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Declan suffered some ([info]setbacks) wrote in [info]rooms,
@ 2015-06-23 22:54:00

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Entry tags:!marvel comics, *log, clementine murphy, declan murphy

quicklog: declan and clementine, marvel
[The night was an inviolable promise at his back, dreams lost to the sugar glaze of rising dawn, chewed up cherry pit red, well on its way to striking gold. His coffee sat black with contrast, landfill dark in a paper cup that made assurances on common man's simplicity, even if it was secretly an import of Indonesian Luwak. Declan enjoyed small pleasures, but sometimes those small pleasures were three hundred dollars a kilogram. Fly fishing, flannel, and inheritance to spare.

It was nearly six when Declan parked his truck aat the firehouse. Alongside the bricks and facing the street, he slumped his seat back to admire a glowing dawn still on the rise. Declan suspected that he would be waiting on Clementine for awhile, and he cut the engine off after letting his driver's side window down. The breeze was subtle without the stickiness that would come closer to noon. He let the weightlessness of it coax between his empty fingers. He drank strong coffee to combat the morning grogginess that came with prescription pills. It helped, he thought, although he couldn't account for the occasional tired strain to his eyes.

As it occurred to him, Declan pulled on the edge of the rearview mirror, assessing his reflection for any signs of weakness. The caffeine helped with his color as well. The Siberian blue of his eyes looked alert rather than drained. He was wearing faded cotton white and dark blue Dickies. Even when he wasn't on rotation at work, most of his clothing seemed to function in a similar spectrum of blues. He hadn't bothered to shave, and he ran some fingers up the underside of his chin with consideration of the prickle before giving a fresh glance out to the street. He'd give Clementine five more minutes before deciding that she'd slept in. He was still trying to decide if that called for dialing her number or just driving off altogether.]



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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-03 04:49 am UTC (link)
[Memory served Clementine on silver platters and good china, special occasions with crinoline curling like cumulus from under the hem of her skirts. After a certain age, Declan's school years were spent in Connecticut, where it was cold like old money and just like home in that way. Summer months were sticky warm with a lemonade tang, the Clementine season. Those months when school was out and a family of fractured perfection was reassembled at the great house. Paper dolls patched together with scotch tape. And hadn't the southern belle always seemed to hold herself in such high esteem while amongst them? Separate, but equal. An angel to crown the Murphy family tree(if Chloe would let her).

The summer was Declan's deserved homecoming as much, and perhaps more so, than it was Clementine's. He'd had no other home, no mother heralding from a southern plantation. All Declan had was the grand house and the power plays with his siblings(when he actually ventured to engage with them). So while Clementine was an outsider made by the distance of an ocean, Declan was one by his own choosing. And some things never changed, like the way he now secluded himself at a wooded lake on the weekends. Nothing and no one, just the lap of water on the dock.

He didn't protest when she plugged into his dash's radio, but the set line of his mouth spoke disapproval as he steered them toward the nearest freeway onramp. Country music was outside his familiarity. He had vague concepts of it, ideas perpetuated by Hollywood and the persistent whine that carried through from one song to another. The look he gave Clementine was brief, but it clearly conveyed, "Really?" Although, he wasn't one for music at all on most days, so maybe he was an unfair judge.]

Obeying the speed limit doesn't make me aged. [His eyebrows knit with the argument, the only sign that he was bothered by the idea. Well, not the only sign... as the truck made for a middle lane on the highway, the odometer put them nearly ten over the limit. He had a general impatience with other drivers, but rarely bothered to push past them. His style of driving was coasting and controlled, smooth with one hand propped on top of the wheel. He leaned back in his seat and cruised, like it was him and not her who came from the comforts of the lazy South.]

You really listen to this stuff? [He finally had to ask.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-03 06:55 pm UTC (link)
[Crowning over Chloe was an easy thing. Daddy never liked Chloe much, and Eloise was more daddy's type, all blonde and fair, but Alexander watched over Eloise like the world would catch fire if he didn't, and Chloe was cold as ice gone even more froze, just like that Murphy wife. Clementine hadn't ever worried a lick over her Murphy siblings, and with real good reason. They were boarding schools and manners, taught to be the real perfect children of an MP, while Clementine was reared to be wild and bright and selfish as bees. It made her different, and it drew her daddy like honey, and she didn't realize it was all damn wrong until later. She never did ask why all her schooling didn't incorporate etiquette any, and why no one never bothered to teach her to lose that accent, or to not use double negatives like they were positives. Took years, figuring that what made her different than her British siblings was what her daddy liked so well.

But Declan, he was caught someplace between, just like her. Some creature in amber, suspended, even if he never would talk on it. Born on the wrong side of the sheets as she was, and the only difference was his momma wasn't an acknowledged mistress, beloved because she was more girl than woman, all beauty and shock value and dancing through dance halls like she wasn't tarnished any. But that made them the same some, least in Clementine's eyes, her and Declan. She reckoned Declan thought they were night and day, but Clementine figured night and day needed each other plenty.]

