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Tweak says, "mi casa es su casa!"

inkonstage (inkonstage) wrote in rooms,
@ 2015-09-23 11:10:00

Entry tags:

*voice, marta flores, seven morgan

[phonecall: Seven M]
[After a meeting with her doctor (one of them), needing to talk to him about something...]

Ring.

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	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-24 03:12 am UTC (link)
	[Quiet on her end of the line other than some background sounds of traffic. She's walking.] Um. It was okay. I guess. [More walking, and then it goes a little quieter, the sounds shifting. "Holton to the Pharmacy for pickup..."] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-24 11:57 pm UTC (link)
	[A quiet throat clear, trying to get his voice back to a place that sounds a little more awake.] Just okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Seven/Marta

inkonstage
2015-09-25 12:06 am UTC (link)

[She's not moving fast, but it's obvious from the sounds that she's in the drug store. She thought this would be easier over the phone, but now she's not so sure. With a deep breath, all at once:] So we have to decide if... [She pauses, stopping in the aisle with paper plates and tissues.] I have a prescription. And it's supposed to be safe, so we can keep feeding Sawyer like we have been, or I can pick up some formula while I'm here. [It's a little rushed, and then she goes silent.]

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	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-26 10:29 am UTC (link)
	[A long, slow blink at that. His thumb and forefinger rubbing over the bridge of his nose.] A prescription? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-27 04:46 am UTC (link)
	[The sounds continue on her end as she doesn't say anything at first. Then the sound of her moving as she walks away from someone that had come into her aisle.] She said to... help me get back on track. [Softer.] To bounce back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-28 12:03 pm UTC (link)
	Well. [The briefest pause, and a low hum. It's thoughtful, more than anything.] How do you feel about that? [Another beat, while he actually winces. Way to sound like you're playing the fucking therapy game, Seven. Jesus.] I mean... that's good, yeah? Or... is it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-28 02:34 pm UTC (link)
	[A longer pause, and then a frustrated (but quiet) sigh.] I don't know. [...] I feel all fucked up still and I don't want to feel like that... [She trails off, and it's obvious there's more there to say.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-28 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	[There's a solid few minutes where he tries his damn best to bite down on the words that are leaving his mouth, but he doesn't entirely succeed.] So - this is a good thing, yeah? I mean, what do you want to do? With the baby? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Seven/Marta

inkonstage
2015-09-28 03:16 pm UTC (link)

[In that time, she's wandered around the drugstore. The doctor had called in her prescription, so she doesn't have to drop it off - just pick it up when she's ready. Standing in front of the formula and trying to say out loud the sorts of things she's been talking to Sam about...] Yeah. [Pause.] It's good. [Pause.] I mean, she's a few months old now, so formula should be fine. And it means that you won't have to ...rely on me because she needs to eat. It'll be good. It'll free things up for you.

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	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-28 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	[He tries for gentle and pauses, while rubbing the back of his hand over his forehead. He goes for just nodding - only until he realizes that Marta can't quite see the gesture.] Okay? [Again, with the nodding.] Is that... what you want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-28 05:50 pm UTC (link)
	[Oh, miscommunication. You are an awful thing. Thinking he's talking about him being 'freed' up, which she sees as him being happier. Softly.] Of course. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-28 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	[Frown. Nothing has been this easy, between them and Bean being born.] Why don't I feel like we're talking about the same thing, Marta? [Soft huff of an exhale.] What do you mean about... not 'relying' on you? Look, hey, you know it's okay whether you're breastfeeding or pumping or we're doing formula, or whatever, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Call: Seven/Marta

inkonstage
2015-09-28 11:02 pm UTC (link)

[She doesn't reply to the first part because the second part catches her off-guard. Quiet for a bit, and then clearing her throat.] Yeah, I know that. [Not true. And after another second.] It's just we talked about it before she was born... [And now, that's the only thing she's actually been able to do for Bean. And if he's saying that she doesn't have to, then she's not doing anything.

And with her appointment and the prescription, with talking to Sam, and with talking to him, she's getting more and more turned around in her head.]

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	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-29 12:14 am UTC (link)
	[Beat. He's not convinced.] Yeah, we talked about it before she was born, but we can talk about it now too, right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-29 04:17 pm UTC (link)
	No, yeah. We can. Things are different now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-09-29 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	Tell me what you want to do, sweetheart. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-09-29 10:07 pm UTC (link)
	[Staring at the formula, knowing she's going to have to pick some up.] I want what's best for her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-10-02 03:07 am UTC (link)
	[With his forehead propped up against the heel of his hand, gaze cast down at one spot on the carpet.] And what if I want what's best for the both of you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-10-02 03:19 am UTC (link)
	[Softly.] I'll be fine. But she's too little, so it has to be about her... [And then a pause, like that's answered everything.] Okay. [A nod. Not that he can see it. Softer:] ...okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-10-02 03:23 am UTC (link)
	[Frown. He can recognize the difference in how she sounds between this moment and the last.] What does that mean? [...] Come on, Marta. Talk to me for real. How do you feel about this shit? What do you need? Or want? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-10-02 03:28 am UTC (link)
	I need you both to be okay. Her and you. I need you both to be the best you can. Healthy and happy and... everything. [She's still quiet, but she's telling the truth.] (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta luckiestnumber 2015-10-04 07:58 am UTC (link)
	And what about what I need? What if I need you to be okay, if I'm gonna be okay? [Eyes closed.] What then, honey? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Call: Seven/Marta inkonstage 2015-10-05 01:30 am UTC (link)
	[Obviously startled by that. Like she hadn't thought that was an option at all.] Oh. I... [A pause.] No, you'd be okay without m- [Stopping before she finishes that thought out aloud. In a rush.] I have to go now. I'll be h-back later. Soon. Later. [And then the sound of the phone cutting off.] (Reply to this) (Parent)

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