£∃G↑∅∏ ♟ (legionnaire_) wrote in monte_rpg, @ 2012-05-01 01:17:00 |
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Current mood: | anxious |
Entry tags: | ammut, eros, halphas, hel, isis, legion, lucifer |
[Ever since the night of Aria's party, Legion has been an on and off wreck. It wasn't that he had a bad time with Hel, in fact, quite the opposite. He'd had a great time with her. He'd watched her smile, and laugh, and it made him...smitten. More and more of his personal playlist starts to remind him of Hel, and he absolutely despises it. He thinks about her when he stumbles onto new songs. He thinks about what he wants to show her next, the movies he wants to watch with her, how much he wishes he could hold her hand again or put his arm around her. He thinks about the cute little way she sits in movie theaters. How lovely her skin is, even when it changes. He doesn't mind a bit. She's unique, and special and he can't help but like it. And it tears him into pieces. So much so that he spends about twenty minutes in the bathroom, typing frantic notes to himself from his phone, clawing himself, pulling his hair, doing anything to hurt himself just to distract himself from the...warmth he feels around her. He can't do this, can he? But he does. He likes her. And he wants to tell her. Soon. Before it gets the better of him.]
[Private to...selves.]
FUCKING i can't believe you. just fucking t-a-l-k to her, i don't think she likes you. us. you think she likes you the way you like her? she offered to hold my hand last time i- BECAUSE SHE FELT FUCKING SORRY FOR YOU. but- she enjoyed herself, right? you should ask her. if you want to come off like an idiot, yeah. do that. there's nothing wrong with- i'm not stupid. i'm not i think I'm going to be sick. fuck getting sick over this bitch. don't call her that i like her.
do you? (yes.) (no.)
(✔ yes.)
fuck.