Being careful makes you aged. [She teased it, bottom lip between her teeth, and her looking at him like it was one of those country summers when he wouldn't ever pay her a bit of mind, no matter how she trailed on after him.] I listen to this stuff. I go dancing to this stuff. You go dancing any, Dec? [She couldn't imagine the man dancing, not if his feet were on fire. She figured her brother would stand there, stoic and refusing, even as he burned.] You tell me what you been up to all these between years.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-04 08:40 pm UTC (link)
One of us has to be. [Careful, that is. There was nothing wrong with being careful, although he was often the only one of his siblings that thought so. It wasn't in his genetic makeup to play it safe, but the risks that he took were all in pursuit of some greater loneliness. Motorcycles without sidecars, ships lost at sea. He'd never been particularly apt at the kind of games that the other Murphy children played, rather he preferred to ignore them altogether.]

Dancing? No. [He could remember learning when he was young. Where to place his hands and all the steps to the waltz, but he didn't think that was the kind of dancing one did to this kind of music. This was music for boot scooting and beer that came in cans. Red bandanna print everywhere. Amused, he repeated his answer with a shake of head.] No, not ever. [Which wasn't entirely true. He'd danced at his wedding, but that felt like a lifetime ago. He aimed not to think about that period in time, and was often successful in doing so. He sucked in a breath when Clementine asked what he'd been up to, and he held it because of the way her question coincided with thoughts of his wedded past.]

Travel, mostly. I stayed in Thailand for awhile… Canada too. Wherever there was some non-corporate work. I'd already settled in New York for awhile before I was brought here. [Brief gesture out the window to signify that this wasn't exactly the New York he'd come from.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-05 04:48 am UTC (link)
Better you be careful than me. [Though Clementine, she didn't have a deathwish any. She liked her thrills, but she liked 'em safe. Casual sex, but real covered up with a rubber. A roller coaster, but the belt on real tight. She didn't drug, and she didn't drink hard, and she didn't go looking for things that might leave her hurting. She was loud as bells, and she was wild some, but she was careful. She liked living too damn much to be otherwise, and that was the real simple truth of it. The most dangerous thing she did was working, but she'd fuss at him about it, because she'd learned young that making Declan ornery was near as good as making him notice her.]

I'll take you dancing, and you'll hate every last minute like you were getting some teeth pulled. [She loved dancing to this kind of music, though she still did it in Dior and Louboutin. She had some jeans, but they were all designer, honey. But that sucked in breath of his, that went drawing her attention keen, and she sipped on her coffee as she waited to see if he told her true whatever made him react that way.]

Any love stories to tell? [She asked it playful, as if she wanted story time. Truth was, she just wanted to know what he'd been up to, and all that traveling wasn't near enough to the skin to appease Clementine any.] You already know about my failures in baby making. [Though she didn't think she'd ever told him who the baby's daddy was, but might be better if he didn't know. She didn't expect Declan to go being all protective any, but Murphys were real particular about their own blood.] You talked to Alexander any? He's got himself a child out there too.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-05 06:45 am UTC (link)
[The sideways slide of his attention, from the road to where she sipped at her coffee, said without words that he didn't believe she knew a thing about what it meant to be careful. Declan wasn't particularly schooled in the practice of looking before leaping, but he knew what it was to be hurt in all manner of ways… and he avoided getting hurt the same way more than once. He didn't do well with being made a fool, and getting burned twice was about as foolish as one could be. So Declan drove without risk, he demolished any ideas of a second marriage one day… and his life was better for it.]

I don't plan on dancing with you unless I lose a bet. [That was a hard promise. He could feel her looking at him, and her stare premised her question about love in such a way that the knot in his stomach told him what she was going to get nosy about before she even spoke. Maybe her mention of the baby was a variety of olive branch, but he couldn't be sure that the old news of her having a child was any kind of secret. Then again, he supposed that news of his marriage might not be much of a secret either. He'd gotten married on a whim at a New York courthouse, and while none of his siblings were in attendance on that day, it wouldn't have surprised Declan to know that some of them might have known about the relationship, despite its brevity. Their father had made no small show of his disapproval when speaking with Declan, he was likely even more vocal when speaking to any of the others. Of course, Alexander was likely privy to nothing, not even gossip. The others were ghosts in this world, except for Clementine, whom he suspected would have already spoken up to tease if she'd known.

Yet, it seemed like the upper hand to expose truths before it could be exposed for him. Even half-truths.] I got married awhile back. [There was no sentiment to the words. In fact, he seemed more invested in the road than the tale. After a beat, he continued and kept the story short.] It didn't last. [Obviously, as he wore no ring.]

But yes, Alexander and I speak occasionally. We don't talk about children, mostly just who he's planning on murdering. [He took his eyes off the road to glance her way, smirking.] Don't worry, its not you. [He was deeply aware of the fact that they did not get along.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-05 08:10 am UTC (link)
[Clementine, she'd demolished a whole lot of things for herself along the way, and she'd ended up right smack in the middle of them all the same. Wasn't deliberate, and she'd tried real hard not to be what her momma or daddy wanted from her. Instead, she'd gone and crafted some living that wasn't for herself at all, and she was just now learning how that whole business was done. No Murphy machination, no Sunday suitors her momma would approve of, and no career behind some camera and looking pretty. She was getting on in years now, was Clementine, and no point trying to be things for folks who weren't here neither. It was that dreaming that had driven it on home, the fact that she had no home, that she wasn't a thing for her ownself, and she was changing that a little more every day with her waking.]

