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Tweak says, "MERF MERF!"

Sam Wilson (dothework) wrote in noexits,
@ 2022-10-16 10:05:00

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!network post, marvel (tv/movies): bucky barnes, marvel (tv/movies): natasha romanoff, marvel (tv/movies): sam wilson, marvel (tv/movies): steve rogers, → week 047 (final rest week)

final rest week | day 1
[MCU Bucky, Nat, Steve Rogers]
I have to go back.

[MCU Bucky]
This really fucking sucks. Natasha can't leave and I don't know what Steve's thinking, but... my family's there. I've already spent so long prioritising other things over them, between Tony and Thanos I've missed most of the boys' lives, I can't miss the rest too. Especially if there's a chance this is some kind of fucked up Schrodinger's cat situation where no one knows we're missing because quantum physics means we both are and aren't and choosing whether to go back means opening the box and finding out. If there's any chance that I'm going to disappear there then I don't have any real choice, I'm not letting Sarah go through that again.

I don't know what will happen... if we'll remember being here or not. And I know you have reasons to prefer it here, it's not like home is exactly a utopia right now, so if you want to stay, well, I won't try to talk you out of it. But obviously I want you with me. Even if we forget everything I have to believe we'd find our way back to each other. The potential was already there. Fuck, worst case we never figure it out, or we do but we're both too idiotic to make a move, but at least you're still my best friend. I don't really see that though, I just don't. This feels too much like it was inevitable. I feel like I've been waiting for you and everything I've done since I joined the Air Force was pulling us together. I love you. If we forget being here I still will, I just won't know it yet. And if you come with me we'll just have to remind each other.

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	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 01:18 am UTC (link)
	I know. You've been a good friend Sam, and I will miss you dearly, but knowing that you're taking up Steve's mantle, with Bucky by your side, makes this a lot easier. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. winterknight 2022-10-16 01:40 am UTC (link)
	Gonna miss you, Nat. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 01:41 am UTC (link)
	Take care of everyone back home, okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. winterknight 2022-10-16 02:37 am UTC (link)
	You have my word. You take care of everyone here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 05:04 am UTC (link)
	Of course. You know I'm not going to leave people to fed for themselves. We'll find some place stable to sit down and just chill out. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	FIRST FILTER. dothework 2022-10-16 01:50 am UTC (link)
	To be honest if that's all it was I'm not so sure I'd want to leave everyone behind. But I promised myself I'd be a better brother this time round. I'd be a bit of a dick if I didn't help see things through after talking her out of selling up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 01:51 am UTC (link)
	She'd absolutely have a reason to punch you in the face for that. I would, and I'm not even related to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. dothework 2022-10-16 01:53 am UTC (link)
	You're still family. I hope I remember that you're okay here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 01:56 am UTC (link)
	I know, and I love you. The first time we met, you didn't hesitate to invite us in, and I have never forgotten that. You're my example of friendship, Sam Wilson. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. dothework 2022-10-16 01:59 am UTC (link)
	Well, you know, didn't have anything better planned. Daytime tv's always shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	FIRST FILTER. blackwidowed 2022-10-16 05:04 am UTC (link)
	You're not the right demographic for it. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	[Sam/Bucky] winterknight 2022-10-16 01:38 am UTC (link)
	Goddamnit, Sam, I'm not staying here without you. And yeah, forgetting everything will suck, but... I love you. And I'd rather be there and be your best friend, than here without you. We'll make our way back there. Here. And just know... even if I never get to say it again, or I'm too scared or stubborn to... I love you. Thank you for loving me back. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	[Sam/Bucky] dothework 2022-10-16 01:52 am UTC (link)
	Good, because I might have been lying about not trying to talk you out of it. We'll work it out. We're smart guys. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Sam/Bucky] winterknight 2022-10-16 02:38 am UTC (link)
	Well, one of us is, anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Sam/Bucky] dothework 2022-10-16 03:35 am UTC (link)
	Aw, don't worry, you have other qualities. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Sam/Bucky] winterknight 2022-10-17 04:34 pm UTC (link)
	That's right. I can open all the peanut butter jars. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	[Sam/Bucky] dothework 2022-10-18 02:38 am UTC (link)
	Don't forget the heavy lifting. That's gotta be at least half of what I keep you around for. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Steve/Sam oldmannewplan 2022-10-17 12:32 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, pal, me too. Take care of Bucky for me. I'm glad no matter what you've got each other. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Steve/Sam dothework 2022-10-18 02:56 am UTC (link)
	I don't know how much we're going to remember, but at least we're in the same place and time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Steve/Sam oldmannewplan 2022-10-18 03:50 am UTC (link)
	~~I don't think you realize how many times when you were bickering you looked ready to make out.~~ I'm sure it'll work out. You two fit too well. (Reply to this) (Parent)