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LMOM #1: I'll Be Watching You (SS/RL, NC-17)
Title: I’ll Be Watching You
Author: firefly124
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: SS/RL
Kink(s): wanking, exhibitionism (sort of)
Challenge: Lusty Month of May 2009
Word count: 518



Collapsing against the door as if the hounds of hell were after him, Remus tried to calm himself. He’d known he’d have to deal with this. Had known that coming to teach meant dealing with Severus.

“I’ll be watching you,” he’d said in that low, dangerous voice that curled its way down Remus’ spine.

Undoubtedly, Severus had meant that as a threat and interpreted Remus’ subsequent flight as guilt. Merlin, if he only knew.

Gathering his wits, Remus pushed away from the door and jabbed his wand at it, casting a hefty Silencing Spell behind the Locking Spell.

The bed looked inviting, but it didn’t quite suit. Instead, he settled back against the door, remembering the one time Severus had pinned him against a similar one and snogged him senseless. Back when things were new and exciting, and hiding what they had from both their friends was a thrill. Before things fell apart.

Best not think about that just now.

No, the snogging. That was what he wanted to remember. Clumsily, he fumbled with his trousers single-handed as he Summoned a bottle of lotion with his other hand. His cock sprang free and twitched as he coated it liberally before dropping wand and bottle and beginning to stroke.

He struggled to remember the feel of that angular body against his, crushing him against the wood.

“Not here! We’ll be caught.”

“And since when did one of the Marauders care about that?”

The thought of James and Sirius catching them, watching them, had sent thrills of both fear and excitement through him. That wasn’t who he wanted to be caught by tonight. Best not to think of Sirius at all.

Bastard.

Angular body. Pressing. That was it. Young, hormone-addled, and carefree. When things were good.

Remus’ hips snapped forwards, and he tried to will himself to believe the hand that he was thrusting into was not his own. Or that if it was, at least he wasn’t alone.

“I’ll be watching you.”

His breath was coming in short gasps as he sped up his thrusts, swiping his thumb across the head of his leaking cock with each.

He could be watching. Remus opened his eyes and noted any number of objects that could have Surveillance Charms on them. Severus could be watching right now. Would he watch? Would he turn away in disgust? Or would he be turned on in spite of himself?

“I’ll be watching you.”

“Merlin, Severus!” he called out as he came, semen coating his hand and the placket of his trousers.

Moments later, he knelt to pick up his wand and clean himself up.

He thought he should probably try do some last bits of fine tuning on his lessons for tomorrow, but now all he wanted to do was sleep. First the train ride, then the Dementor, then the Welcoming Feast, and now this.

He stumbled over to the bed, stripping his clothes off and tossing them onto a nearby chair before climbing between the sheets, deliciously naked.

“I’ll be watching you.”

A shiver ran down his spine and faded as he fell asleep.