azure_rosa (azure_rosa) wrote in pervy_werewolf, @ 2011-05-31 23:38:00 |
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Entry tags: | #lmom 2011, author: azure_rosa, kink: bestiality, remus/severus |
All is Fair in Love and War - day thirty one
Title: All is Fair in Love and War
Author/Artist: azure_rosa
Rating: R?
Pairing: Remus/Severus
Warnings: Implied and talk of bestiality, far too much talking and relationship stuff, a depressing lack of proper porn.
Challenge: Lusty Month of May 2011
Word count [if applicable]: 1034
AN: sorry, muse was clamoring for something vaguely like plot, so yeah, no proper porn to end the series. I might do an epilog, but I suspect that way lies madness. I hope you enjoyed it anyway, congratulations to everyone who made it and thanks to the mods for putting up with us!
day thirty
Something more than Remus’ imminent change was bothering him. Severus knew the difference between his lover’s usual pre-change restlessness and the way he reacted to being worried or upset over something. They both had taken the day off, Remus because he knew he would be incapable of focusing on anything the day before or after his change and Severus because he liked to be with Remus to help both physically and emotionally during this process.
Severus sat in the library pretending to read, though he wasn’t doing a very good job of hiding his scrutiny of his lover. Remus was pacing and fidgeting as much as always, but his shoulders told the story of the tension his circling thoughts were causing. Something had Remus on edge and Severus wanted to know what.
Remus was so lost in his own head he didn’t even hear when Severus called his name. Since calling out to him was not sufficient to catch Remus’ attention he instead stood and moved into Remus’ path. Remus startled and nearly ran into him when next he turned, convincing Severus that he was right about his lover’s state of mind.
“Easy there Remus,” Severus said, grabbing his lover’s arms to keep him from over-balancing, “what has you so out of sorts today?”
“I don’t know what you are talking about Severus; I’m always like this before my change.” Severus knew that was a lie and that Remus knew it, his nose was twitching in the way it always did when he lied.
“No you aren’t, you get restless, yes, but when I talk to you I get a response and you don’t usually look like you are attempting to solve an unsolvable puzzle.” Severus softened his tone, trying his best to sound reassuring, “What is the matter wolf?”
Remus glowered and pulled away snarling at his lover, “That! That is what the matter is!”
“I don’t understand.”
“Do you love me because I’m me, or did you always just want a creature and I was convenient?”
At Severus’ gobsmacked expression Remus elaborated, “Your list Severus, the item you paused over the least, but wrote the most urgently was bestiality, you even call me ‘wolf’ as some sort of pet name, is that what you really want?” Remus’ head dropped and his voice broke as he continued, “Instead of me?”
“Never,” Severus began, his voice shaking with choked back emotion, “Never doubt that I love you, Remus.” Severus pulled Remus into his arms, holding him fiercely to his chest as he tried to soothe his lover’s fear.
“I called you ‘wolf’ only when you were transformed at first,” Severus said, keeping his voice low and soothing as he explained himself to his distraught lover. “It seemed the easiest way to remind myself that it was you, but not at the same time. I wasn’t about to call you ‘Moony’ after all. One day I slipped up and called you that when you were human and your eyes lit up like I had called you a sappy pet name so I just kept doing it.” Severus could feel the tension leave his lover as he explained himself.
“I do like it you know. Somehow you say it as if it is an endearment, a secret way you tell me you love me. I’m sorry I threw that back in your face just now.” Remus pulled back a bit so Severus could see his face, they smiled tentatively at each other before Severus continued, addressing Remus’ other concern.
“You had things more than a touch backwards love.” Severus continued, “I didn’t set out to find a lover to indulge my fantasy, I was given a wonderful idiot to love and the fantasy came later. It was your fault too I’ll have you know.”
“What do you mean?”
“Your other form was quite dog-like when we hadn’t quite managed to tailor the potion to you yet and, well, he was always fond of sniffling me, but one day the little blighter did so when I was just in a bathrobe and he found the opening…”
“He didn’t!”
“He did, it was early and I was still sporting so he licked it, out of curiosity probably, to see if it was like his own. I squealed like a first year.” Severus paused and blushed deeply before continuing in a whisper, “I liked it.”
Severus continued in a rush, “the thought had never even occurred to me before, but realizing that I experienced something like that and I enjoyed it, well, it isn’t something you can just forget. I tried to, but I dreamt about it.”
Now that he felt less threatened by his lover’s interest in his other form Remus found himself curious. “What did you dream, love?”
“I dreamt about you fucking me from behind, driving into me forcefully, making me moan and then you changed and you didn’t stop or even slow down, you held me down as you fucked me as a wolf, thrusting into me relentlessly, the feeling of your fur as you humped against me, feeling you expand and knot inside me...” Severus trailed off, hiding his face in his lover’s hair, embarrassed and aroused by the mere memory of his dream.
Remus didn’t expect that. He’d half expected Severus would refuse to tell him about the dream, it was highly personal after all and Severus did value his privacy. He assumed the very idea would put him off entirely, but the way Severus spoke of it… Remus would be lying if he claimed it didn’t sound compelling.
“I’m sorry I yelled at you Severus.”
That caught his lover’s attention, that wasn’t at all the reaction he had expected.
“You misunderstood; in your place I likely would have done the same. We are a pair, are we not?”
“In more ways than one it seems,” Remus smiled, relieved they were not fighting anymore. “Come to bed Severus, I can’t fulfill that particular fantasy for you until tonight, but there was no rule saying we couldn’t play more than once a day, was there?”
“Not that I recall, wolf, but then we made the rules so shouldn’t we be allowed to break them?”