Takashi Jun [Riddle] (lightshepherd) wrote in marinasylum, @ 2010-06-27 01:37:00 |
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Entry tags: | :action, allen walker, jun takashi |
[Action|Closed]
[He remembered everything. He remembered the look on qayin cain Naoya's face that day, remembered how he'd been so angry, been so hurting. He remembers a moment of clarity, knowing suddenly that this had not sprung out of nowhere.
He remembers the pain. He had not died easily, or quickly, but he couldn't fight back. His blood his everywhere, so much of it...so much more than when he'd sacrificed a lamb, so much more than either of them had ever seen. It hurts...and he remembers, even as his vision fades, the fleeting look of horror on his older brother's face.
He had wept as he died, for his brother's suffering was too great. But even as he thinks that, the dream changes--it's not a memory, and for a moment, he stares at--himself. But his eyes, blood red and cold, are much too different.
Bel.
"When are you going to learn someone like you can't save anyone? You're a monster, just like the ones you killed."
He knows it's true, but he doesn't want to believe.]
[Jun's sleep hasn't been restful since the third night of the Lockdown. After today's evens, it's much worse, but he can't quite seem to wake himself up.]