Never knew you for scared, Dec. [She sounded like summer teasing, like she had young when she tried to goad him. Declan, he wasn't easy for goading, but that never did keep Clementine from trying. Like now, when she wanted to know what all them thoughts crossing his pretty face were, and she waited some, song switching to Bonnie Rait singing about not being able to make a man love her any. Clementine didn't know a thing about Declan's marrying, but explaining that might lead to her daddy, dead in her bed and his face smashed right in, and she didn't want that neither. So, she just waited some.

And it paid off. She looked at him real surprised, and there was no doubt she hadn't known about that marriage.] I want to know about her. You go on and tell me who convinced you to go wedding and bedding. [Declan, she didn't take him for a romantic, but she reckoned she might be wrong about a lot of things. They'd still been growing last they saw each other, after all.]

Alexander already tried killing me. Think it's bad form to try to kill someone twice, even for a Murphy. [She put her empty coffee cup down, and her expression made it real clear she wasn't funning, not even a little.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-06 02:26 am UTC (link)
[There was an embittered sound from him when Clementine suggested that he may have been scared. It was soft, stemmed from the throat. Not enough to even qualify as a scoff, like he wasn't going to give the energy for that to something so ridiculous. It was a tease, and Declan knew it. Young, he might have ignored her for days, but there was only so much pricking that a grown man could take before he started getting rustled. He glanced to Clementine again when she became wide eyed with surprise and insistent on hearing about Jo.]

What in heaven makes you think I want to talk about my ex-wife? [There was the difference in them right there. Both Murphy, but Clementine could talk a hole through stone, and Declan was just as happy to bury all the things left unsaid. She was born for gossip, the daughter of a starlet. He was born for secrets and escapes.] Besides, there is no reasoning in telling you anything about it, you'll just try to romanticize it in some damn way. [As if getting married had anything to do with romance. Sure, it had been like that once, but Declan didn't want to relive it. When things went sour, he preferred to hold onto his grudges like any Murphy.

And because he figured that she might go pouting at him, compelling him to tell her something, Declan sped up, which meant concentrating on the road. It was what she said about Alexander that made him slow back down, brow furrowed as he glanced over his shoulder to check for the clearance to change lanes.] You're kidding, right? [But no, he supposed she wasn't. Declan wasn't sure how to feel about that, although the wordless line of his mouth and solid set to his jaw conveyed that he didn't like the idea much.]

What the hell for?

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-06 02:47 am UTC (link)
[She faced that glance straight on, and even telling he was getting fussed didn't make her take back the asking about his wife.] I'm curious who could get you to the altar. Ain't nothing wrong with that. [She didn't even protest hard, because that was a fine thing to be curious 'bout, least she reckoned it was. Married brother, and her not knowing a thing about it, that called for some asking.] I don't romanticize a thing. Romance is for folks that ain't grown up and don't know better, sugar. [She said that real straight, on account of believing it to her toes. Clementine, she didn't believe in fairytales, not a damn bit.] Only folks I know that loved each other true were Lore and Graham, and all it got my sister was dead.

[He sped up, and it distracted her for a second, just long enough to make her look on at the road and give him a chance to ask after Alexander. She turned another one of them surprised looks at him, this one with a real perfectly waxed brow arching.] He didn't tell you all the horrible things I did right off? [She scoffed, and she looked out the window.]

Chloe wanted that man back, Neil, you know, the one she dated in college. Man didn't want to go, and they hired some hit man to take out Neil's woman, a slip of a crackwhore, and Chloe lied to me and said the girl was threatening her some. I felt guilty 'bout it once I learned she was just a child, and Chloe kept on, trying to stab Neil, hiring another hitman, and I gave them leverage to get her to stop, the other family. Alexander was bedding Chloe by then, and he got real fussed at me, ran me over with his Hummer. The crackwhore's brother shot Jude. It was all a real mess. Good thing you weren't here for it any.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-06 06:08 am UTC (link)
Is it that unexpected? [That he'd once thought about settling down? He'd never been anything like a lothario, not even when halfway across the world at school. Then again, he supposed it probably was thought of as an unlikely outcome. Their family had never taken well to outsiders. The affairs were fast in coming, but relationships crumbled easily like bank notes and blackmail. They were really only meant to rely on each other. Cliquish, even with all the width of the world spread between them, there would always be that inclination to draw closer to their own kind. It was an affection that bordered on incestuous(and occasionally stampeded well past that border). So mention of Chloe and Alexander wasn't even enough to raise an eyebrow, and he certainly too well-raised to remark upon it. The summer house, it'd been full of closed doors and pretending that all variety of things went unseen.

