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I think perhaps I must be seeing things. I had thought Will had responded to my last entry but I still have not seen another word or his face since that one single word.

I need to find something to do with my time. A job I suppose. There isn't much I am good at other than being what I am, a pirate. Life has become so stale and boring here. There is no excitement and I had longed for quiet for so long. I had longed for it with Will at my side though. I am alone and in such a frightening, yet, not unwelcome position. I am just unsure about how to do things in this world. It is so different from the one I am from.

What good is a world where you are free if that which you most desire is not with you? My time with Will has been so fleeting and now I am trapped in a world he is not a part of.

I do not believe I have felt so ill in my entire life. I awoke earlier laying in the kitchen floor with quite the knot on the back of my head. I have never been one for actual fainting except if my corset is laced too tight and that hasn't happened in quite some time. I just truly wish the room would stop spinning and my stomach would stop churning.

This is not the Empress.

This is not my quarters.

And the open ocean is no longer outside my window.

WHERE THE BLOODY HELL AM I!?