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Georgi Nikolov Draganov (bestbeloved) wrote in neeps,
@ 2018-04-17 09:07:00

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[MG]

Congratulations on the season, Coach. You have done something amazing with this team, and I am proud and honored to be part of this. And I am so grateful to you and your family for taking me in and helping me so much when I was alone in this country and didn't speak or understand everything very well. I will always be grateful to you and Gabi and your girls, and even the baby, for making me feel so welcome and so comfortable here.

I have already given this information to Florrie and my healers and cursebreaker, and they all said I did not need to tell anyone about it if I don't want because it's private medical information, but because you worried about it, I wanted to assure you that this Draganov curse I've had put on me is not harmful to my health or to anyone else. As we understand it, the spell will prevent me from having children of my own blood in the future. Of course this is a serious curse, but I can't change it, and ~~because I will not be married~~ [....] it's not something I am worrying about right now. Now, I only want to finish this season with my team, help the Magpies win the League Cup and the Golden Neep, and focus on Quidditch. I am ready to play and I am not stressed about it anymore, and I will not have another match like the first Neep one. I promise this.

[Roger, Kal, Ada]

I wanted to thank you all for making my first season in Scotland, hopefully not my last season, so comfortable and welcoming. I am very happy and honored to call you my friends.

I have something important to say to you, and I know it is not usual and I understand if you aren't easy with it. But I hope it won't make you turn away from me, and I want to end the season being honest.

My secret is that I am in love with a young man whom you all know, Ernie Macmillan. He makes me happier than I thought I could be. He makes me better. He makes me braver. He makes me think everything is possible, when I never thought that before. I have been afraid to show how I feel, but after everything that has happened I'm less afraid, and I wanted my friends to know what is important in my life.

You are important to me, too. I hope that we will stay friends no matter what happens after this season.

[Alex]

You've said to contact you if I need anything from you. I don't need you to do anything now, but I want you to be aware of something in case it causes a problem.

I am ~~dating~~ ~~spending time~~ ~~in lo~~ dating a member of the Macmillan family, who own the Magpies. And we are starting to tell our friends and family about it and be more open, so the Macmillans will know soon. I know that my job here depends on this family and if it becomes more public it might look like this is something dishonorable, but this person is not involved with Montrose business at all and I would not ever use this connection to keep my place on the team.

I'm sorry if this makes problems for you or the team. If you want me to do or say anything in case the gossip papers find out about this, please tell me.

[Ernie]

I told Lex about you and me. And Ainsley guessed on her own. And the world didn't end, and they're both happy for us, and I feel good about all of it.

I have a surprise for you. May I take you out for dinner this weekend?

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	Georgi - later closedcaptioned 2018-04-18 04:32 am UTC (link)
	I talked to Lex. She doesn't have any better idea what to do about her mother than I do. I just don't want them to send you away out of spite. I want to be wrong about all of this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernie

bestbeloved
2018-04-18 04:50 am UTC (link)

Don't worry about that part of it. Of course I want to play for the Magpies, and I think I still will. I know that Coach McGonagall and Shona wouldn't like to lose me after a season like this, especially if we win the Cup and the Neep, and Lex has said she will fight for me to stay here. But even if this isn't enough, I can play Quidditch anywhere. In Scotland or Ireland or England or the bottom part of England, Wales. Or anywhere in Europe, or we can go to America, or Australia, or Japan or Zimbabwe or Egypt, because there are so many places where they play Quidditch and somewhere there's a place for me. In the end I don't care where I am or what team's colors I wear. If I have you, that's enough for me.

Maybe I should be worried because all of this is unknown, but I'm not, Ernie. I hope if you're still worried about this it's not for me, because I will be fine. I want you to be fine, too.

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	Georgi closedcaptioned 2018-04-18 04:54 am UTC (link)
	I know you'll be fine. And I will be fine. You've been through a lot recently. Forgive me for wanting things to go smoothly for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ernie

bestbeloved
2018-04-18 05:27 am UTC (link)

We have been through a lot recently, together, but do you know something? Now that it's all over and I can't go back to what my life used to be, I feel calm, and happy, and free, and like everything is possible. I never felt like this before.

Like you said to me, we are taking steps forward, never backward. Maybe we don't know exactly where we're going, and maybe the path won't go as smoothly as we hope, but as long as I'm walking with you, I know I'll always be happy.

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	Georgi closedcaptioned 2018-04-18 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	You say the most romantic things. I love you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ernie bestbeloved 2018-04-18 02:57 pm UTC (link)
	I love you, too. May I take you out to dinner this weekend? We can go to a Muggle place, where no one will take pictures. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Georgi closedcaptioned 2018-04-18 06:50 pm UTC (link)
	You have someplace in mind? (Reply to this) (Parent)

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