NotEverything (noteverything) wrote in qaf_drabbles, @ 2008-04-01 17:10:00 |
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Entry tags: | author: ne, outside of challenge |
*Not for the Challenge*
Since I've found out blowjob is ONE WORD, I had to change that and add another word. I'm guessing no one but me will notice.
Title: Not Enough
Notes: I've been in a funk and this stuff keeps drabbling out of me. Sorry. Not beta'd and it doesn't fit the challenge.
I shouldn’t want more. Everyone’s always told me not to expect anything.
But they weren’t there when he sat up with me night after night, watching Yellow Submarine, then rubbing my hand while I cried about the fucking mess my life had become.
They don’t seem to notice he looks out for me away from the loft. He thinks I don’t even realize it, but I do.
They don’t know that he asks about my classes, projects...if I’m hungry, if I need a blowjob or toothpaste...
He gives me so much. And I don’t know why it’s not enough.