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Russ C ([info]greasemonkey) wrote in [info]rooms,
@ 2015-03-30 20:23:00

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Entry tags:!marvel comics, *log, russ campbell, sam alexander

Marvel: Russ & Sam
Who: Russ C & Sam A
What: Art.
When: Recently.
Warnings: Both swear a lot.

The air was early-spring cool but the sun in Marvel New York was brighter than Gotham's silty haze, smog-filtered sunshine wasn't the same as the light winking off Stark's behemoth of steel and blue glass. New York was buzzing this close to the break, little kids herded in sugar-sweet pastel coats and joggers clotting the streets like blood pumping through arteries, relentless and purposeful pace. Newspapers flapped, caught like wingless birds in stuttered gutters clumped with trash and drowning in rain. The city was caught between seasons, and the wind ruffled the overlong blond that met the turned-up collar of Russ's jacket, bit as far as it could past flannel. Russ wasn't running. He didn't have a sticky hand in his, an upturned face asking 'why?' The kid was safe, or at least, he'd been reassured by the bounding energy and the electric-watt smile when Nathan came to the door when he'd dropped off a missing but much-loved video-game, that Nathan was as close to safe as he could risk. There were no protracted arguments, no doors slammed. Russ had melted away from Marina's apartment like the vestiges of snow in city New York; like he'd never been there at all. Weekends, they were now planned. Calendar reminders, shifts booked off work. Nathan was now a holiday, instead of the main event.

Ford was gone too, or so quiet, he was barely there at all. That shit was getting to be habit, people churning through the doors, the hotel locking some of them one by one. But this - New York, another door on a different hallway to the one Gotham lived in that was grime caked into the doorframe's wood so deep it couldn't be removed - this wasn't an empty apartment with a blue painted room and it wasn't nowhere near the bar the guys went off-shift that was so familiar it could have been home. Wasn't anyplace he recognized, and Russ dragged in a lungful of city air along with his smoke, the cigarette ashing down to glowing stub between his fingertips.

MOMA was an imposing hulk at his back, glass and black and he didn't know shit about art but what he'd clicked around to read, trying to find something that wasn't paintings of dead people from centuries ago that no one gave a shit about. MOMA had looked weird, and like the shit in the galleries maybe meant something to people still living, and Russ figured that was better.

He wasn't nothing but himself. Jeans a little too dirty at the knees to be anything but yesterday's work clothes, the thick flannel collar of his shirt turned up against the worn-soft leather of the coat that stretched across his shoulders. New York might be different, but Russ figured until the door slammed on him, he wasn't changing much. The lighter snapped between his fingers; the sprawl on the public bench over weathered wood didn't shift, even if he tracked the passing of strangers with lazy interest in blue eyes.



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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]greasemonkey
2015-04-01 05:58 pm UTC (link)
Maybe it was all that spring sunshine, or the way New York was empty of expectation, of broken promises and ambiguity. Russell wasn't waiting for an anonymous chick who traded philosophy late nights or one who had been and gone and back again to show, bench-side. He was waiting for Sam, and maybe that part was why he looked again.

Louis was a voice in the back of his head, even if he didn't carry it out on display, and he put together the way she bounced like she wasn't cold, and the flooded black of her pupils real easy. Because Russ saw shit. He just didn't open up his mouth about it. And that had wound up in a back-alley, watching a girl he wanted to stay whole, dissolve. She wasn't a fucking mess: if she had been, maybe everyone would have just stepped the fuck back and let her fall apart.

"What happened?" He pushed up off the back of the bench, hands in his pockets and the easy smile melted like snow, replaced with concern. He'd figured rehab again, eventually. After Joey, after whatever it was had torn them all up like paper and scattered them. But without Louis to push, to yank Neil into doing something, maybe that hadn't happened. It was a new thought, but the immediate moment was pinned on whatever had pushed her toward it. He didn't move toward the door.

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Re: MOMA: Sam & Russ
[info]tinieblas
2015-04-01 08:07 pm UTC (link)
This wasn't her usual fix.

If the conversation with Neil hadn't gone like it had, maybe she would have viewed his question as something other than proof she was fucking shit at holding things together. And, ok, so maybe she should cut herself some fucking slack, yeah? It had only been a month since shit with Micah, since Joey, and she hadn't dealt with any of it. It was right the fuck there every time she woke, and she she just shoved it down as best as she fucking could.

And she knew what she needed, yeah? She knew, but asking for it had bitten her hard in the ass, and now she just felt fucking guilty about it, so she was done with that shit too. A shithole, that was what Cris said. Neil said it was difficult. Lou just fucking pushed and screamed. Door slammed shut, and fuck this all. Push and yank? She didn't WANT anyone pushing and yanking Neil anywhere. That was the fucking problem. Fuck.

So, yeah, any other day? She might have just sat her ass down and answered him. But there was a little glass pipe burning a hole in the pocket of her hoodie, and this wasn't her usual fix. She was bounce and jitter and adrenaline, and she licked at the burn on her lower lip and blinked those dilated eyes at him.

"Yeah, ok, no," she muttered, hand dragged through her hair and one forgotten pigtail going loose with the force of the shove, fingers through cornsilk, and she shook her head. "I'm not doing this shit today. Yeah?"

And running? She was fucking good at running. She was starting to think she should have never fucking stopped. So, that was what she did. Unfocused, she turned, and she ran, elbows into people, and getting lost in this part of New York was a fucking breeze. She had a feeling getting lost in general wasn't going to be so fucking easy, not this time. She couldn't BE the kind of ok everyone fucking wanted her to be. She tried, yeah? She fucking tried, and she couldn't do it.

Difficult. Yeah, she was so done making shit difficult for people. So fucking done.

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