He didn't have an inclination to philosophize about Chloe's love life. Even mention of Neil's name wasn't enough to spark recollection of the man that Chloe had been dating while at college. The relationship likely hadn't held much interest for him at the time, as Declan was busy bouncing around the world from one fascination to the next. So he only shrugged at the mention of Neil. He recalled Chloe's attentions as being flippant despite being so possessive. The rest of the tale was without shock value, even the mention of hitmen and crackwhores. Or it was until she got to the part where Alexander had apparently hit her with his vehicle.

Declan made a contemplative sound that didn't exactly resemble pleasure. Even still, he supposed that Alexander had acted reasonably. Clementine had gone against the family… and, after all, Clementine and himself were only halves. So Declan just shook his head, disagreeable as ever and disliking all of the drama that the Murphy girls seemed to drag around with them like dolls by the hair.

It wasn't until the end that Declan became genuinely concerned. He mashed his thumb against the volume on the radio, muting it.] What? Who shot Jude? [Because, you see, someone was out of the loop.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-06 07:27 am UTC (link)
It is. I can't imagine you in love or married. [She said it plain, because she couldn't imagine it. Wasn't that she thought he was some Casanova, off loving and leaving women all over. He'd just never been especially keen on her, and Clem looked at the whole damn world from her own view. She'd never seen him loving, so she couldn't imagine him loving, and it was simple as that.

She didn't even watch close for his reaction during her telling of their half-siblings' exploits. She and Declan, they were both Murphys, sure enough. But there'd always been distinction some between the children born on the right side of the blanket, and the ones born wrong. She didn't have the slightest clue if Declan felt like she did 'bout the rest of the family, but she took it for granted he wouldn't be real surprised by anything she was saying. After all, Alexander'd been drooling after Eloise their whole damn lives, and Chloe was near the best second choice. And she didn't know if Declan knew about her daddy's predilections, but she reckoned he might; her momma always had.

He asked who shot Jude, like that was the real important thing.] Some Alexander, on account of us having that girl shot. Was all real ugly, and Chloe didn't even get her man in the end. Told her blackmailing him was better, but Chloe never did listen, and she was always real bad at strategy. [She looked out the window, like none of it did matter any.] Jude threw me down a staircase and tried to kill me after. Didn't like me spending time with other men, and he'd got himself possessed by some horseman of the apocalypse. [She laughed then, because she'd be damned if it all didn't sound just plain mad as could be.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-06 07:39 pm UTC (link)
[He frowned a little when she said that she couldn't imagine him like that, in love. It shouldn't have bothered him, but it did, and he'd never been full-Murphy enough to be able to hide what he was thinking. Others could feign perfect smiles when it suited them, but he just grimaced most of the time as his desire to be left alone superseded his desire to resemble the perfect child. After all, perfect children weren't born out of wedlock. What bothered him about the whole thing was that he envied Clementine's outlook. Wouldn't it be nice if he too could envision himself in that way? He'd never had designs on love having grown up in the house that he did, and he'd certainly never set off looking for it in anyway. It'd seemed like a quixotic and foolish endeavor best reserved for foolish people, of which he thought that he was not. But now he knew better, he was not immune. He just as reckless and ridiculous as the rest. He'd tasted that life and now he knew it's bittersweet intimately. He still craved it, but it was a craving that he stomped out in favor of more reasonable things, like pills.

Better to have loved and lost? He thought not.

The frown deepened when she carried on about the Chloe debacle. None of it was surprising, but he found the messiness of the situation very unbecoming. He couldn't ever put any of his siblings entirely in the wrong, he'd grown up in that same homeschool of thinking that they were different, and as such were held to different standards. It was strange, and maybe part of him knew that it was wrong, but he'd never been given much of a reason to think any other way. Outsiders were never very impressive. He'd fallen in love with Jo, sure, but look at how that ended.

He didn't much like hearing about how Jude had treated Clementine either. Jealousy lurked easy in his blood just like the others, and he squared his jaw while he turned the music back on, keeping it soft and low.]

Is all of this settled up now? [If there was some kind of feud going on, it'd be nice to know. Although it sounded like most of the trouble started with Chloe, and as she wasn't here, it may have dissipated.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-06 11:36 pm UTC (link)
[Clementine had grown up thinking the whole damn world lived in her daddy's open palm, and it was all for her. She hadn't realized until a whole lot later that things with her daddy weren't right. Lore'd known, but Lore'd gone and left, married up and carted herself full across the country to die, and it had taken a real long time for Clementine to figure things out for her ownself. Turned out that open palm and all that loving, it didn't come free any, and maybe that turned her sour on loving. Maybe Lore taking off did too, because what good was love and marrying if it took you away from folks that needed you? So, she wasn't real keen on Declan having been married, even if there weren't no ring on his finger now. Rings and vow, see, they meant leaving. Declan hadn't ever loved her well, but he'd been there, a summer constant until they both took off in opposite directions, and until now, and she looked at his ring finger real long.

Ultimately, she leaned close and touched where he'd wear a wedding ring, making sure there was just skin there, real warm to the touch. Then, she sat back some as Johnny Cash started up about seeing someone again someday.]

