Xion (shellsnicecream) wrote in marinasylum, @ 2010-12-15 14:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | :action, axel, roxas, xion |
[action I open to housemates] backdated to morning
["Who else will I have ice cream with?"
It takes a long time to force her eyes open, and even after they've cooperated, Xion's vision is swimming too hard to see where she is.
Sora's heart...wouldn't have a bed in it, would it? He'd probably want the people in his heart to be comfortable, yes, but isn't the center of a heart full of stained glass? Xion's really not sure.
She brings a hand up to her eyes--a physical hand, a slim one, not Sora's--and rubs at them until her vision clears. She's in a room. She knows this room...
This is...Marina?
Before she can think that it's impossible, or wonder what's happened to Axel and Roxas while she's been gone (it's been what, two months?! are they even still here?!), Mars jumps on her bed and starts licking her face. Good morning, mommy!]
M-Mars! Stop! [Sits up to calm the puppy down and--abruptly flops back again as the room spins.
Once it stops feeling like her brain is spinning around in her skull, Mars is pushed off the bed as gently as possible as she gropes for the mirror in her bedside table. She pulls it out to find...herself. Blue eyes, black hair. Not Sora, not Roxas, not Kairi.
Xion cries and isn't quite sure why. She never wanted to die, but she would-had-for her friends. And now she's not dead. Not with Sora, like she thought she would be. Should be. That pull of stolen memories wanting to go home...she can't feel it. But it still feels strange, almost wrong, to be in a bed that's hers. What's she supposed to do now, if she doesn't even know how she feels about this? At least...Roxas is safe from her here. There was no hint of her taking his life or memories before in Marina, so he'd be safe now, right? And Axel would take care of him if--
--what if Axel's gone? What if...what if her fears from two months ago yesterday happened? What if she goes to the cemetery and finds...?
The mirror is thrown to the floor, Mars yelping and taking cover under the bed. No, he can't, he won't! He's still here, they're both here, and she'll see them and everything will be fine!
...as soon as she can find enough balance to get out of bed.]