InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "My dog ate my sanity"

inkonstage (inkonstage) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-10-05 10:29:00

Entry tags:

*journal, marta flores, matthew murdock

[Matt M]
[She almost feels weird locking it to his real name, but she goes with it. And without really knowing why she's doing it to begin with, when she feels like she's falling apart. But talking to him makes her forget how she feels sometimes. And so after this...]

You know, there's a video out there right now of a guy that looks like the type that would get hit by a bus and then pretend it wasn't a big deal when he's talking to people about it. [...] Do you think I should be worried about that guy?

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	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-11 04:45 am UTC (link)
	Okay, there's lack of fear, and then there's just letting it get out of hand. I still worry about how much you get hurt. You haven't talked me out of that yet. Don't even want to take a guess? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-11 05:05 am UTC (link)
	[There is a long pause before this comes all at once. He has obviously rewritten it a few times, and it is missing his usual jovial, antique phrasing.] I have been hurt as bad, if not worse, many times before, and by better men than these petulant children and their drugs. I do not like to think I am so special. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-11 05:26 am UTC (link)
	[A slightly longer pause than others she's had.] Men with drugs? Just the fact that you say you don't want to think that you're special makes you special. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-11 05:30 am UTC (link)
	They seek to do business here. Nay. Men and women with more ability than I were burnt for their talents. I do not like to think I am one of them, even if it be true. I was a thoughtless enough boy in my youth, and nothing remarkable to display. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-11 05:37 am UTC (link)
	[...] Yeah, it's New York. That's going to happen. Are you trying to make up for it by being extra remarkable now? Because you can say that you don't have the same sorts of abilities, but you're out there attacking buses and doing shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-11 05:38 am UTC (link)
	Not here. Nay. It is new to me, to be so visible. 'Twas not my [...] career, before. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-11 05:41 am UTC (link)
	Yes here. Yes fucking everywhere! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-11 05:45 am UTC (link)
	Not in a place where I draw breath. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-11 08:14 pm UTC (link)
	So you're going to put your life and the life of others on the line? For something that isn't going to change? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-12 04:17 am UTC (link)
	It will change. Mayhap I can only change one street, or two. Ay tho, it will change. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-12 01:32 pm UTC (link)
	It won't change. It's not a thing that changes. What'll happen is you'll get hurt or killed and other people will get hurt or killed and people will still be buying and using just as much as they always were or more. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-14 05:50 am UTC (link)
	[He stops replying.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-14 05:57 am UTC (link)
	[Jittery penmanship.] You don't underst [...] don't fucking [...] [No more.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew sightless 2015-10-14 05:58 am UTC (link)
	[Dot of ink. No reply.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Marta/Matthew inkonstage 2015-10-14 06:00 am UTC (link)
	[She's closed her book and doesn't even see the dot.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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