I ain't never talked to Alexander again. Eloise, Jude and Chloe are gone. Figure it's done. Alexander's woman, the one had his baby, she keeps posting and trying to draw him out, but I ain't seen her have any luck. Her name's Ash D. She's Neil's sister. Figure Alexander bedded her on purpose, seeing as it was during all that drama with that family.

[And she reckoned he'd go easy on Alexander. After all, man'd thought he was a vampire since he tried to kill himself all those years back. It was worse than Chloe going and joining a cult, and it was worse than Eloise getting herself committed permanent. No, those full-blood Murphys, they weren't right, not one of them. All that inbreeding, she reckoned, and no point denying anymore that the whole damn family bedded down where it shouldn't.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-07 06:13 am UTC (link)
[He might have told her that he'd loved her plenty, if he'd been the type to get talkative or sentimental. He loved her because she was his sister, and he loved her the most because he thought that there was a kind of kinship between the two of them that didn't exist between them and the rest. Sure, he'd detested her with his whole being when he was a boy, but that faded into something like fondness with the accumulation of years. The Murphy house, for him, was months of unbearable ennui, and Clementine was a kind of relief from that. He hadn't ever been good company, and that hadn't changed much even now that he'd risen from scowling youth to mirthless man. Yet he had his moments of smooth conversation. The open road helped.

Clementine touched him and he was aware of her ever diminishing proximity before she even did so. He hadn't been looking, but he could feel it, and then there she was with a soft touch that he should have expected. He squeezed the steering wheel like a reflex, and he knew exactly what she was doing when she touched his hand in the spot where there was no longer a ring, no longer even a line from a ring. He made a good show of not taking his eyes off the road, and just knuckled the wheel a little harder without a word until he felt inclined to chime in after another mile.]

What does she want with Alexander? [Declan's tone said clearly that he didn't believe a woman would go through the trouble of trying to draw Alexander out of hiding unless she needed something desperately. And it wasn't that Declan didn't like his brother, but there were certain eccentricities that didn't make for a proper father figure.

He was still gripping the wheel a little too tight since she'd touched him, but it was lessening. Talking about things other than his marriage made for a nice distraction.] Also, what exit am I looking for?

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-07 07:36 am UTC (link)
[Clementine, she'd never detested him any. She hadn't even grown into it, not like she had with Alexander. She and Declan, they'd never been close and tangled, despite their kinship, despite all her chasing him summers, despite the ways in which they were a whole lot different from the others. It was Jude loved her best, and it was Jude wanted in her bed, and it was Jude would have gotten there eventual. But she had a real soft spot for Declan, and she always had. He was sullen plenty, and didn't ooze the Murphy charm, and maybe she liked him real well for that, because the man didn't remind her a lick of their daddy.

She didn't expect him to go reacting to her touch at his finger. Truth was, she didn't expect a whole lot of reacting from Declan in general, and it would surprise her rotten if he exclaimed or went to swatting her. So, she touched just like she'd climbed in the car; like she had every right in the damn world to it, and it was just like her following him summers, and him not wanting her to.

But she sat back easy, not reclaiming all that space between them, fitting herself closer to his seat than she was to her own door. Her shoulder was against leather now, and she was regarding him like he had all of her attention. He did some, seeing as he was the only one in the truck with her. But it was more intense than that, and she lifted one shoulder when he asked what Ash wanted with Alexander.] Think she fancied himself real in love with him once, and him with her. She defied her family for him, and seeing as Alexander and Chloe went and did a whole lot of awful things to her brother, then it must mean she cared for him plenty. Now, maybe she wants him in that baby's life. Maybe she just wants to know if the man's here. I ain't sure, but she's posting plain, and she ain't hiding his child.

[Her expression flickered.] Surprised Alexander ain't given in. [Her voice was softer, like secrets and something 'neath the skin that wasn't just Dior and McQueen and all her fussing over pretty things.] Wanting to see a child, that's a real strong sentiment.

[And then she shook her head, and she looked out at the road markers.] Five miles up. Exit and head east. Water's about a mile out. Can't miss it. [She grew her grin back.] It's real blue, sugar.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-08 08:28 pm UTC (link)
She sounds delusional. [And that was about as far as Declan ever got to speaking poorly of any of his siblings. This was said to Clementine with all the confidence of a church confessional, never to be voiced again outside of the cab of this truck. He certainly never would have said anything of such a negative degree to any stranger. He'd grown up with secrets and darkness and a whole plethora of things kept quiet. Regardless, Declan thought that turning ones back on their family, as Clementine said that this woman had done in the name of loving their brother, was fatuous.]

You haven't seen blue water yet. [His words were assurance earned in the paucity of civilization, the nothingness of saltwater surroundings and a skyline that gave up on distinguishing itself from the deep blue abyss. That was a blue that went on forever. That was a blue that got inside the head, sweet and inviting until it unveiled itself as a sickness. Cabin fever. That was a blue so unending that Declan hoped heaven was red. He remembered the ocean as something violent and beautiful, and he'd return to her one day.

