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Tweak says, "no"

Rooms' Halloween Memories Tasting (roomstasting) wrote in rooms,
@ 2014-11-05 22:31:00

Entry tags:

*journal, anonymous, erik lehnsherr, harley quinn, helena wayne

[Public, anonymous.]
[In Long cool woman.]

I'm going to count to three. A scream that should belong to him.

No second chance, but to burn.

I promised you five, but we only made it to four.

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	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 02:44 pm UTC (link)
	People waste too much time trying to control everyone else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 02:47 pm UTC (link)
	If I was meant to heel, I'd be a dog. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 02:49 pm UTC (link)
	As you know from my memory, I know a great deal about being a dog. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 02:53 pm UTC (link)
	! That is not - I wasn't trying to throw that in your face. [...] Some things just [...] came up recently. I don't like it when people try to control me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 02:58 pm UTC (link)
	It's fine, Alison. I'm not a dog anymore, and I haven't come to heel since I was a teenager. I feel much the same way when someone tries to control me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 03:01 pm UTC (link)
	After the pulse, two of my "brothers" showed up to take me home. One said he wanted to "help me". I think the other was just there for muscle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:06 pm UTC (link)
	Family is difficult. I have "children" here, and "grandchildren." [...] I am attempting to speak with them, but I don't think I'm made for it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 03:08 pm UTC (link)
	Are they blood? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:24 pm UTC (link)
	One of them is, I think. He is from my world and I believe I knew his mother, but I wasn't aware of his existence. He doesn't know about me. [...] My daughter is from another world, and I don't know if that would make her blood to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 03:27 pm UTC (link)
	Do you believe she's the daughter of her world's you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:28 pm UTC (link)
	She says she is, and she has no reason to lie. She hates her father, but I think she loves him too. Otherwise she wouldn't speak with me. She has children of her own, they are here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 03:33 pm UTC (link)
	It's hard to say without knowing her. My father isn't here. But there is another version of him. I love him even when I want to slap him. This world's version of my mother? I love her until she opens her mouth and then I hate her. She opens her mouth a lot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:37 pm UTC (link)
	It is not easy to find you have children when you never planned on having any. It's a relationship unknown to me, my parents died when I was young. I have nothing to work from. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Alison V/Erik L

lionessrises
2014-11-07 03:42 pm UTC (link)

[...] Accept that you're going to fuck up. Accept that they're going to fuck up. Accept that there's going to be fighting. I'm close to my father and my brother and we've all fought. Sometimes it gets physical. My brother threatened to murder me with the kitchen knives.

Not that your family is like that, but... Be prepared for rocky. If its something you want, its worth it.

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	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:50 pm UTC (link)
	My daughter agrees with Charles and not with me. We will always fight about the right way to push forward our people. My son has been with me, although he doesn't seem interested in either side just yet. [...] I am uncertain what I want. She agreed to meet me for the first time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 03:54 pm UTC (link)
	Be certain, because it isn't going to be easy. And if you quit in the middle, then her father won't be the only Erik she hates. I disagree with them all the time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-07 03:57 pm UTC (link)
	I didn't think I was going to have children, it never occurred to me. But I was reminded of my mother in the drink, and she would want me to connect with family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-07 10:36 pm UTC (link)
	[...] I used to want children. [...] Connecting with family is hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-08 12:51 am UTC (link)
	I don't know if she's family. Yet. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-08 01:07 am UTC (link)
	[...] You don't want to make her family in the evet that she rejects you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-08 04:50 am UTC (link)
	I don't invest energy unless I think it's worthwhile. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-08 05:10 am UTC (link)
	[...] What do you think you're going to get out of her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-08 05:45 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. [...] Connection, perhaps. I met my son here, and while he's not aware of our relationship, it's been reasonably interesting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L lionessrises 2014-11-08 05:53 am UTC (link)
	Oh, family is always interesting. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Alison V/Erik L wearethefuture 2014-11-08 05:53 am UTC (link)
	I'm uncertain why I'm trying, it's not like me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)