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Jason is GASLIGHT (tempsleve) wrote in playout,
@ 2020-04-29 20:33:00

Entry tags:

! texts/phone, ares, bloodroot, flyweight, gaslight, taiyang

TO: Sadie
FROM: Jason
[1] Thank you for the cake, Sadie!
[2] It tasted great.

TO: Bo
FROM: Jason
[1] Thank you for helping Ri pick out Todd.
[2] He told me you named him.
[3] That was very thoughtful of you.

TO: Talia
FROM: Jason
[1] Hi.
[2] Did you need anything?

TO: Alex
FROM: Jason
[1] Haven't heard from you in a while.
[2] How are you doing?

TO: Gabe
FROM: Jason
[1] I may have done something incredibly stupid.

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	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:10 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Sorry, I don't know what ELSE to tell you* other than stop talking to him vaguely or sit down and sort your unresolved feelings out like a grown-ass man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:15 pm UTC (link)
	[1] The feelings for him aren't unresolved. [2] But any conversation we have is going to have to circle back to why I freaked out when we talked about marriage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:17 pm UTC (link)
	[1] I mean [2] Bear with me, but [3] You could tell him [4] And what word would you use besides "unresolved" then? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:20 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Oh yes. I can see that going well. [2] "Josh, I freaked out about marrying you even though I actually want to because I'm afraid I'll cheat on you like my mother cheated on my dad." [3] Potentially unrequited. [4] Or unacknowledged. [5] Fine. Unresolved. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:22 pm UTC (link)
	[1] It sounds a hell of a lot better than whatever you're doing now, Jason. [2] At least it's honest. [3] Uh huh. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	[1] How are things with you and Ilana? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:25 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Better than things are with you and Josh, that's for sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:30 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Ouch. [2] At least I know where we stand. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:33 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Oh, I know where I stand with Ilana. [2] Things are awkward still, but we've talked, and we're trying. [3] But I am under no delusion that she wants a relationship with me or that one will happen if I wish hard enough. [4] It's on me to get over my feelings. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:42 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Good luck with that. [2] That's what I was trying to do, and now I'm seeing a musical with my ex. [3] So, no hope at all for you two? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:46 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Yeah, you're trying really hard there. [2] Not unless she suddenly changes her mind or I become okay with just hooking up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:49 pm UTC (link)
	[1] I wish we were the hooking up type. [2] And I am trying, you know? It's not as easy as boxing up everything else. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 07:50 pm UTC (link)
	[1] God, I know. It'd make my life so much easier. [2] Yeah. I know that, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 07:55 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Did I tell you I asked Ri for gay bar recommendations last weekend? [2] I actually went to one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 09:20 pm UTC (link)
	[1] I don't think you did. [2] How'd it go? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-04-30 10:09 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Well, I met a guy named Nick. [2] And then promptly freaked out and ran out of the bar. [3] So, I'd say it went well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-04-30 10:42 pm UTC (link)
	[1] Yes, that is the word I am definitely thinking of, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-05-01 02:53 am UTC (link)
	[1] I just wanted to move on, Talia. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-05-01 04:42 am UTC (link)
	[1] Did you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-05-01 04:45 am UTC (link)
	[1] Yes. I don't really enjoy living in the past when I can't change it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-05-01 04:46 am UTC (link)
	[1] Mm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-05-01 04:48 am UTC (link)
	[1] And he also posted a picture of him and some random guy at Disney and I am occasionally petty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-05-01 04:51 am UTC (link)
	[1] There it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. tempsleve 2020-05-01 04:54 am UTC (link)
	[1] Isn't any reason a good reason? [2] The point was I got out there and tried. [3] And found out I wasn't ready. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Talson. exert 2020-05-01 05:12 am UTC (link)
	[1] I'm proud of you for trying. I am. It's not easy putting yourself out there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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