He was surprised to notice that the prospect excited him. He knuckled the wheel like it made time pass faster, and he took the exit as she directed. A mile up, and she was right, it was impossible to miss. He straightened in his seat, finally attentive, and if she looked over at him just then, she might have seen a hint of a grin as they crested a hill and part of the bay came into view.]

There it is.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-09 05:58 am UTC (link)
[Clementine thought everyone was delusional. Young, she'd done plenty of stupid things on account of wanting a man, one that didn't want her worth a lick. Now, older some, and she didn't see the point. No point chasing after a thing that didn't want you. What good was winning a man like that? Wasn't ever going to give his heart and soul over, not if he'd been caught like some wild horse and broke. Clementine, she might not believe in loving her ownself, but she thought the sentiment came free, given away and not taken.

Most days, she wasn't real sure what the Murphys had to give. Wasn't their fault. Their daddy was a ramrod stick of a man, even to her. He didn't love well, and he didn't love easy. Her, he loved, but he loved her selfish and wearing too little, and he loved his others only so long as they looked right and did right. If they didn't, they were sent off crazy and locked up, and nothing that would make him look bad. Wasn't loving, and she figured that touched every damn one of them, even the ones daddy hadn't touched 'neath their clothes.

But Declan, he was talking 'bout water, and she didn't think she'd ever seen that look on his face. She liked it; she stared some, and she missed them coming up on all that blue, and she didn't look 'til he said there it was.

This wasn't like Savannah. It wasn't willows kissing the water, and it wasn't lazy sailboats and money in a Bay. This water, it felt like it went bigger, and she pointed at the dock with the boat, the one she'd gotten directions for.] She's there. End of the dock.

[There was a man waiting for them, and the boat was probably too old some for what he was asking, and maybe some too big for a single sailor, but Clementine, she wasn't wise to any of that. She hadn't been sailing since she was small, and then it was her daddy controlling the rudder and sails.

Clementine, she just hopped on out of the truck and went looking.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-13 05:32 am UTC (link)
[Parked, the engine rumbled to a slow diesel stop. The truck was a beast, out of place with the serenity of water. Clementine was already out the passenger side and venturing toward the sea with the kind of light footing that he ventured meant she was excited about this prospective buy. Declan watched after her as he remained inside the cab of the truck for a moment longer. He sat back, the almost-entertained voyeur. An emperor atop the gladiators pit, and he admired the carelessness with which she shopped. Careless because he still could not imagine the girl knowing a damn thing about sailing… at least, not enough to make the idea of buying a boat seem wise. But, so long as Clementine didn't go off and drown by the weekend, Declan didn't see any harm in it. And honestly, he was sure that she'd tire of the boat soon after buying it, abandoned easily as a spoiled child's tea set in the rain. Money was flimsy like tinsel, and Declan didn't think of spent zeros as a waste in the same way lost time was. He was going to be extremely put out with Clementine if she dragged him all of the way out here for nothing. For that, he was determined to see her not only buy a boat, but sail it on the regular.


That extra moment of solitude in the truck was useful for more than just watching Clementine walk away. He pulled a pill bottle out of the glove compartment, popped the white cap, and drank down a couple of little blue pills with what remained of his coffee. No more than a minute, and he was catching up with her. Higher spirits rode with him, like a switch had been flipped. His knee wasn't bothering him at all, even if logically he knew that the pills weren't working yet, it was the idea.]

A little on the small side for you, isn't it? [Caught up and close, his shoes crunched gravel just behind her, and his voice was at her temple.] No room for your country dancing in there. [And then he stepped forward with a friendly smile that was pure Murphy charm when he shook the hand of the man who was standing dockside and waiting for them.]

Declan Murphy. [Firm grip and a tilt of his head toward her as he introduced the two of them to the seller.] And this is Clementine.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-13 07:43 am UTC (link)
[Clementine wasn't near as well off as she pretended. She'd lost a whole lot of the money the hotel gave her, and all in houses she hadn't kept any. That house in Tuxedo Park she'd signed on over to Jake, for all the good it had done. It was sitting out there, empty, no one living it and the boy not selling it to get himself some schooling. Too much damn pride, and she didn't have a lick when it came to taking money. Rich folks, they took money all the time, and that's how they were rich, and Clementine didn't think a lick 'bout it. But Jake, he had some misplaced pride from his daddy. And the the tri-level, she'd lost hundreds of thousands on that pipe dream, and all to get two men living with her that had their own notion of things. But she had netted some money from the tri-level sale, and that was what she was using for this boat.

But less rich or not, she was still entitled as could be, and she was real terrible at budgeting. She walked on down that dock like she could buy any damn thing she pleased, and maybe part of her thought she could. Declan there, he made her feel like she was younger, like her daddy would get her any damn thing she pleased. She almost forgot the man was dead, head smashed in, and she looked on over her shoulder in time to see Declan watching, but not in time to see that bottle get itself popped open.

Declan caught up a few minutes later, and she leaned warm against his side. It was the kind of contact he'd shied from when they were real small, and she did it deliberate now. She wasn't a little girl no more, and she fit just fine against his side.] You think I should go bigger? Hard for me to sail if I do. [She said it like she was dirty some, trouble some, angel some, and she grinned at the seller as Declan held out a hand to shake.

