*Not for the Challenge* Since I've found out blowjob is ONE WORD, I had to change that and add another word. I'm guessing no one but me will notice.
Title: Not Enough Notes: I've been in a funk and this stuff keeps drabbling out of me. Sorry. Not beta'd and it doesn't fit the challenge.
I shouldn’t want more. Everyone’s always told me not to expect anything.
But they weren’t there when he sat up with me night after night, watching YellowSubmarine, then rubbing my hand while I cried about the fucking mess my life had become.
They don’t seem to notice he looks out for me away from the loft. He thinks I don’t even realize it, but I do.
They don’t know that he asks about my classes, projects...if I’m hungry, if I need a blowjob or toothpaste...
He gives me so much. And I don’t know why it’s not enough.