeans a little too dirty at the knees to be anything but yesterday's work clothes, the thick flannel collar of his shirt turned up against the worn-soft leather of the coat that stretched across his shoulders. New York might be different, but Russ figured until the door slammed on him, he wasn't changing much. The lighter snapped between his fingers; the sprawl on the public bench over weathered wood didn't shift, even if he tracked the passing of strangers with lazy interest in blue eyes.



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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]greasemonkey
2015-03-31 05:19 pm UTC (link)
Russ didn't know a thing about Neil. Or Cris, or Louis, or the chorus-line kicking its way back to smooth back in the loose end that was Sam Alexander. He knew the Neil shit fucked Sam off, and he knew she'd checked into a facility that was Neil's fingerprints all over in that Vegas from a decade ago, and he knew that Daniel wasn't a drunk asshole who understood what it meant to be fucked up and need to not feel in need of fixing. He didn't need to. She had family, and she had Louis's partner and Neil who had never made his mind up on how to demonstrate he gave a shit, and none of that was his business. He had his ass parked on a bench in spring sunshine and the wind whistling down past leather, without the kind of agenda that had an end goal in mind.

The pigtails were what sold it. Flash of gold in all that brilliantine sunshine as it sparked off glass, and Russ's gaze slid from the hair, to take in the rest of her, that first flicker of interest that was free to any person who walked past, the kind of lean-back and look shit that was every man on a park-bench in Manhattan with time to kill.

Yeah, he noticed the bruises that mottled a ring around her throat, and he noticed the old-gold in the spill of pigtails. He knew what the latter meant or he could guess at some of it: the transition, black to gold and black to gold, like Sam could hide who she was and wash away the bad shit like it circled the drain with cheap hair-dye, that had registered after the first couple times he'd seen that play out. But she didn't look washed out, pain-pill white and Micah-bruised and the smile he leaned back and aimed at her as she stopped with the MOMA at her back, that shit was easy. This, walking around looking at shit that deserved housing that looked like its own art exhibit and prime New York real estate, that part was easy too.

"Hey." He dug in the pocket of the leather jacket that had creased into lines, worn open, and split two tickets between his fingers. "You get to skip the line for tickets, Sam Alexander." The wind buffeted shiny strips of card, the line at the ticket office curled against the lip of the glass doors that hissed hydraulics and warm air with each passing entry.

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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]tinieblas
2015-03-31 08:17 pm UTC (link)
Nah, she wasn't washed out, and she wasn't pain-pill white. She was a different kind of thing, and not her usual or whatever. She bounced on the heels of new-charity sneakers, and her hands were shoved deep into worn overalls. She rocked, back and forth, like something pushed and pulled, and she took one one of the tickets he offered, fingers yanking too hard on the stub. She didn't immediately think to turn and go in, though she should have, yeah? But she didn't. She tipped her head back to the sunshine, and Spring made New York not so bad, yeah? Not like winter, when everything was grey and dreary, and it wasn't as a good as summer, but it was close.

Summer made her think of Florida, and she thought maybe she should just go back to the carnival, yeah? She wished no one knew about the door; that was a good one for hiding. No one fucking went there, and she could spin stories and people would believe them. Not like now, when no one believed she had her shit together, and she hated people watching her unravel. Maybe that was bullshit, needing that, but she needed it. She needed someone, somewhere in the fucking world to believe she wasn't a complete fucking mess.

Even if it wasn't true.

Anons were good for that, and hot guys from parties were good for that. But people she looked in the face, they weren't so good for that. Russ was maybe the best for it, because he didn't actually fucking see her. She could tell, standing there, that he didn't. He saw whatever he wanted to see, and everything else wasn't there. It was like when she talked about shit he didn't want to hear, and he ignored that too. Louis, Cris, Neil, and yeah, she wasn't a fucking idiot. She noticed.

She remembered about the doors into the museum, then, and she waved the ticket with too much exuberance. She sniffed, and then she skipped off toward the doors with dilated pupils, red-raw at fingers and lips. "Yeah? So come on."

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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]greasemonkey
2015-04-01 05:58 pm UTC (link)
Maybe it was all that spring sunshine, or the way New York was empty of expectation, of broken promises and ambiguity. Russell wasn't waiting for an anonymous chick who traded philosophy late nights or one who had been and gone and back again to show, bench-side. He was waiting for Sam, and maybe that part was why he looked again.

Louis was a voice in the back of his head, even if he didn't carry it out on display, and he put together the way she bounced like she wasn't cold, and the flooded black of her pupils real easy. Because Russ saw shit. He just didn't open up his mouth about it. And that had wound up in a back-alley, watching a girl he wanted to stay whole, dissolve. She wasn't a fucking mess: if she had been, maybe everyone would have just stepped the fuck back and let her fall apart.

"What happened?" He pushed up off the back of the bench, hands in his pockets and the easy smile melted like snow, replaced with concern. He'd figured rehab again, eventually. After Joey, after whatever it was had torn them all up like paper and scattered them. But without Louis to push, to yank Neil into doing something, maybe that hadn't happened. It was a new thought, but the immediate moment was pinned on whatever had pushed her toward it. He didn't move toward the door.

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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]tinieblas
2015-04-01 08:07 pm UTC (link)
This wasn't her usual fix.

If the conversation with Neil hadn't gone like it had, maybe she would have viewed his question as something other than proof she was fucking shit at holding things together. And, ok, so maybe she should cut herself some fucking slack, yeah? It had only been a month since shit with Micah, since Joey, and she hadn't dealt with any of it. It was right the fuck there every time she woke, and she she just shoved it down as best as she fucking could.

And she knew what she needed, yeah? She knew, but asking for it had bitten her hard in the ass, and now she just felt fucking guilty about it, so she was done with that shit too. A shithole, that was what Cris said. Neil said it was difficult. Lou just fucking pushed and screamed. Door slammed shut, and fuck this all. Push and yank? She didn't WANT anyone pushing and yanking Neil anywhere. That was the fucking problem. Fuck.

So, yeah, any other day? She might have just sat her ass down and answered him. But there was a little glass pipe burning a hole in the pocket of her hoodie, and this wasn't her usual fix. She was bounce and jitter and adrenaline, and she licked at the burn on her lower lip and blinked those dilated eyes at him.

"Yeah, ok, no," she muttered, hand dragged through her hair and one forgotten pigtail going loose with the force of the shove, fingers through cornsilk, and she shook her head. "I'm not doing this shit today. Yeah?"

And running? She was fucking good at running. She was starting to think she should have never fucking stopped. So, that was what she did. Unfocused, she turned, and she ran, elbows into people, and getting lost in this part of New York was a fucking breeze. She had a feeling getting lost in general wasn't going to be so fucking easy, not this time. She couldn't BE the kind of ok everyone fucking wanted her to be. She tried, yeah? She fucking tried, and she couldn't do it.

Difficult. Yeah, she was so done making shit difficult for people. So fucking done.

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