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Tweak says, ""LET'S GO, MADNESS!""

Marc Spector / Steven Grant / Jake Lockley (summon_the_suit) wrote in noexits,
@ 2022-08-02 15:10:00

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!network post, critical role: laudna, marvel (tv/movies): marc spector, our flag means death: edward teach, the magicians: margo hanson, ₴ inactive: lara croft, → week 042 (pilot - the lonely city)

THE LONELY CITY - DAY 1
Steven's gone, I think I'm cured. He's been a part of my life since I was a kid, it's weird not having him around. My thoughts are quiet.

Khonshu's gone, too. And I have some sort of administrative job at City Hall. I finally have a regular life.

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	marc/lara kindofcroft 2022-08-03 07:52 pm UTC (link)
	I know I don't know you or Steven all that well, so I apologize if I'm overstepping. I'm sorry. I can't even begin to imagine. I know it doesn't help much now, but I'm sure he'll be back at the reset. I don't think he's gone forever. Maybe find a notebook, write down your thoughts or write a couple of letters to Steven. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	marc/lara summon_the_suit 2022-08-03 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	It's alright. I mean, I'm the one putting myself out there more. I play like I'm this big tough guy, but in reality I'm broken as fuck. Funny, or not-so-funny thing is... a part of me wanted him gone, depending on where I was in my life. Please don't tell him that. I just wanted to be normal. That's a very therapist thing to say. You sure you're not one? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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kindofcroft
2022-08-04 02:58 pm UTC (link)

Trust me, I know exactly how that feels. I'd say you're not, which you aren't, but as someone that has to remind herself of that, I know how easy it is to ignore what other people say.

I won't tell him, promise. I think that's an understandable feeling to have.

Ha. I'm not, but I've been to a couple of therapy sessions. My therapist suggested I write letters to everyone I've lost.

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	marc/lara summon_the_suit 2022-08-05 02:20 am UTC (link)
	I was going to say, you need to go to therapy? You seem like a together person. But losing people is really rough to go through. I still haven't technically spoken to anybody professional about my own stuff, but it's been helping to be more open with everybody. Not holding it in. Thanks. I don't want Steven to feel excluded. He's... a good guy. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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