e_sawyer (e_sawyer) wrote in neogenesisrpg, @ 2009-05-07 15:39:00 |
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Entry tags: | ethan sawyer, suchiana hirsch |
Who: Ethan and Suchiana
What: Thinking about the past
When: May 7th, 2009
Where: The park
Rating: TBD
Status: Incomplete
A month.
It'd been a full month since the explosion. Since the day that his world had spun upside down and inverted upon itself. It seemed like it'd stopped spinning completely. And maybe it had. He'd shut down when she died. Completely lost it. Couldn't handle seeing anything, doing anything, talking to anyone.
Days went by. Then a couple of weeks. Then he'd had to move from the apartment they shared. There were way too many memories to stick around. He just couldn't take it. So he'd found another one in the same building on a different floor and now he was just trying to get by.
Ethan was having a rough day today, however. It marked the month anniversary since his wife died. He'd be thrown back in the pool again, he knew. He was surprised that he hadn't been already. What would he do with a new wife? What would he say? How could he cope with everything and be expected to be with someone else? They'd been meaning to get married to avoid trouble and all it'd done is bring him closer to her only to lose her.
So there he was, sitting on a bench in the park, leaning over just a bit with his head in his hands. He didn't cry often, but today really weighed heavy on him and the tears just couldn't seem to be halted.
He never believed he'd ever miss someone so much.