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Tweak says, "Broom her fast!"

. (mareas) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-11-10 20:07:00

Entry tags:

*journal, *voice, clementine murphy, dick grayson, shane alexander

Dick G, Shane A
[Phone call to Dick Grayson]
[The night before he's supposed to pick her up for church. Ring.]

[Locked to Shane A]
Going. You tell Graham come morning.

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	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:03 am UTC (link)
	Not angry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 08:03 am UTC (link)
	I made him fucking do it, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:05 am UTC (link)
	Don't matter. We talked about it together. Both knew it was right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 08:05 am UTC (link)
	think you'd both be happier not knowing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:06 am UTC (link)
	Too late for that, honey. This is the best thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 08:08 am UTC (link)
	he doesn't just fucking see your sister, Peaches, yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:11 am UTC (link)
	Honey, that would be a whole lot more believable coming from a man who hasn't been saying it half a year straight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Clementine M/Shane A

iconoclasm
2014-11-11 08:17 am UTC (link)

that's the fucking problem? yeah, he's seen her in you, he fucks up and forgets she's dead, but the fucking problem isn't that, if you can fucking believe it. it's not Lorelei. it's you. it's that he doesn't just see her that it bothers him and he feels guilty. if the man could fucking live off of wishful thinking, he would, yeah? he says you're like his sister because he still wears his goddamn wedding ring. he feels guilty because he thinks he's still fucking married. shit, I've known him for more than half my goddamn life. only other person he ever looked at like he looks at you is Lore and it's not because he thinks you're her, yeah? it's different from the look with Lore but it's fucking close.

I tried to scare you off, yeah? in zombies? a part of it was Lorelei, but not all of it.

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Re: Clementine M/Shane A

mareas
2014-11-11 08:29 am UTC (link)

It bothers him on account of it not being her, but it isn't me, neither. He's just fussed because he manages to confuse someone he doesn't feel a thing for with the love of his life, and it eats him rotten. I can see it in his face, can't you? That he's asking himself how he could hurt Lore by doing that? By getting it wrong, and whatever you think you're seeing, it's just that carrying over.

Not that it matters worth a lick. I spent the night with that man, and I didn't recognize him a bit. I haven't seen that man since I was just a little girl, all darling and sweetheart and flirting like you wouldn't believe, but I should've realized. Maybe part of me did, but who knows, and all it means is I got to go find my own way. Siblings move on. It's what they do.

Whatever reason you had for chasing me clear, you were right in doing it. You said it again a day ago, and I think you got that man's welfare at heart in every damn thing you do. You're just being sweet to me now, and I appreciate it, but fact remains that Graham isn't going to look at me without thinking bout the things he said and did. You know it well as I do, and he needs to just forget. It's why we were going to run whoever he was with off for him, wasn't it?

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Re: Clementine M/Shane A

iconoclasm
2014-11-11 08:36 am UTC (link)

I'm not being fucking sweet, Clementine. [Oooh. A name.] he won't ever fucking forget Lorelei. he thinks he killed her. he can't fucking forget, so he can't be some stupid man you fall into fucking bed with. he won't worship you like you like, but that doesn't mean he'll never fucking feel love for you, yeah? and not fucking sisterly bullshit.

all I asked is that you fucking don't languish in front of him or whatever, yeah? memories are fucking hard for everyone, him especially. it's not because I thought you'd break him for-fucking-ever.

but I get it, yeah? you want your space or to give him his or whatever. fucking fine. but it's not me or him making that fucking decision. you think he won't come after your ass, you're dead wrong.

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Re: Clementine M/Shane A

mareas
2014-11-11 08:46 am UTC (link)

I never said I wanted Graham loving me. Don't go putting words in my mouth. Shane, the man meant it when he said the sister thing. You ask him, he'll tell you same. I don't want him coming after me. This isn't me running so he'll chase, it's me running because it damn well hurts to be run off like something that don't matter. That's me being a hypocrite, because we were planning on doing it so some poor sap of a girl, but I remember every damn thing he said, and I remember every damn thing he did, and I need to not remember that for a spell, because it wasn't ever meant for me.

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	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 08:51 am UTC (link)
	not Graham. whoever. wasn't about fucking Graham. you want someone like that, yeah? he fucking told you it was him because it did matter. coulda fucking kept it to himself, but, yeah, whatever, I get it. I'll tell him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:54 am UTC (link)
	Like that night? Shane, any damn woman that says they don't want a man that treats her like that is lying through her damn teeth. Thank you. You can always reach me using this. If anything goes bad, you let me know. I mean it, you hear? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 08:56 am UTC (link)
	some want it, some fucking need it. there's a difference. yeah, okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 08:58 am UTC (link)
	Doesn't make a lick of difference. Was Lore he was talking to, not me. All he wanted was to pretend like this thing never happened, like I never happened, and now we made it so he can't never forget. [Nothing more.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 09:05 am UTC (link)
	he's a fucking grown man, Peaches. it makes you feel better to take the blame, fine, but he's not some kid. [Hmph.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A mareas 2014-11-11 09:06 am UTC (link)
	It's not blame. It's plain fact. Can't go changing it, Shane. Done's done. Now hush. Goodnight. I got to go. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Clementine M/Shane A iconoclasm 2014-11-11 09:09 am UTC (link)
	yeah, okay. night, Peaches (Reply to this) (Parent)

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