Cassie Ainsworth (cadet_cassie) wrote in parabolical, @ 2008-08-10 14:46:00 |
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Current mood: | worried |
Entry tags: | cassie ainsworth, jareth |
Who Cassie and Jareth
When Late night
Where Her apartment
What Being really bloody stupid?
Rating TBD
Status Incomplete
Cassie knew she was being stupid, it wasn't the first time after all. If she'd ever cared about her own personal safety that had mostly gone when Chris has disappeared. The only thing that had stopped her from going out and hoping she stumbled upon a vampire was the idea that he might be come back, but she'd waited as long as she could. There was nothing she could do anyway, and she couldn't watch Chris again. So what if Jareth was going to turn her into a goblin, so what if Sarah was right? There was nothing for her here really and at least this way it would save anyone from having to find a body. She'd thought things were better for a while, that she was almost happy, but she realised she was just pretending, lying so well after all these years that she even believed herself. There was of course also the chance Jareth was being honest, that he was just going to take her to see the Underground, if that was true then maybe that would be enough to keep her fighting a little longer.
She sat at her desk and wrote out a note for Chris just in case he did come back but it was too late. She told him she loved him, but that she just wasn't as strong as she'd hoped. If she came back she'd burn it, if she didn't well hopefully Chris would understand, it wasn't the first time she'd done something like this after all. This was more interesting than suicide at least. Every so often she glanced at the window, the wind blowing the curtains in as she waited for him to come for her. She couldn't quite help but be hopeful, which was odd, because she was sure she didn't actually have any hope left. She was vaguely aware she might regret this at some point, when she wasn't in such a bad place, but then that was the thing wasn't it? Cassie had bad days when she wanted to kill herself and good days when she was happy at every tiny little thing, she'd just not had a good day for a while. What she really needed was therapy, to be locked up again for her own safety. Apparently that wasn't offered here so she was throwing herself to the incredibly handsome Goblin King instead, at least it would be different.