She'd grown up plenty traditional enough to let Declan do the haggling. She just looked on up at her brother and gave him a smile that was all southern belle and azaleas blooming in spring.] You help me step on? [The boat was docked in water, and the step wasn't anything dangerous, but she asked all the same, even as she stepped on away to the edge of the dock and held a hand out to Declan, real prim-like.]

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-16 02:13 am UTC (link)
[Declan was groomed on tradition; after dinner drinks, men discussing stocks and bonds in the study while the women occupied themselves with valium on the veranda. In that world, as traditional as a sinking luxury liner, men conducted the business. It was a compliment to a woman, to not bother her delicacy with vexations. So while Clementine was paying for the boat, Declan sought to do the buying. His handshake was something recalled through genetics, steady at the elbow and firm in the grip. The man seemed to appreciate it, his smile was wide.]

Mind if we take a look? [There were no complaints as Clementine moved to the edge of the dock. He took her hand while the man began to explain the boat's features for the two of them. Declan followed her onto the boat, gripping the metal rail and stepping beneath the blue awning. The man was in the midst of thoroughly outlining the aspects of the engine, using words like jet, impeller, and intake. Declan looked out over the water briefly before turning to Clementine, eyebrow raised with inquiry about the lesson being taught.] You get all of that?

[Although he doubted that she cared about the mechanics of it, he'd been surprised by her before. He'd never envisioned her having a career, certainly not one so physically demanding. Then again, at this point, Declan was ready to give up on expectations altogether in regards to women.] Can you see it? [He gestured with wide hand to the helm. The steering wheel where she would one day soon stand, if this deal was made.] Being here?

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-16 09:34 am UTC (link)
[Clementine saved lives these days. She knew how to kill herself a zombie without crying and crumbling, and she could shoot nazis in a bunch of smoke, and not linger over the kickback or brains spattering her face. She'd come real far, and she wasn't real sure how much of it was good, how much of it was real terrible. But she still didn't bat an eyelash at the notion of letting Declan handle the dealing. Her momma, that woman never managed a damn thing. As modern woman as Clementine was, there were some things she was real traditional 'bout, that she liked being real traditional 'bout. If it was up to her, someone else would manage all the daily parts of living.

She let Declan help her onto the boat, and she barely listened to the words the man was saying at Declan. She was running her hand over the wheel, thinking it was real shiny, and she only looked over when Declan's voice rose at the end, like he was asking her something meaningful. But she hadn't heard a thing the man selling the boat said, and so she just smiled at Declan, that real pretty smile made for big screens and bright lights.

But she did look when he swept his hand wide, and she was near the side of the boat now, looking on down at the blue. She gave his question some real thinking, and it showed on her face that she wasn't brushing it off easy.] I think it sounds real fine.

[She moved closer, wound an arm with Declan's and leaned against his side, like they were close as could be. The man selling the boat looked like he wanted to give them some privacy, and Clementine, she knew her and Declan didn't look much like relations.] Think it sounds nice, being out in the middle of nothing and just blue all around. Nothing bad. Nothing smelling awful, nothing hurting. [She blinked up at her brother.] I'll learn. You got my word.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-17 08:41 am UTC (link)
[Declan didn't anticipate the girl getting into any real trouble with the boat. He wasn't even convinced that she'd ever leave the dock, which was something of a shame with all of that blue stretching out like an invitation toward forever. He wondered if she saw it too, possibilities just out of reach. He could feel her at his side and closing in, but he didn't shy away this time. He was feeling better than he had on the drive, something that he attributed to the warmth of the day and the open water, not the pills.

Her arm became entwined with his. He didn't shake loose or scowl, but he did glance off in the direction of the seller, who showed his back as he ventured for a walk a bit further down the dock, some semblance of privacy bestowed upon them where privacy was not needed. Then again, they'd aged in a family of strange intimacies. There was a level of closeness that whispered underneath the skin, and Declan often avoided it, but he could never ignore it.

He touched her elbow with the backs of his fingers, a touch that traveled down, lazy to her wrist so that his fingers could bracelet there and guide her hand to the boat's metal rail rather than letting her tangle with him.]

I lived in on a boat for almost a year. Fishing company in the South Pacific. [He rarely talked about himself, and silence did not bother him, but admissions still came on occasion. He reached around behind her to take hold of the rail on her other side, effectively caging her while he stood behind to look out over the water.] I don't think I've missed it until now.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-17 07:19 pm UTC (link)
[He was underestimating her determination real hard some. She'd learn to sail that boat on principle, just how she'd learned to kill zombies, and just how she'd gone out and found herself a hard career no one approved of any. When she set her mind to something, she was ruthless as her momma was about those Sunday suitors and bright lights. Clementine, she didn't give up easy any; she'd learn how to sail the boat, sure as she was standing on it and leaning against her brother's side.

As for that seller taking off real obvious like, it made Clementine laugh some under her breath.] Think he got the message the Murphy folks like to bed down together? [Because it was something she had to smile about these days. No point caterwauling over the past, or over the family's proclivities. She smiled up at Declan easy.] Don't fret. I ain't saying you do it any. [She couldn't remember Declan making eyes at any of the girls or boys, not to her recollection.

