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Tweak says, "You can shine my shoes anyday~"

Dora Ollivander (braveryshines) wrote in nexusthreads,
@ 2017-12-30 18:56:00

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~lisa cuddy

Who: Dora and Cuddy
What: Help
Where: The medical centre
When:Backdated to their texts

Dora had found even leaving her apartment hard. Even though the wizarding world barely recognised depression as a real condition, as it was considered a Muggle malady. However she knew she was falling deeper. She didn’t even want to see Archie, she didn’t feel like she deserved the attention of anyone, particularly not the love of her life. She’d wanted to die when she’d taken on the identity of Bellatrix LeStrange, and even now she was a little disappointed she’d made it through.

But she owed Archie to try. As she walked into the medical centre, downplaying every aspect of her quirkiness, in jeans and a plain white t shirt, with her hair dark blonde.

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	braveryshines 2018-01-26 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	"I just want to be good enough, does that make sense? Good enough for him, and for myself," Dora replied (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2018-01-26 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	"You are good enough." Cuddy told her. "The first step is for you to see that." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	braveryshines 2018-01-26 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	"Other versions of me always were," Dora replied (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2018-01-26 09:25 pm UTC (link)
	"How do you mean?" Cuddy asked. "Literal other versions, like the Jakes, or something more personal?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	braveryshines 2018-01-26 09:28 pm UTC (link)
	Dora shut her eyes and allowed the Bellatrix LeStrange face she had inhabited for so long flow over her. "Like this," the lisping voice she had needed to take time to perfect left her lips. "She's crazy but I think she's beautiful in her way." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2018-01-27 05:40 pm UTC (link)
	Cuddy watched. Fortunately, after all her time of the island - very little surprised her. "Is that the identity you took on as a spy? Do you think of her as a separate person?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	braveryshines 2018-01-27 08:02 pm UTC (link)
	"She existed as her own person, she died, but many refused to believe it, so I took her identity and spied on her organisation. She was not a good person," Dora replied. "I like to think I am." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	proud_miserable 2018-01-28 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	"You are. Pretending to be someone else for your career doesn't change who you really are." Cuddy said. "We're not all spies, of course. But we all put on masks of our own sometimes. To be nice, to get ahead, or for other reasons. As long as you remember who you really are, that's the important thing." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	braveryshines 2018-01-28 07:11 pm UTC (link)
	"I am Eladora Ollivander...the First, good shapeshifter, bit of a weirdo, not so good at actual magic," Dora replied (Reply to this) (Parent)

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