She let him take her wrist and lead her easy, a little smile for the fact that she acknowledged him not wanting her all tangled with him. But he was talking some, and Declan hardly ever talked, so she listened quiet as he caged her at that rail.

She leaned back against him, taking the warmth of his chest real easy against her spine, like leaning on back against him came like breathing. She considered saying something about him fishing, because she couldn't picture it worth a lick, but something kept her quiet and reverent.] We could share it. The boat. Take her out whenever you please. If you're going for a year, though, you got to tell me so I can come along. [A pause, quiet.] Daddy would take me out summers on the Bay at home. I remember the water twinkling white with sunshine that was blinding bright.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-19 04:40 am UTC (link)
[Declan, even if he'd been privy to tale f her zombie days, would have found it difficult to believe. Not the part about the firing of guns, there was something wholly believable about a Southern girl wearing a gun holster as easily as denim cutoffs. The fact that she was a Murphy nearly cemented the reality of her having shot and/or killed someone. Discreet violence ran in their blood. It hadn't been surprising to hear about what Jude had done to her, although it had been disappointing. Blood was supposed to be thicker than rivalries.

There was tension when she spoke of their family 'bedding down.' Stress and strain under the skin, it made the muscle in his forearm tighten like something better left unsaid. He knuckled the rail of the boat the same way that he'd knuckled the steering wheel on the drive here, like it was a reign. Although if that reign was meant to keep a hold on her or him, Declan didn't know. He didn't like that she'd said that, like it was obvious. Certain things could be covered up if one didn't talk about them, but talking about them brought the issues to light. And there were certain things that they just did not talk about, raised properly like they were.

Her spine tilted back to his chest, and he was still as stone.] Maybe. [His response was dull to her offer, a smear of politeness across the bitter plain. As for what she said of their father, Declan had even less to comment. She'd always been the favorite, he thought. While Declan had never been shunned, he felt a separation among his siblings that could only be explained by half. Then, back. Away. A moment's closeness was enough, but his skin itches and he'd thought of wrapping an arm around her... and half wasn't near enough to do that.]

You like it, then?

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]mareas
2015-07-20 02:31 am UTC (link)
[She saw the way his forearm tightened right on up when she talked about Murphys and their affections placed wrong. It was something they didn't talk about in their family, and Clementine, she'd kept herself quiet for real long. But she was just damn tired of it these days, all them secrets, and all them closed doors of her childhood and the maid sent off and just her and her daddy left behind. Part of her wished she could scream it loud to the sky, what she'd done to the man in his country house, face smashed in and a death so angry there wasn't no doubt it was personal.

But they were at dock, and she wasn't sure Declan would take it well, and she'd learned better about trusting.

'Stead, she danced her fingers over the knuckle he pressed to the rail of the boat. And there weren't no covering a damn thing, not when the whole damn journal network knew about Chloe and Alexander bedding down. Thing was, all their business had been spread all damn over, and Declan would realize that if he talked to enough folks. Chloe, she'd made herself a real pretty mess in Las Vegas. Eloise's husband, he hadn't been real good at quiet neither, and their sister went mad on account of her and Alexander's feelings gone tangled.

Clementine, she wasn't pure enough to go mad over something wrong. Jude wasn't neither, and that line was toed without her being real concerned over what they were toeing. 'Course, could be said she was all wrong from little, and that was her daddy's fault and nothing to be done for it now.

But she knew she'd rubbed Declan wrong with talking plain, seeing as his answer was dull as bulbs dying on a Savannah porch, and then he moved away and she didn't chase any.]

I like it real well. [Like not a thing had been done, and like not a thing had been said.] You go on tell him yes? I'll get him money tomorrow transferred.

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Re: [declan and clementine, marvel]
[info]setbacks
2015-07-24 07:38 pm UTC (link)
I will. [He had no issue with taking instruction from the likes of a woman, despite being entirely unfamiliar with the notion of taking instruction at all. Rather, he seemed to appreciate the escape that Clementine given him in doing so. A reason to run, not walk, away from the familial mysteries that she peeled back the covers on, chatting casual as teatime despite locked doors. Declan didn't think that Clementine would speak so plainly with anyone but himself, although he tried not to find the idea that she might offensive. Declan decided to make it unimportant, and he gnawed hard on the inside of his cheek. He fought loyalty as much as he embraced it, and he'd found it easier to ignore things than to confront them, but that was just the way he'd been raised. Feeling conflicted wasn't anything new, and it usually didn't last long.

He gave Clementine one last glance before he rounded the boat's edge, back to the dock, so that he might negotiate the owner's price for her. She'd said she would take it, and as he walked away, he thought that she looked at home there. Peaceful, and he supposed the water was just like that. Calming, soothing. Declan didn't do a whole lot of buying, but he had the means. Still, he knew how to curb a deal, and by the time he was done, the owner agreed to 5k below his asking price. Assuming that Clem didn't go changing her mind, by this time tomorrow, she'd be the proud owner.]

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